吐いていいよ呑み込んであげる

今まで誰かを選んでたのに
あたしが選ばれないのはなんで
見つめる瞳が痛い　
曖昧な関係でいたいの、ね
またね手を振る今日は
隠してる全部伝えたかったな
受け止めきれないでしょ
吐いていいよ呑み込んであげる
不幸せがいつしか幸せに
感じるそんな病名はありますか
苦しさだけが刻み付いて
上手く笑えない言い訳をまた明日も
連絡も待ち合わせも
待つのやめようとしたら来るの
あと一歩もういっそ
遅れてくれたらよかったな
幸せな夢を見ていたみたい
終わりにしなきゃ
今まで誰かを選んでたのに
あたしが選ばれないのはなんで
見つめる瞳が痛い
曖昧な関係でいたいの、ね
またね手を振る今日は
隠してる全部伝えたかったな
受け止めきれないでしょ
吐いていいよ呑み込んであげる
このまま時を止めて
今まで選んでた誰かより
あたしが幸せにしてあげるのに
覚悟がないみたい、ね
またねはもうないの
隠してた気持ちに蓋をしたまま
綺麗な記憶だけで

通話界隈(笑) - 悪寒戦慄,戦慄(prod.by Toshi Tora) // Lu.

ゆるして猫!! ft,429（p,K4nji）全サブスク解禁

‎𖦹‎東京内情最低不安定𖦹‎‎‎p,chibi

3edw.【サブスク配信中】

冬がすぎたら  nyamura

Fake Love? (feat. nyamura)

三日月ステップ / hqua

サブスク配信開始しました！https://linkco.re/nVdVFnCT

やまい/HotaRu【cover】【サブスク配信中】

glowing heart w/ ｲﾄｸﾞﾙﾏ

ｽﾉｰﾄﾞﾛｯﾌﾟft.angelize ｻﾌﾞｽｸ配信中

止め処なく鮮やかに - cover

量産型障害者女 cover

Drowning Nightmare / Yvnlazy【remixed by nyamura × law.】

リナリアが咲いて  nyamura

曲：https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iUIXB8tlD2Q

cat reincarnation

Couple of THOughTS is a raw and emotional track about waiting for real love but finding only pain in its place. It’s about heartbreak, reflection, and learning to rise above what once broke you. The song moves through loneliness, betrayal, and growth, ending with strength and peace.

Lyrics:
I’ve been waiting for a long time for someone to come and find me.
But all I got was a couple of thoughts that a couple of THOTs would be.
Guess I drew what I saw, not what I need,
Kept chasing reflections that look like peace.

They smiled with lips that whispered lies,
Eyes like heaven but hearts disguised.
I called it love, they called it time,
I built a dream, they crossed the line.

They smiled with lips that whispered lies,
Soft voices hid the truth inside.
I gave ‘em love, they gave me time,
Played my heart, then left my mind.

And every touch just felt the same,
Different faces, but the same old game.
They looked like peace, but they came like pain,
And I still pray for the one that’ll stay.

Heart torn open, stitched by pride,
Told myself I’d heal in time.
But nights got colder, thoughts got loud,
Crowded rooms, still no crowd.

Pour up the pain, it goes down slow,
Love on repeat, same sad show.
She say forever, but forever folds,
Fake halos, hearts made of gold.

They wanted the shine, not the soul in me,
Fell for the mask, not the whole of me.
I tried to fix what was draining me dry,
Till I learned sometimes love’s just a lie.

They smiled with lips that whispered lies,
Soft voices hid the truth inside.
I gave ‘em love, they gave me time,
Played my heart, then left my mind.

And every touch just felt the same,
Different faces, but the same old game.
They looked like peace, but they came like pain,
And I still pray for the one that’ll stay.

I built my walls from broken trust,
From ashes, heartbreak, love to dust.
But every scar became my proof,
That pain can lie, but not the truth.

Now I’m calm inside the storm,
Healed my soul, rebuilt my form.
Those same old games can’t cage me twice,
I learned to bleed and call it life.

Now I walk where the light don’t fade,
New strength born from the mess I made.
Used to chase hearts, now I chase peace,
Finally found gold when I found me.

No more waiting for someone to save,
I’m my own fire, I’m my own wave.
They can keep their masks and fame,
I’m just done playing the blame game.

‘Cause I’ve been waiting for a long time, see,
And maybe the one I needed was me.

They smiled with lips that whispered lies,
But I see clear through the thin disguise.
I gave ‘em love, they gave me time,
Now I give mine to what’s divine.

And every wound became a flame,
Every scar spelled out my name.
They looked like peace, but I became,
The calm inside my hurricane.

I’ve been waiting for a long time...
For someone to come and find me...
But all I got was a couple of THOughTS...
Guess the one I found... was finally me.

リナリアが咲いて nyamura

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