This is a song about getting drunk and doing stupid things.
Here are the lyrics:

I’m too ashamed of what I’ve been thinking these past couple weeks.
And if you’d share your time with me, I’d gladly share a drink.
Well, I know the things I say can be so wrong.
But if you’d share your time with me, I’d gladly share a song.

Thoughts spinning through my head as I chase the break of day.
And I don’t know where I’m going, but I’m on my way.
Darkness fills the spaces between missing scenes.
Come tomorrow I won’t remember a thing. 

When you ask what’s on my mind, I try so hard not to lie, but then I slip.
I could tell you that I’m fine, give one hundred reasons why I can’t quit.
But time’s never on my side, no point to deny
Aint that some shit?
Time’s never on my side, no point to deny,
Aint that some shit?

My nails bit until bleeding, a heavy heart feeling.
With every drink I take my sense of self is fleeting
I stumble and I say with every step that I take. 
The words flow from my mouth and echo in mistake

So when you ask what’s on my mind, I want to run away and hide in shame.
I can tell you that I’m fine and I do this all the time, like a fucking game.
But you’re never on my side, no point to deny,
Aint that some shit?
You’re never on my side, no point to deny,
Aint that some shit?

When the room stops spinning, I can feel my heart beat fast.
I’ve told myself so many times that this would be my last.
Derailed from these tracks, one step forward two steps back
Yeah, everyman has his demons, but for mine I’m no match.


Marion(blo/no)