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entry date: 10/7/23

paper supplier: tek.lun 
https://instagram.com/tekdotlun?igshid=OGQ5ZDc2ODk2ZA==

writer: JERRARD

entry:

this road is long
hard to figure out
where i’m meant to drive
i stay to the streets 
cause i feel it help me see the signs
all the turns i take
still don’t feel like none of em is mine
worried bout the way it could be
not the way i find

and here where are 
at another turnin point
athletes foot i’m burnin joints
kneed that high to make a point
i can’t cap a nick
my life keep callin me to be the one
shit got me so worried 
i ain’t hurryin or speedin up
morale is low from seein miles
i been swangin round
tryna sense if im too proud
to be more open now
maybe im the culprit
for not goin onna coastal route 
to overlook the scenes of life
you never can escape the highs

this road is long
hard to figure out
where i’m meant to drive
i stay to the streets
cause i feel it helps me see the signs
all these turns i taken
still don’t feel like none of em is mine
worried bout the way it could be
and not the way i found

truth be told my humble ways
gon keep me grounded 
that i know
but i can go overboard
with thinkin i ain’t meant to row 
lived my outside the lines 
but still ain’t got much shit to show
eviction notice on my do
but that ain’t even my do
hear the fiends from second floors 
hope the prayers gon keep me clothed 
where to left to go
might be time to let em know
what i been doin all this time
i been savin quotes 

this road is long
hard to figure out
where i’m meant to drive
i stay to the streets
cause i feel it helps me see the signs
all these turns i taken
still don’t feel like none of em is mine
worried bout the way it could be
and not the way i found

long roads

entry date: 10/24/2023

paper supplier: freddie gibbs/madlib - fake names 

writer: JERRARD

entry:

take our time
yea we gon 
take our time
x3

take our turn 
yea we gon
take our turn 
x3

i guess we never done 
i guess we never done

my first name 
brought me some problems 
and my last came as a shocker 
no limit to that sickness 
i ain’t never seen a doctor 
flip a coin 
both sides got me feelin bothered

my middle name brought me some solace
caught between this life 
and the next
not many options
keep the love close to the neck 
laced in a locket
and if UN
that can be the key 
to help unlock the bounds
sometimes i feel like 
i police myself a lil too much
that be my cop out
when i opt out 
speakin up the lumps
keep forcin trauma
talkin bout there’s a reason
to be blunt
like im weedin out
some part of me 
that keep me stunted

i guess we never done 
i guess we never done then 

i think im evil knievel
always jump wit the cycles
tryna ramp up excitement 
treat my name like THE title 
only cap im entitled to
is the way that i write it
never lowercase 
can’t overstate 
my purpose here
somehow i’ve overstayed my welcome 
at my worsest fears
can’t live that down 
i build a foundation on 
purple hills
i’m just a houston nigga
chasin after cali thrills 

after all

when it’s said and done 
can’t look back and miss the months
cuz lookin back you miss the months
can’t get stuck on what happened once
cuz life only happens once 

after all 

i guess we never done 
i guess we never done then 


take our time
yea we gon 
take our time
x3

take our turn 
yea we gon
take our turn 
x3

real names

journal entry date: 11/10/23

paper supplier: THE ROYAL ANT 
https://instagram.com/_theroyalant?igshid=OGQ5ZDc2ODk2ZA=

artwork: https://instagram.com/jhazyjayy?igshid=OGQ5ZDc2ODk2ZA==

writers: 
Jerrard - https://instagram.com/middlenamejerrard?igshid=c2E1NnN0M2Z5bm5r&utm_source=qr

J-Wash - https://instagram.com/washcmx?igshid=OGQ5ZDc2ODk2ZA==

entry:

backstory: i been knowin J-Wash for over 10 years on some online shit. used to trade bars back in the early soundcloud days. We linked in LA my last week being there and this was the first joint we made IRL. had to share because you gotta celebrate moments like that. and we both went CRAZY too!

Jerrard x Wash - Mhm!

Indie HipHop & R&B Artist
El Presidente of EVC Records
Owner of DFFRNT Publishing
Noprofit.emcee@gmail.com

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