this is so awesome, reminds me of barren but better

i won't pay attention no more
if i ain't showing love they get bored
i have trouble closing the door
cause once i do you won't see me at all
at all

a nap in the dirt the soil gone be huggin my bones
but until then imma hold it strong
i don't know why they tryna do me wrong
when i don't want a reason i get two more
a nap in the dirt the soil gone be huggin my bones
but until then imma hold it strong
i don't know why they tryna do me wrong
when i don't want a reason i get two more

why you move like that?
i keep my head underwater taking long breaths
ion want no part in your subset
every body gather's round just to laugh at
red nose and my medicine good too
got jokes got bands only one true
imma make it one day just to spite you
and ion even like to press but i have to, oh

why you move like that?
i keep my head underwater taking long breaths
ion want no part in your subset
every body gather's round just to laugh at
red nose and my medicine good too
got jokes got bands only one true
imma make it one day just to spite you
and ion even like to press but i have to

i won't pay attention no more
if i ain't showing love they get bored
i have trouble closing the door

i won't pay attention no more
if i ain't showing love they get bored
i have trouble closing the door
cause once i do you won't see me at all
cause once i do you won't see me at all
at all

a nap in the dirt the soil gone be huggin my bones
but until then imma hold it strong
i don't know why they tryna do me wrong
when i don't want a reason i get two more
a nap in the dirt the soil gone be huggin my bones
but until then imma hold it strong
i don't know why they tryna do me wrong
when i don't want a reason i get two more

why you move like that?
i keep my head underwater taking long breaths
ion want no part in your subset
every body gather's round just to laugh at
red nose and my medicine good too
got jokes got bands only one true
imma make it one day just to spite you
and ion even like to press but i have to, oh

i won't pay attention no more
i won't pay attention no more
i won't pay attention no more

deep breaths

Everything is never everlasting 
Let that pussy sing while she gag me
I was so ashamed when you met me 
I sit alone while they @ me 

Ball boy you a ball boy 
Get me a Gatorade 
Sad stuff on my Samsung 
Pills in minute made 
Bad bitch I’m with a bad bitch 
You know we sleep in late 
Madness life is madness but I’m getting paid 

Masking off pain when you let me 
I said bitch you’re my caffeine 
I was so worried that you stabbed me 
Life is all worries till we’re buried 

Guido boi bumping lil soda boi
If I make this money then would you call me?
remember Halloween party it still haunts me 
Remember boys would mock me but now they jock me 
Yeah yeah yeah 

Everything is never everlasting 
Let that pussy sing while  she gag me
I was so ashamed when you met me 
I sit alone while they @ me 

Oh I’ll figure it out 
Oh I’ll figure it out 
Oh I’ll figure it out 
Yeah I’ll figure it out 
Oh I’ll figure it out 
Oh I’ll figure it out 
Let me figure it out 

I was in pain when you met me 
Waterworks drained to the backseat 
If I leave now would you stab me?
Your kiss tastes like morphine 
like morphine 
like morphine 
Morphine 
Morphine

guido boy bumpin lil soda boi (prod.Inkivi)

take it from me
devilish habits the fruit from a tree
dont wanna be 
the person they thought 
i would never achieve 
no enemies 
stick to myself 
while they talk about me
dont wanna link
lately theres been too much pressure to think
 7 to 3 
you hear the numbers 
dont know what it means
not what i need
your negative energies 
not what i need
smokin the tree
dont wanna talk 
why you talkin to me
dont wanna link
keepin my distance 
like its a disease

i dont like that shit
pull the light back i
try to keep distant but 
runnin right back
it’s everything that ive wanted 
and its everything that im not
saved seats for summons
flip pages read lies
reach out for nothing
they took the light
reach out for nothing 
it hurt deep inside
guess that its tough
never get back what i thought was a light
look in my eyes
never a truth from your rhythm despite

7 to 3 (6astard)

prod @s0ftskelet0ns
lyricz
Slowly pick apart everything i ever had
We said we were in love, in love i bet
Arrow to the heart in due time ill be glad
Baby im not perfect but im trying my best
We all make mistakes, but some of those are not forgiven
take those lessons i was taught clearly didn't listen
I fucked up and i admit it, growing pains from this position
Always the opposition, i’ll still try my best

Somedays might be lost cause, and i hope you know that
Im Planning for my future, and i might not get that door back
Dont take that step now, youll always be told that
You shouldve tried a little harder, shouldve made some dedication
Life is hard enough without these extra little situations.
So baby quit debating, im done with waiting
Lets kick the can start the operation
Take apart my heart and deconstruct


still try my best [prod. s0ftskelet0ns]

prod @yunnygoldz
lyrics
Settle with the options I am offered in this short time I'm alive,
the grind ain't ever stopping, this shit hurts but I'll still try
Hold back the high tide, emotions running me dry
I don't wanna make excuses in the meantime 
Better not to rewind, we gon keep it spinning
Whether Up or down life's not always about winning
So drop the shield
I don't care how it feels
I just want it to be real

Imagination, bottle up my passion
Got malcreations
Judge me how u want i don't need salvation 
Every little piece of bliss
Always gonna have regret
Passion creates many risks
And some actions you don't forget
 I'll take it as a lesson
 I'm debating if my actions Malcreations send a message
Steer me through the wreckage
Wish me luck but I ain't relying on a blessing

Blospar Bible, journey stack the millage
Legend of survival, I got tears behind these eyelids
Close my casket, and bury my ashes, I tried it all I thought my hope was everlasting. 
Hear my call, tears may fall, sometimes your very own ideas become the most feared of all

Imagination, bottle up my passion
Got malcreations
Judge me how u want i don't need salvation 
Every little piece of bliss
Always gonna have regret
Passion creates many risks
And some actions you don't forget
 I'll take it as a lesson
 I'm debating if my actions Malcreations send a message
Steer me through the wreckage
Wish me luck but I ain't relying on a blessing



malcreations [prod. yunny goldz]

(lately have these prblms with myself
id give anything to switch with sum1else
bleedin from my wrist hangin from a belt
couldnt give a fck gave up on my health) 

i dont let em see me
sure as hell dont wanna be me
lately feelin stuck
been so down on my luck
get so sick of life and how it treat me
lately have these problems with myself 
id give anything to switch with sum1else
bleedin from my wrist 
hangin from a belt
couldn’t give a fuck
gave up on my health
gave up on it all i dont wanna talk
sit inside alone feel my body rot
losin track of time always broken clocks
devil at the door i hear a wicked knock

thinkin should i let him in 
different vices take control 
i let my mind divert to sin
PHYSICAL MY PRESENCE
BUT YOU FEEL IT DEEP WITHIN
SOLID STATE OF TRAGEDY
BURN WORDS INTO MY SKIN
no its not easy when ive done it all 
stupid little gestures never help 
no they wont help me talk
pills inside a cup to help me feel like i could wash it off
its harder getting sober stuck inside these bedroom walls

sum1else (tiresss, bayergartner)

Lyrics ⬇️ 

hey dont remind me of this
hey dont remind me of that
it don’t surprise me that i had it all and then it kicked the can
i wish i aint care if you laugh
i care about their view too much
and idk where i stand
but im tryna be in the palm of ur hands

baby thats way too much
& i couldnt hold it if both of my hands held out
and i dont mean to say too much
i couldnt think why you want me to be around
you told me i did enough
but it really don’t compare to all that you done
and maybe if i was in love then i woulda chose you over drugs

you dont know what it means to be addicted
i was conflicted i was so broke
i think you sense it i was inflicting all of the
damage in all my bones
but that was my mission you wouldn’t get it
that was the only thing up in my home
other than dishes i had been washin just to get out of their face be alone

(halfhearted)

yeah i’m not alone when im up in the night 
voice in my brain said im crossing the line
coulda been worse but im barely alive, put down my weapon you sharpen your knife 
didn’t know any better,pull me apart by the holes in my sweater 
put a stamp on my letter, wait seven months but you still won’t answer 

lost and was found in the town i was raised in
praying on my downfall give em entertainment 
right hook to the jaw leave him right on the pavement 
for the last few months i been feeling like im vacant

i get racks and they know
family upset when i walk in the room
stuck on the times i was passing the bowl
but look at me now i found peace in my soul

(brecken)
you got a peice of my soul
i want it back like asap
you wanted me to go home
left you right there ima walk back 

told me that id get evicted if i ever got a place of my own

but i been here 4 months cuz i dont listen
honestly dont think you think i could grow

month four w/ halfhearted (dash)

prod: alfie snapped 

enjoy this song we made on our fun trip in mount shasta 😮‍💨

same number new phone - emoflytrap x whatafuckingbitch x San!ty x sadcats

prod. by caspyy
https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr
https://soundcloud.com/pinkcasperr
https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

goin' ghost

goin' ghost - nvr nvmbr x p!nkcasperr x etai s0

19eightysix p. the ushanka boy

caffeine </3

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.
.

I don't wanna wake up
I don't think this feelin passin' yet
Caffeinate my mind
I'll just wait until I crash again
Lost the track of time
Took my heart and shawty shattered it
See the blood
I'm fine
I just told her that I'm passionate

I don't think you like me
Tell me how you feel inside
I know that your heart ache
Tell me is it like mine
Maybe I just like the pain
Only way I feel alive
Yeah your love is suicide
Yeah your love is do or die
I can't keep this up
Lately life is so distracting
She see the money now
No wonder why she so attached to me
She don't care about the past
Or what comes after me
Baby just don't let me down
Keep me up like caffeine

Caffeine
For me
Girl my heart and head hurt
She hurts me cause I let her
Cause she knows I'll never leave
Caffeine
Makes the crash feel so much better
I have the love you severed
We going down together

I don't wanna wake up
I don't think this feelin passin' yet
Caffeinate my mind
I'll just wait until I crash again
Lost the track of time
Took my heart and shawty shattered it
See the blood
I'm fine
I just told her that I'm passionate

I don't think you like me
Tell me how you feel inside
I know that your heart ache
Tell me is it like mine
Maybe I just like the pain
Only way I feel alive
Yeah your love is suicide
Yeah your love is do or die
I can't keep this up
Lately life is so distracting
She see the money now
No wonder why she so attached to me
She don't care about the past
Or what comes after me
Baby just don't let me down
Keep me up like caffeine

Caffeine
For me
Girl my heart and head hurt
She hurts me cause I let her
Cause she knows I'll never leave
Caffeine
Makes the crash feel so much better
I have the love you severed
We going down together

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<3

-emo fruits aka the sucio of sucio's

CAFFEINE (prod. cxrter x threemvsk)

departing

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deep breaths

marku

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