Greetings From Suffocate City

Skinny Lies

Glass Tides - Creep

Produced by Mark Xenophontos 

Lyrics by Mark Xenophontos

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Summer is hard and full of temptation
A season where the haves have it better than ever
A season where the lonely break into pieces
I can't deal with it, seeing her just tears me apart
She's laughing in the sun with someone new
While I'm watching from the shadows, nothing I can do

Out of my depth and out of my reach
Gave up on the swiping, but I don't care
But I'd rather die alone than be another number in a vicious cycle
I choose my suffering over being a number

It's a mess
Ten years on the screen and the story is always the same
There's always another option
There's always something better in their eyes
That's the illusion of choice
The illusion of death

Years of swiping, years of hope
Years of messages that helped me cope
Until the silence came, until they disappeared
Into someone else's bed, someone else's dreams
The pattern never breaks, it just repeats
Another face, another ghost, another heart that beats
For anyone but me

It's a mess
Ten years on those things and the story is always the same
There's always another option
There's always something better in their eyes
That's the illusion of choice
The illusion of death

The ones at the top of the pyramid will always get it good
At the expense of what?
All those begging for a chance
They get the matches, we get the silence
They get the dates, we get the violence
It's a sick world
Built on our loneliness

God save me from myself
Save me from the temptation
Save me from the pain
I'm praying for a way out
If there's a way
God save me from myself
Save me from the summer
Save me

It's a mess
Ten years on those things and the story is always the same
There's always another option
There's always something better in their eyes
That's the illusion of choice
The illusion of death
When nothing's ever enough

Bring on the summer time
Bring on the summer time
Bring on the heat that burns
Bring on the truth that hurts
Bring on the summer time
I'll face it alone
Bring on the summer time
I choose my suffering

Illusion of Death

Dead to Me

"Idle hands are the devil's workshop."
PARANOID — A Motivational Breakdown of the Human Psyche.
30 Tracks. 1 War. Myself.

This isn’t music for the background.
This is the internal monologue of a man under fire — heartbroken, focused, betrayed, reborn.
It’s discipline in the dark.
It’s rage turned into blueprint.
It’s satire and scripture. Trap and truth. French and fury.

AXAXC presents a tactical, cinematic, unapologetically raw body of work.
An album built for lifters, loners, readers, runners, warriors, and thinkers.
If you’re working in silence… this is the voice inside your head.

“You bleed now. You shine later.”
“You gossip. I win.”
“You broke my heart? Good. I got stronger.”

🔱 ALBUM TIERS:
TRUTH TAPES – Motivational warfare. Cold truth. Focus. Discipline.

EMOTIONAL COLLAPSE – Pain. Betrayal. Disillusionment. Reflection.

SATIRE & REQUIEM – French mockery. Ego death. Dark gospel.

🧠 Key Tracks:
See the Goal (Diamonds In The Rough) – Legacy forged in fire.

Tourner Dans l’Illusion – French trap heartbreak and manipulation.

Top G de Wish – Satirical slander of fake mentors.

Lock In – Ruthless focus, gym anthem for the obsessed.

The One – Betrayal turned principle.

Heel / Arbiter / Show Up – Pain converted to warpath.

This isn’t an album.
This is an awakening.

Welcome to the edge of clarity.
Welcome to PARANOID.

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🔻Lyrics:

#Verse #1
Hey you, you should stop the noise
It's true, you don't have any choice
I'm all the days that you choose to ignore,
I hate myself 'cause you're the one i adore

#Chorus
I'm paranoid! Get me out of here!
I'm paranoid! I can't see things clear!
I'm paranoid! When you are so near!
I'm paranoid! I'm filling me with fear!

#Verse #2
Feel me, you can let me decide
Don't be the fake one by my side,
I really wish you'd make up your mind
It would feel great to know you're mine

#Chorus

#Bridge
Come on, rain down on me...
I know, i'll never be free...
Come on, can't you see?...
I know, I'll never be me...

So bury me alive!
I'll bury me alive!

#Chorus

Paranoid

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Imaginary Enemies

Lyrics:

[Verse]
Trapped beneath the surface, cradling my sorrow
I keep seeing patterns of a new tomorrow
Bargaining with muses, keeping ghosts at bay
Trying to remember how I lost my way

Gasping for salvation, sparks of sympathy
Hoping that, come daylight, they can set me free
Crafting odes to silence, I stand beyond the pale
When I invite my audience to watch me as I fail

[Chorus]
This is a script I can't rewrite
A cage I carved with too much care
I feign control with all my might
But I am hollow everywhere
My structure holds, my seams are tight
Yet something monstrous waits inside
I kiss the dark and call it light
Then let it in, with arms spread wide

[Verse]
Seeking your attention was never worth the cost
'Cause I keep having nightmares since our paths last crossed
But promise you'll remember how I made you wait
While I was busy wallowing in misery and hate

I wield these words like weapons, but they were never mine
Now I'm so sick of fighting, (just show me a sign)
I am not asleep here, nor am I awake
I don't want to fade, (with every step I take)

[Chorus]
This is a script I can't rewrite
A cage I carved with too much care
I feign control with all my might
But I am hollow everywhere
My structure holds, my seams are tight
Yet something monstrous waits inside
I kiss the dark and call it light
Then let it in, with arms spread wide

[Bridge - In Romanian]
Frântă-mi tace mintea-n palme, inima mi-o port
Prinsă-n cuie pe sub pielea albă ca de mort
Clipa-n valuri se destramă, sângele mi-e viu
Visele îmi sunt capacul negrului sicriu

Gândurile-mi stau alături prinse de fotoliu
Muzele așteaptă-n patul camerei de doliu
Dintr-o dată năvălit-au fluturi în stomac
Într-o baltă de cerneală lasă-mă să zac

[Chorus]
This is a script I can't rewrite
A cage I carved with too much care
I feign control with all my might
But I am hollow everywhere
My structure holds, my seams are tight
Yet something monstrous waits inside
I kiss the dark and call it light
Then let it in, with arms spread wide

Hollow

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SMUGGLIN' - Alt Cut

This Is Where We Burn

Silence Breaker is a dark electropop anthem of heartbreak and desire. High bass, raw emotion, and haunting vocals tell the story of screaming for love when all you get back is silence.

Silence Breaker

UK and Cyprus-based songwriter and producer crafting melodies that bridge worlds. My music springs from life's raw experiences—the highs, the lows, and the moments of clarity in between.

Drawing inspiration from the Mediterranean shores of Cyprus and the rich musical heritage of the UK, I weave stories of faith, resilience, and hope into every track. My songs are conversations—honest reflections on the journey, celebrations of life's beauty, and reminders that even in our darkest moments, light finds a way.

When you listen to my music, you're not just hearing songs—you're experiencing chapters of a shared human story, one that acknowledges our struggles while embracing the possibility of tomorrow.

Join me as we explore what it means to live authentically, to believe in something greater, and to find meaning in both the extraordinary and the everyday.

https://markxenophontos.bandcamp.com/

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