Perfect Mistake

Anti-Defeat

when drunk calls

30 days, no it ain’t long, I made some friends along the way
And I wrote, I wrote this song, to learn from my mistakes

I sniff that, then I hit that, guess I’ve been a bad boy
Misery loves company and I don’t have joy
I don’t think I have the energy to save myself
I need help, outfit black, whip all black, got the sauce like soy
Count my money up when I’m feeling down
Shit ain’t adding up, I think I’m blowing it too fast
Yeah I love to chase, chase her till I drown
I’m always in a foreign when I’m pulling out
I like to pop shit, shit get lit like mosh pit
Fucked yo bitch, well I’m just being honest
When and cop some ice my neck be frosted
I get high to get by, scared of falling 

30 days, no it ain’t long, I made some friends along the way
And I wrote, I wrote this song, to learn from my mistakes

Hit that shit, said I would quit, now I’m a dickhead
Fuck the drugs and the liq, I’m tryna get ahead 
Why am I high? don’t wanna die, dont wanna cry now
It’s lights out, I lie down, my head spins right around
Now my nose is trashed, livers bad, brain is cashed
My heart is cold, I made it snow, I bought a bag,
But I’m done with that, I need a hand, that’s all I ask
Made my momma sad and I wish that I could take it back

30 days, no it ain’t long, I made some friends along the way
And I wrote, I wrote this song, to learn from my mistakes

30 days, no it ain’t long, I made some friends along the way
And I wrote, I wrote this song, to learn from my mistakes

rehab the night

Don’t choke
Lungs full of smoke 
(Woooh) got way too high 
Eyes bout closed, fuck 5-0, whip stay dirty
But fast it goes
Off the top and down a 4th
Glock gone pop like it’s the 4th
Pills get popped, and the check still drop, so even when it’s hot my wrist stay froze 

Adderall hitting different, minding my business, up in the clouds I stay
Coffee table a blizzard, covered in white girl, Anne Hathaway 
I don’t feel like I’m living, full of prescriptions, 
where does my casket lay 
Got it by myself, never needed help, did it all alone Like castaway

Drugs imposing on my conscious I should never give advice 
Miscalculated the dosage and  misplaced my fucking mind
Confronting all the assumptions cause something ain’t feeling right 
Im up to no good, Im fronting, like
Back then when I felt alive, back when I felt alive
I may not make it through the night, but it couldn’t hurt to try


God damn, the Bible’s not the nightstand
And the lights are getting quite vibrant
If she wet then I’m going diving
Yeah I lied, I said I quit the white, but I liked it
When the bags are packed, and I can’t relax, just hit the gas like I’m driving
Im way off course 
Shrooms got me on the moon and I’m glad to soar
Slows boring need a foreign had to grab a Porsche 
Niggas cap when they mad better tag a source
See your pockets weak,  it like they ain’t been lifting all
I see why you don’t be tipping at all
Bet that’s why yo bitch never answer your calls

Drugs imposing on my conscious I should never give advice 
Miscalculated the dosage and  misplaced my fucking mind
Confronting all the assumptions cause something ain’t feeling right 
Im up to no good, Im fronting, like
Back then when I felt alive, back when I felt alive
I may not make it through the night, it couldn’t hurt to try

opposite of dead

She can’t get enough, she likes it rough, now she walk with a cane 

Came for the drugs told her there is a line
And them lines pouring out of her nose like it’s rain

Counting and downing them blues for the taste 
Your bank account on a drought, mine’s a boat on a wave

Lately don’t mind if I’m out of my mind, I’ll be fine, this time, it’s you that caves 

And I turn the lights out, she like my iCloud, backing it up

Might need a time out, look in my eyes now, she even said that I do way too much

All this anxiety from the sobriety, voices inside of me never shut up 

Trapped in the moment, your locked and I’m loaded, your capping and coming and going like waves in the ocean

And baby why are we going down?
why you wanna drown, on the ocean floor, when you see the shore?
Just a little more, I wanted more for shore

And baby why are we going down?
why you wanna drown, on the ocean floor, when you see the shore?
Just a little more, that’s for shore

We crash and we burning, you blew a fuse 

Ain’t new to this money been glued to the bank

Made me a skeptic, you knew, and I guessed it, I guess i credit for losing this game 

Crazy how lately you been on brain

We tight like a noose, rock a knot like a chain 

We go round 2 like a sequel

She calling me Evel Knievel got used to the pain

I’m come alive when whites in my sinus, curving the crash

Closing my eyes and right now I’m driving, certain I’m swerving, your nervous but laugh

Buy you a diamond, you started crying, now you ain’t dripping, you’re making a splash

Black out the curtains the sun isn’t working, once you learned that I was the best that you had 

And baby why are we going down?
why you wanna drown, on the ocean floor, when you see the shore?
Just a little more, I wanted more for shore

And baby why are we going down?
why you wanna drown, on the ocean floor, when you see the shore?
Just a little more, that’s for shore

for shore

Came for the drugs told her there is a line
And them lines pouring out of her nose like it’s rain
Counting and downing these blues for the taste 
Your bank Account on a drought, mine is a boat on a wave
Lately don’t mind if I’m out of my mind 
I’ll be fine
This time, it’s you that caves 

And I turn the lights out, she like my iCloud, backing it up
Might need a time out, look in my eyes now,
She even said that I do way too much
All this anxiety from the sobriety, 
voices inside of me never shut up 
Trapped in the moment
Your locked and I’m loaded
Your capping and coming and going like waves in the ocean

And baby why are we going down, 
why you wanna drown, on the ocean floor, 
you see the shore, 
just a little more, that’s for shore

We crash and we burning
You blew a fuse 
Ain’t new to this money been glued to the bank
Made me a skeptic, you knew, and I guessed it, I guess i credit for losing this game 
Crazy how lately you been on brain
We tight like a noose rock a knot like a chain 
We go round 2 like a sequel, she calling me evel knievel got used to the pain

I’m come alive when 
whites in my sinus, curving the crash
Closing my eyes and right now I’m driving
certain I’m swerving, your nervous but laugh
Buy you a diamond, you started crying, now you ain’t dripping, you’re making a splash
Black out the curtains the sun isn’t working
Once you learned that I was the best that you had 

And baby why are we going down, 
why you wanna drown, on the ocean floor, 
you see the shore, 
just a little more, that’s for sure

𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓇𝑒 (remastered)

SEDAN

sellursoul

You be getting z’s
Keep sleeping on me
I don’t even care
Yeah, you can go and nap
You be  in my dreams 
It ain’t what it seems
Thinking of the times we’ll never get back
You always stop when I give the green light
Tell me babe what’s going on in your mind
You’re mixing the drugs, take them all at one time
Tell me babe what’s going on in your mind

I’m not okay
But it’s alright
I’ll be alright 
When shit hits the fan
Im doing things so I feel alive
I’m in my way
But it’s alright
I’ll step aside
When shit hits the fan 
I’m doing things so I feel alive

You be getting z’s
Keep sleeping on me
I don’t even care
Yeah you can go nap
You be in my dreams 
It ain’t what it seems
Thinking of the times we’ll never get back
You always stop when you get a green light
Tell me babe what’s going on in your mind
mixing the drugs, take them all at one time
Tell me babe what’s going on in your mind
You be getting z’s
Keep sleeping on me
I don’t even care
Yeah you can go nap
 you be in my dreams 
It ain’t what it seems
Thinking of the times we’ll never get back
You be getting z’s
Keep sleeping on me
I don’t even care
Yeah you can go nap
You be in my dreams 
It ain’t what it seems
Thinking of the times we’ll never get back

Why you so close but you feel so far
(I think I might let you fuck up my life)

Bout time you open up, see it wasn’t that hard
(I think I might let you fuck up my life)

You’re living fast and I might slow you down 
(I think I might let you fuck up my life)

I’m so far gone every time you’re around 
(I think I might let you fuck up my life)

You be getting z’s
Keep sleeping on me
I don’t even care
Yeah you can go nap
You be in my dreams 
It ain’t what it seems
Thinking of the times we’ll never get back
You wanna stop when you get a green light
Tell me babe what’s going on in your mind
mixing the drugs, take them all at one time
Tell me babe what’s going on in your mind

green light means stop

Baby why you think I’m lying
Here’s the deal, I kept it real and all
cut me deep and then you cut me off
You’re only happy when you know I’m dying
Pop things that upset with my mindset
Talk is cheap and I should cut it out
Shits been done and I can see that now
It’s getting dark but my wrist still shining 
I’m been trying to move on, but no I can’t let you go
If you think I’m crazy, baby will you let me know 
This feel like a war and it’s looking like you’ll win
If we had another chance, we’d do it all again

Lets just face it, nothings changing, but you won’t say it 
I been raging, you’ve been patient, but you won’t save me 
I know I know, I’m on my own
You know you know, I’m out my mind
All these drugs are on my mind
Do them cause im dead inside 
If had another chance, I would put it to the side
Been around the world just to know that you’re never here
Made it rain for you to stay but now it’s getting clear 
I been chill but you always giving me frostbite
You’re cold, like my nose, my last line
Showed up first for you to say it’s our last night 
If we rewind Then i swear to god this the last time 

Baby why you say I’m lying
Here’s the deal, I kept it real and all
cut me deep and then you cut me off
You’re happy when you know I’m dying
Pop things that upset my mindset
Talk is cheap so I should cut it out
Shits been done and I can see it now
It’s getting dark but my wrist still shining 
I’m been trying to move on, but no I can’t let you go
If you think I’m crazy, baby will you let me know 
This feel like a war and it’s looking like you’ll win
If we had another chance, we’d just do it all again

detached

dazed & confused

poison

I get bitches and I know that you don’t 
god damn
I got commas and they after some o’s 
God damn
do a line and I’m using a Ben 
Uh yeah
Said I’d change, but Ill do it again
My bad 
So much money, that I might need a safe
God damn
So much drip, that it look like a wave 
God damn 
Say you love me, but that must be a lie
Uh yeah
Wrist crazy cause it might leave you blind
My bad 

Fuck you all night I know that you like that
What’s a budget, shits not in my vocab
She’s soaking, neck is flooded, like a boat leak
I’m drowning in the promises you don’t keep 
Know me,
I ain’t changing bitch I’ll always be the old me
Leave your man, every time I make your phone rings
Yeah you won’t tell him that you chose me

I get bitches and I know that you don’t 
god damn
I got commas and they after some o’s 
God damn
do a line and I’m using a Ben 
Uh yeah
Said I’d change, but Ill do it again
My bad 
So much money, that I might need a safe
God damn
So much drip, that it look like a wave 
God damn 
Say you love me, but that must be a lie
Uh yeah
Wrist crazy cause it might leave you blind
My bad 

Off a bean, of course
I’m a fiend of course
You’re a mess, I’m worse
Whip need another horse
Get you wet, when I park, and I come through
Chase a check, on a bar, you want one too
Why you say shit that you don’t mean
You’re fucked up yeah I agree
She so bad, she not holy 
Said she’s so bad, she not holy 

I get bitches and I know that you don’t 
god damn
I got commas and they after some o’s 
God damn
do a line and I’m using a Ben 
Uh yeah
Said I’d change, but Ill do it again
My bad 
So much money, that I might need a safe
God damn
So much drip, that it look like a wave 
God damn 
Say you love me, but that must be a lie
Uh yeah
Wrist crazy cause it might leave you blind
My bad

the cap exists

I got Gucci, Louis, fendi, I got Prada you got nada
Papa smurf all in my wallet, dollas blue, yeah ain’t you got em
Talkin shit with all that ice, they look like lights, I’m bout to off em
Yeah I’m down to drop some bodies have em falling like it’s autumn 
Ooh what
Please don’t try me yeah 
Ooh huh 
Yo bitch like me yeah
Take 2 
Ain’t no camera here 
Spent 2 
On a chandelier
Rack on my shoes, bitch come in twos, that’s just what I do
Rat in the room, tapping the moves, that’s why we on mute
Slapping the roof, high like a moon, yeah that’s no dispute
Nothing to lose  
Bitch I got them blues
Know you want em too
If she acting up I turn my main bitch to my side
If she wanna nut I tell her come thru any time
Got a hard pill to swallow so better open wide
Got some shit to keep me up way past the closing time

open wide

i know ft. Deku

Baby are you listening?
I just wish things were different 
Went and bought you a brand new chain
Now your neck is glistening yeah
Let’s get crazy
Half a xannie now you’re taking off panties
You putting on a show you need a Grammy
You love the white you pick it up like a nanny
Yeah
You be killing me nah nah
See you in them jeans, imma overheat
Sunscreen aint gone fix this shit
You hot like an oven, imma need 2 mits
Why you in my dreams nah nah 
You played him like movie
You bad and you boujie
Like the devil wears Prada 

You always said you loved me
Never said it to him
You love a drop top so I’m taking the Benz 
I buy you shit I know he can’t afford
And I’ll pay it again
you got sensitive 
When I said i fucking hate your friends
got too many options idk who to pick
But if I had to admit
You the baddest so I had to put you on the very top of my list uh uh
Yeah she don’t like, when I don’t pick up the phone
It’s not my fault all the drugs took control x2
And she don’t like how many girls that I know
It’s not my fault I just go with the flow x2
Fucked up bad, bought a bag, are you mad
Cuz it’s all I know x2
You are bad, hella bad, that’s a fact 
Yeah that’s all I know x2
My mistakes like a drug
And I can’t get enough 
I been popping shit like a trunk
Just feel up 
Cuz it’s all I know 

Baby are you listening?
I just wish things were different 
Went and bought you a brand new chain
Now your neck is glistening yeah
Let’s get crazy
Half a xannie now you’re taking off panties
You putting on a show you need a Grammy
You love the white you pick it up like a nanny
Yeah
You be killing me nah nah
See you in them jeans, imma overheat
Sunscreen aint gone fix this shit
You hot like an oven, imma need 2 mits
Why you in my dreams nah nah 
You played him like movie
You bad and you boujie
Like the devil wears Prada

in one ear

I’d be lying if I said this songs not about you
Guess I’m not the same without you
So I’m tryna change, but my mind went blank
You come through with a bag, yeah I like that
Baby I’m a dog, imma bite back
Yeah I’m feeling good with a nose bleed
Spent a check, not stressed, got it right back
I know I said that we should quit
But I wanna try one more time
Fuck it, I’ll be fine with or without you

You’re cut throat, and I prolly should’ve saw that, 
I should prolly fall back, but I don’t go
Yeah you only wanted love, but I ain’t tryna cuff 
Last line, I said it’s the last time, but I lied cause that shit makes me feel great
Last night, you came with the bad vibes, and it  put me off in the worst way 

I’d be lying if I said this songs not about you
Guess I’m not the same without you
So I’m tryna change, but my mind went blank
You come through with a bag, yeah I like that
Baby I’m a dog, imma bite back
Yeah I’m feeling good with a nose bleed
Spent a check, not stressed, got it right back
I know I said that we should quit
But I wanna try one more time
Fuck it, I’ll be fine with or without you

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