rt: Alexa Manalang
Mix & master: Joma Ochoa
Guitars & drums: Chillie Dela Cruz
Bass: Ricardo Jose Tiongson

first romance

i don't know if i'm still dreaming or not

0:00 untitled
2:25 untitled (blue pt.2)
5:35 interlude
6:56 imstillhere
9:52 being alone

@ TFL DISCORD SERVER ANNIV SET - 10032021

lost in time
lost in style
when you're around
when you're in love

started markmuffins initially as a lofi/indie rock project back in 2018. i'd consider myself naive to whatever sonic landscapes i could've potentially dabbled on but i was happy with my former output/s. fast forward to today, where current events + thinking about the future of this project just drains me.

id like to consider this EP to be a short(?) farewell, to dabble on other sounds i'm interested in exploring. (pls look forward to them!)

recorded in the span of 6 months, a 'moodboard' of how i'd want this project to sound like.

paalam!

06/01/22

lost-in-time

peter, happier - egg hunt

i burned ur house

you don't see me as a person
you only see me as something on shelf
you don't see me as a lover
you only see me as something shiny

but i'm a fool x2
for the way that you look 
i'm a fool
every time that you move
its way too much 
I can't handle
gonna disappear soon
dont wanna know me
only look
im your personal boyband

all you do is praise me
but it makes it worse everyday
i'm in a painful disillusion
but i'll be a pretty boy with a bright smile on his face

PERSONAL BOYBAND

im scared to die in here alone
im scared to die in here alone
don’t go

imscaredtodiealone

Upset (ooh)

i rush and feel the heat
my body’s floating, ever-wandering
the vibrance of the world 
was never even placed to be there

indulge the sense of peace
i pretty much can see what i can feel
the things i hear, pristine
distorted as it seemed
reconstructed

and it feels like it’s growing on me
i don’t mind when you see it

expanding headspace
addictive feelings
extending senses
steady senses

call paranoia
call paranoia
no testimonials
call paranoia

you judge me like a menace
in spite of being clueless
fists of fucking beings
straight from paranoia

fuck this
i have much to say
about it
life isn’t up in my head
dreams don’t show up until then
give me one more 
chance to
prove myself 
back into you
you’re upset
cause i’m hit
should i care less?
and i’m choked
am i dumb
and should i be here?
shouldn’t life be as carefree
as i am?
embracing, i’m evasive
the vision
we seek to prove 
is absent
how can i achieve 
what i wanted
the heat i seek makes me shiver

Ultrawanker

A cover by hazylazy, originally by (formerly Maryknoll)

Someone Still Loves You Phoenix Manalo (by Hazylazy)

1/6 of @cheekythings ~  pfp by @mr_plagu3 on twt - all uploaded/reposted material are stuff i've worked on

lost-in-time

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