im tired, im just so tired i rly have no motivation anymore, just trying my best, i dont want to go back to school, ill just fail, and then get yelled at and cry, i cant help that im always the one hated by my teachers, and classmates, i just want to be normal, i want to be loved. <//3
(dog in picture is missy, i miss her, she was in a dog fighting range, then i won her in a lottery at a dog shelter. not knowing anything, and plus the manager and employees just lied and knew that missy was in a fighting range, and missy is now gone, still alive just not with me. i miss her, she was the reason i was still going now shes gone along with hudson, long story, i could go on and on about these stories.)

im tired. <|3

Credits to Snow Patrol for the original and Melanie Martinez for the cover! 😸

Melanie Martinez- Set Fire to the Third Bar (Cover)

Check out my Spotify playlist that's full of similar songs 💚
(https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7DlB6lYSYQb8LFrHxusoQq?si=5db02e7dcb0c42e0)
Song: Lil Death - Moment 🎶
(*I only slowed the audio)

lil death - moment (slowed)

where'd all the time go - slowed + pitched

stuck

palm of your hand

Link to the amazing artist: https://www.deviantart.com/teddylovebites/art/ranboo-fanart-869740880
Link to original remix: https://youtu.be/V2CiBgql2uM

You suck x not allowed Slowed

ethans rewrite of bo burnham's "that funny feeling" 

funny feeling - ethan nestor

i want you - mitski [slowed n reverbed]

Your city gave me asthma with rain over the top of it

Your City Gave Me Asthma With Rain

mawce - everybody's worried about owen

shauna dean cokeland demo

4 morant - doja cat (sped up)

my kind of woman but it’s sped up

school rooftop // slowed

Not good enough


This is for the lions living in the wiry broke down frames of my friends bodies
When the flood water comes, it ain't gonna be clear
It's gonna look like mud
But I will help you swim
I will help you swim
I'm gonna help you swim

This is for the snakes and the people they bite
For the friends I've made; for the sleepless nights
For the warning signs I've completely ignored
There's an amount to take, reasons to take more
It's no big surprise you turned out this way
When they close their eyes and prayed you would change
And they cut your hair, and sent you away
You stopped by my house the night you escaped
With tears in my eyes, I begged you to stay
You said, hey man, I love you but no fucking way
I'm sure that we could find something for you to do on stage
Maybe shake a tambourine or when I sing, you sing harmonies

This is for the lake that me and my friends swim in
Naked and dumb on a drunken night
And it should've felt good
But I can hear the Jaws theme song on repeat in the back of my mind
Make sure you kiss your knuckles before you punch me in the face
There are lessons to be learned, consequences for all the stupid things I say
And it is no big surprise you turned out this way
The spark in her eyes
The look on your face
I will not be late

I'm sure that we could find something for you to do on stage
Maybe shake a tambourine or when I sing you sing harmonies

I wanna contribute to the chaos
I don't wanna watch and then complain
'Cause I am through finding blame
That is the decision that I have made

She hopes I'm cursed forever to
Sleep on a twin-sized mattress
In somebody's attic or basement my whole life
Never graduating up in size to add another
And my nightmares will have nightmares every night
Oh, every night, every night



Twin size mattress - The front bottoms (nightcore)

I've wanted to remix this tune since I first heard it back in 2016. This remix is a little different to my other stuff, but I think it suits the vibe the original gives me and I'm super happy to share it with you ❤
Thank you, Jaron for making this possible

Visualiser: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zwf-W8qLIbY&list=PLwqJLUBst5YMLaoOMkQY6J3rGG-MCjzd_

Free Download + Stream: https://equator.fanlink.to/departureremix

All ↻ Reposts & ❤ Likes are super appreciated ^^
Original: https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/departure

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Departure (Equator Remix)

Free Download + Stream

Jaron - Departure (Equator Remix)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OnfMFyE0OoI

Unreleased

Ayesha Erotica - Tina Hick aka Toothless Tina's Lost Ark Music Factory Demo

Rocket ships will take off~
Whether you're in them or not~
And it's sad but it's the truth~
ThE wOrLd WOuLd StIlL tUrN wItHoUt YoU~

(Not own) hope you peeps enjoy

Credits to Cavetown

Cavetown - Rocket Ships

It's alright~
I'm here~
Everything's alright~
Feels weird but calm~
I wanna hear It's alright~

Not gonna lie I kinda sus

Jack Stauber - It's Alright

Hot Freaks

02 Write Me Letters

I'm skylyn/spear
she/he pronouns
es: love_skylyn

im tired. <|3

❁spear❁