After hours or days or months or years of monotony, boredom, and depression one has finally had one's chance.  One has amassed enough energy to meet an exciting opportunity with all one's present talents for the big flip(up or down) and so one is ready to go, ready to gamble.  
Movement is always preferred to inaction.  In motion a man has a chance, his body is warm, his instincts are quick, and when love or violence enters his heart, he can make it, he can win.  For to feel music is to communicate, is to convey the rhythms of one's own spirit to a lover, a friend, or an audience.
-  Norman Mailer

Life is not about the goal at the end of the road but the experience that took you there.
- Uncle Mike

Life would be much simpler if we could choose who we love, but a lot less magical.
-Andy.  The best fucking friend I could ever ask for.

My love for people and my love for simply having a family will push me through to my goals.  I haven't attained it yet, but I can guarantee you I will have a family some day.  I forget what it's like to have a family.  I forget what it's like to be truly loved.  I forget what its like to truly love some one.  Do you remember what it's like to place your heart into the hands of another?  I can't remember.... To know that person will love you no matter what.  To know that person will walk to the end of the earth for you like you did for them.  What's it like to have true love?  I do not know.  I can only lust for it.  I can only hope i can find my happiness some where in this life, by just being me, not trying to attain something just because its what society believes in, but because it's what I believe in.  I want love.  I want a family.  These are my goals and I will never stop until I achieve them.  People can have goals of money, fame, houses, computers, cars, boats...what does it really mean if you can't share anything with someone you love?  I'm not talking about a one night stand...I'm not talking about that girl that is a good flirt and will make you feel happy for the moment.  I'm talking about a woman who I can give my everything to, and know she will accept it because she is in love with me just as much as I am her.  I only care about bettering myself because it betters her.  I only care for myself because I really only care about her.  I am going to find my family some day....I know some one is out there with the same thoughts as I.  Since love conquers all..and love is the only thing I have set in my heart....I can't go wrong.

-Who cares

Marki M a r k