PLEASE READ THIS
-treasure your friends
-treasure your loved ones
- you never know when they may leave you 
-sometimes it is more painful to lose someone who’s alive than to lose someone who’s dead because at least you know they’re happy. 

I have been through a lot at an extremely young age- traumatic experiences I won’t soon forget. Please love your children. I was often told things like, “You’re ugly- worthless- stupid bitch (sometimes)” and although my friends told me stuff like that wasn’t true, sometimes I still believe it. It’s like there’s this little voice in my head that’s constantly reminding me that I am all of these things.
The scars I have on my thumb and forehead aren’t half as bad as the psychological damage I carry in and out of every day. I wish I could just shut it out- but it doesn’t work like that. 
My stepdad (my sisters’ biological dad) has always hated me for unknown reasons . But my sisters have an even worse story.
I’ve been told that he has pornography on his phone of my middle sister, Arya, which annoys me to no end. As much as I would like to end his obnoxious life to spare my sister, I’m afraid that is out of my power.
I’m most worried about the youngest, Lilly, who hasn’t had anything bad happen to her yet, I believe. 
I’ve been told the story isn’t over- but it feels like it is- I don’t know.

PLEASE, please, if you know anyone who can help my sisters (there is quite an age gap between us, they’re still with him) please tag me at @mariya-oliferovskaya-907408299
I will be forever in your debt.

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Queen of Anxiety