First public release of my song #pillowtalk. More to come

Lyrics
Everyday I wake up lay on the fucking mattress
Think if I died I don’t know what would fucking happen
Would I write all my wrongs or just fucking vanish
Guess for now that I’m fine living in my madness 
Ayy

Lemme see what went wrong, lemme get what you’re on
Help me out of my head, helping me to move on
Only when I feel numb, that’s the only way I feel sutm
No matter what you run from, one day you gotta heal some

That’s why its best to fight your demon’s while they’re young
They only need the season to grow strong
After that they whisper in your ear
Drown em’ out with drugs and alcohol
Feeding off of every little fear
Growing big when you are feeling small
Wishing you could fucking disappear
But escape is just another way to fall

People will tell you, that they can see clearly
Yeah really, not really
That’s just a punchline, for the joke that starts out 
“Hey man, you should ___________” Fill in the (__________)
It’s been such a long time but I can still feel the 
And the venom of those that been trying to steal me

People are snakes 
And their god’s an asshole
If my name was Eve in the garden of Eden 
Then you’re goddamn right that I’m taking that apple
Yeah my glass is half full
Forbidden Juice, drinking it down by the mouthful
Spoon-feed the youth with the knowledge and truth
In the hopes that one day we can change up the outcome

Everyday I wake up lay on the fucking mattress
Think if I died I don’t know what would fucking happen
Would I write all my wrongs or just fucking vanish
Guess for now that I’m fine, yeah for now that I’m fine
Everyday I wake up lay on the fucking mattress
Think if I died I don’t know what would fucking happen
Would I write all my wrongs or just fucking vanish
Guess for now that I’m fine living in my madness 
Ayy

I’m fine
And broken
Yeah I’m high man we’ve been smoking
Ease my mind cause its been frozen
Just got cold outside but its been snowing

I don’t mind but I’ve been hoping
For some summershine with my friends over
Kev on that bass line with some beers open
Then life sneaks in like the damn Trojans
Damn
Strange things my imagination might do
Swear to god yesterday I was standing right behind you
Atmosphere it my ears, while its been changing up in my crew
You introduced me to them but there’s no need to remind you

Pick your fix and fix the fucking picture
Don’t dwell that’s just life, its fucking with ya
Don’t know if it’s facts or if its fiction
In life there’s only death, no intermission
Don’t matter your skin or your religion
Could be heart attack or an addiction
That’s the realest shit that’s ever written
So enjoy the life that you’ve been given

And make sure that you tell the ones you love, no matter what the cost
Ain’t no use to hold onto that grudge, everything gets lost
We’re all in these woods here to survive, so we share what we find
Cause you cant take it with you when you go, and no one makes it out alive

Everyday
Day…
I’m fine
Fine……
Everyday 
Day…
I’m fine
Fine…..

Pillow Talk

Pillowtalk

New mixdown of Nourth wall ft. Beck lewis on vocals.

Lyrics
Open my eyes but I cant see it’s
Like someone turnt the lights out and with it took the genius
I guess it’s all the same to me if
You put two and two together nd get four or if your views a bit more scenic
Even if you’ve seen it
That pill is hard to swallow for the bulimic
I mean I hate to burst your bubble but its bubbling in me man
It’s just facetious
The kids are getting pregnant and the watermelons seedless

I don’t believe this
They can’t even tie their shoes you teach them pledge their allegiance
It’s just egregious
Repeat after me kids
How you supposed to know yourself if you don’t know your demons
Nd how you supposed to ask for help if you don’t show no weakness
How’re you supposed to raise your wealth if you don’t work the weekend
If you don’t fight for ones you love then you have been defeated
Whats the point of peter picking peppers if his family doesn’t get to eat them

I just have to get away
I just have to get away
If only for a little while
Free my mind today
Free my mind okay, yeah
I just have to get away
I just have to get away
If only for a little while
Free my mind today
Free my mind okay, yeah

Drop inner peace pick up some trauma
They never tell you gotta trade your youth in for the comma’s
Keep us distracted with the drama
You won’t ever reach nirvana when you dilly Dali Lama
Life’s a bitch nd she’s hotter than the sauna
If you sweat the small shit you’ll drown before your come up
And if you quest to ball then you best be the next Lebron cause
Ain’t nobody crowned the king when they was playing for the bronze, huh

I’ve been around here for a little while
So I’m a do my own thing
Watch the world sipping chamomile
Cause y'all was just a whole thing
Had to get away hopped on the Boeing
A little piece of mind can make for lots of easy going
So say goodbye
Cause you ain’t gon see me for miles, and miles, yeah

I just have to get away
I just have to get away
If only for a little while
Free my mind today
Free my mind okay, yeah
I just have to get away
I just have to get away
If only for a little while
Free my mind today
Free my mind okay, yeah

Now I ain’t been here that long
Only 27 years of age
But don’t judge me by how much time I’ve spent man
just judge these words by their weight
I’ve been leaving truths right here on this page
While y'all been sleeping for days
I’ve been around the block more than a time or two 
and if there’s a price then I’ve paid
Listen

I’ve had enough of this friction
Got to much heat in this kitchen
Y’all cooked the plot nd then burnt the crust, tryin sticking us with y’alls  dishes
I can tell all y’all to kiss this
Cause me nd mine, we’s misfits
Put us through the schools nd built up the walls
Now we Ronald Reagan in this bitch, bitch

I’ve been around here for a little while
So I’m a do my own thing
Watch the world sipping chamomile
Cause y'all was just a whole thing
Had to get away hopped on the Boeing
A little piece of mind can make for lots of easy going
So say goodbye
Cause you ain’t gon see me for miles, and miles, yeah

I just have to get away
I just have to get away
If only for a little while
Free my mind today
Free my mind okay, yeah
I just have to get away
I just have to get away
If only for a little while
Free my mind today
Free my mind okay, yeah

Nourth Wall

Brand new original Bluesy hip-hop track for your listening pleasure

Lyrics-
That storm's a brewing, threatening my very life today
I need me some shelter 'for the lighting strikes, then fades away
I'm caged in like a Faraday
Product of my own mistakes
If it don't let up soon it's gonna rain until the levee break
And i must say
It's not all your fault, I had a role to play
Mean old levee taught me weep and moan but that's the ghost of me
Supposedly, I'm and empty shell of who I am supposed to be
I'm just a corpse under possession by the soul of Keith

So everybody gather round
Cause it looks like this ship's goin down
I know
I know
I know
But you don't gotta be brave, baby it's ok
The next time you see me, so much will have changed
I know
I know
mmhmm

But you can catch me by the seaside
Yeah I'll be singing by the seaside
Yeah I'll be singing in the mean time baby
You'll always catch me by the seaside
Yeah I'll be singing by the seaside
Yeah I'll be singing in the mean time baby
But for now you've got me wandering

I don't need no map for my mind, find my own way in time
No i don't need no help, get the fuck back in line
God damn I said that I'm fine
Bouts' ta light the divine
Clear the fog from my throat
Come on give me a sign
Ocean singing those notes
Pour my soul to the tide
Ashes by the seaside
Never thought I could be this high with a view so lonely
Fuck that shits for the birds though, talkin' two-one stoney, you don't know me
Yeah I'm alive man but that ain't the whole me
When treading water feels like drowning slowly

So everybody gather round
Cause it looks like this ship's goin down
I know
I know
I know
But you don't gotta be brave, baby it's ok
The next time you see me, so much will have changed
I know
I know
mmhmm

But you can catch me by the seaside
Yeah I'll be singing by the seaside
Yeah I'll be singing in the mean time baby
You'll always catch me by the seaside
Yeah I'll be singing by the seaside
Yeah I'll be singing in the mean time baby
But for now you've got me wandering

Not all who Wander

New track I recorded for the #Heist competition on Bandlab. This is a "Forked" beat called Heist by a producer involved with bandlab. This is not an original beat. https://www.bandlab.com/marmz/heist-february-contest-beat-123bpm-0f30dbc5-0aaa61a?revId=c6365ea5-9c4a-ea11-a94c-501ac5641460

Lyrics
I’m feeling
I’m feeling 
I’m feeling
I feel like

I ain’t been this high in a minute
Hold up hold my drink while I get it
Ain’t no way to Ketchum when he turnin’ round his fitted
Turning tracks into Ash with the flames that he spittin’
I’m just playing but you get it
Famous rappers trash while your man here stuck in the city
Is it too much to ask for a little bit of class
Won’t somebody show this ditty here to Ditty

Puff a lil if you with me
I ain’t slingin PK’s no more
But you need a lil tree than you can hit me
I don’t want fame no more
I’m just sick of working for $11.50
On this grind since I was 15
Lost for a minute
Found myself in this me
Now I rap fast but the bills stack up more quickly
Try ta cut it off but they all working against me
Fuck its only money man I’ll spend it till its empty

And fuck it, I said it
Ain’t no way that I’d forget it
This ain’t some fucking ascetic
My shit be locked in the labyrinth and yours is just, yours is just fucking pathetic
I need a medic
Hiphop’s become apathetic
She’s loosing her pulse and poetics
She’s choking on all the cosmetics
Cause everyone’s shown up to ball no ones dressed for the wedding

You should know I’m here for that long haul though
I would never run away (way, way, way, way) and leave you a ghost
You are not cut form the same cloth though
I’m feeling 
I’m feeling
I’m feeling 
I feel like

Playing the villain
Been a long time but I’m getting that feeling
My psilo is cybin
I’m sitting here like I’m a singular sibling
That’s smoking on something that’s making me feel simply smitten
Fuck your religion
I don’t need nothing forgiven
I’m doin me I’m just living
I need to breathe for a second
Unless that is that you want sutm good on your record

Sutm good on your record
Sure let me record
I’ve been breaking records according my permanent record 
We be underground like a film in Tribeca
We could stick around we could loiter whateva
Baby eat your fill on the blue pill cause the truth kills
But for me it’s a little bit redder
Heated like a Therman, Uma-mi as everyone
Everybody want a taste but don’t tellem whats in em
Bleh

You wanted to see
You cannot find without Fe(e’s) I got Fi(ve) its Fo(r) you its F(r)om me
Greatest alive with one foot in the deep
I got sin in my veins but the truth when I breathe
I’m literally time
I’m literally me
I’m whoever the fuck you want me to be
I’m Jack’s complete lack of surprise when you bleat
Call me Ishmael feel like lil Bo peep

You should know I’m here for that long haul though
I would never run away (way, way, way, way) and leave you a ghost
You are not cut form the same cloth though
I’m feeling 
I’m feeling
I’m feeling 
I feel like

Marmz the Human

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