悲しいs o r r o w

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G5aqVNP1XOQ
lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-jealousy-lyrics
Prod by me & @MrYellowsThoughts on ig
cover by: @Hugo.psd

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JEALOUSY

Slow Motion

Slow Motion (feat. Robstar)

lyrics

I left the old me hanging by the neck
Light a candle rest in peace
They spoke like they know best when disgused by the hate it blends so easily
I don't wanna break when they gone bend
Everytime I'm bouta give I land both feet
The pressure just dont end when I need your help please rescue me
Not that long ago
I was just a kid
Putting every single song I wrote in writting from a pen
Passionate but people loved to clown me
Often hate was all around me
But somehow I held it down to get to where I am
I'm fuckin starin at this man in the mirror but lookin back
Is just a shell of my former self
I wonder where I'm at in places I hadn't imagined
Swear I miss that iridescent place I no longer can get to that I built inside my head
But, as a kid, knew I had me somethin different
Watched and listen as my idols dropping dead from drug addiction
But within me is the same exact passion they once were gifted
Never knew how this shit would play out
I wanted fame and all, the money in the world that I could harbor
Everyone to show me love everywhere that I walked
And disregarding all the things that could ever go wrong
Of sitting there on the alter
Watching as we drift farther apart

When lifes hard think I see the bright lights from miles
And you tell me that its over with
The right call translated through the devils smile
That's when you tell me that it's over with
It's my fault life bring me love in horrible ways nobody get it so I'm over with
In my heart find it fesable to fold and break you never listen guess I'm over with it

When I was a kid
I just wanted to blow up like fuck it
Now adays I just want someone who can understand
I was bullied and beat on for nothing
Same people show me love now and I don't understand
I was fouled an outcast from the crowd
And now they catch me around act like we were always friends,
Save the smiles and how you beens when I'm out
You'll never catch me around
But if I was still a kid, I'd, love to see this moment finally come foreal
Tons of people deemed me nothin but a loserboy
Who keep on askin if I want to cheef a blunt or maybe want a feature
Whats the deal with all the universal struggles, what is real
Fake deep with me
In an effort just to say they got to speak to me
Tell some people that we friends
It ain't easily, something you could fucking get
You play teams I see, I swear its like it never ends so
Back then the girls would only fuck with you if you were popular in school
If not then who the fuck are you and
Same bitches see me poppin up in tunes
Recommended on spotify now they in love with you
It's, comical, theses days inside my room
Clichés that seem fake really ain't, it's all the truth
This life is malleable, taking flights to altitudes
They don't want to see you reach, when you land they out for you
I been keepin somethin on me when I notice they be closer
Cuz the pain never stop and the drugs don't go
I see the fake in the smiles in all the girls that hit my phone
I been afraid of the cops so I keep my head low from it
I'm in love losing everyone I knew
I been a awake, been a problem from the drugs I could do
I find the space and the stars when I lay in the yard
Crying praying to god that one day I'll fucking move from it

When lifes hard think I see the bright lights from miles
And you tell me that its over with
The right call translated through the devils smile
That's when you tell me that it's over with
It's my fault life bring me love in horrible ways nobody get it so I'm over with
In my heart find it fesable to fold and break you never listen guess I'm over with it

When I Was A Kid

My Zone

Trap Door (prod. Dimedrol Beats)

Prod. Yung Xander
—————————————
Lyric Samples:
Juice WRLD - All Girls Are The Same

Lost W/o U

STREAM EVERYWHERE

back to bad (pr. @rocktee)

Brown Eyes

heart beatin out my chest
and i’m the the only one to pick it up
you hide your feelings? i put mine on ice in a cup!
i’d be lying if i said i didn’t give a fuck
it’s obvious when i work hard i’m hardly givin up
she wanna fuck drunk and even when i sober up
i don't smoke trees anxiety is actin up
i quit the coke keys cause i was hardly livin bruh
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself...
i deal with these problems
you don’t wanna know where i got em from
heart fucked
double cup up
am i hot enough
pullin my drawstrings
and with my chain she do the same thing
i let it fall cause they like it when it’s dangling
fuck a booth i record this in my room
feel like lil peep cause baby id give u the moon
i do this myself it’s handmade ain’t talkin June
i don’t wanna hear no empty promises you gotta prove em

heart beatin out my chest
and i’m the the only one to pick it up
you hide your feelings? i put mine on ice in a cup!
i’d be lying if i said i didn’t give a fuck
it’s obvious when i work hard i’m hardly givin up
she wanna fuck drunk and even when i sober up
i don't smoke trees anxiety is actin up
i quit the coke keys cause i was hardly livin bruh
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for

Out My Chest (prod. smokerose)

Cover art by @ fontainzeus on instagram


Lyrics:
London bridges surely fall
I don't fuck with you at all
really hate the way you are
with that mellow drama
burning bridges, let them fall
I don't fuck with you at all
really hate the way you work
with that mellow drama

Gimme the right
gimme the pain
gimme a word
shoot me a text
into the throws
outta the mix
chill with the hoes
chill with the friends
when you wake up
do you hate us

gimme a vice
gimme a grip
gimme chance
takin a risk
I wanted the ice
ready to drip
makin it rain
takin a sip
I can taste it
I'm salivating

I said the pressure's constant
in the the life that I wanted
but I keep proving true
in spite of you

London bridges surely fall
I don't fuck with you at all
really hate the way you are
with that mellow drama
burning bridges, let them fall
I don't fuck with you at all
really hate the way you work
with that mellow drama

Mellow Drama (prod. whodunit)

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3hr production challenge I gave myself bc I haven't made a song in like 4 months wow

✨ LYRICS ✨
you got me tied up,
i've been out my mind, love
wastin all my tiiiime
no liiiie
oo, you got me tied up
i've been out my mind, love
wastin all my time with ya
i've been on my grind 

i don't know how to say i love you
and it hurts
ended up diggin my grave
and dumpin in the dirt
i'm tryin
the pressure's buildin up,
gettin worse
with my hands on her body
feelin under that skirt
she a bad lil mamacita
i can't spend these bands, n*gga
i might need em
take u somewhere in Japan
that's a plan
i can count that on my hands
if u need it I'm ur man ahhhhhh

U AIN'T GOT ME TIED UPPP
i've been out my mind, love
wastin all my time
no lie
OO, U ain't got me tied upp
i've been on my grind, love
wastin NO MORE TIIIIME
NO LIIIIE
OO, U, U, U, U

OO, yuh, we at it again
whippin a 500 Benz,
YAH YAH
candy paint up on that corner
on some rims 
YAH YAH
finna hit the Macarena wit yo b*tch
YAH YAH
pull up, slow loud and bangin w/ some twins YAH

HANDS UP
why u trippin lil n*gga
pull ya pants up
catch ya down b*tch
wishin I was her mans
i- might tie her hands behind her back
read her Mirandas
i ain't standardddddd

HOO, i'm the typa n*gga
come swipe yo chain up
ay
i'm the typa n*gga
come wipe yo gang up
ay
pull up, blue ferrari
woo, slide yo main up
ay...

i'm not okay, i'm not okay

u got me
tied up...
i've been out my mind, love
wastin all my tiiiime
no liiiie, oo woah
u got me tied up
i've been on my grind, love
wastin all my time, w/ ya
i've been on my grind, love
woah woah woah WOAH

(push me, don't break me, till i get closer to the edge, my friend)
(i've been so angry, so long, i don't know when the pain might end)
(push me, don't break me, till i get closer to the edge, my friend)
(i've been so angry, so long, i don't know when this pain might end)

💔

Tied Up

tied up*

my way out

the way i want it to be 💔

Promoting Sound: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-u020DJPYU
SauceOnly: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOv0ZidiSbY

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6ONLtSLiz9e2C8kEmSIklX
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@rarinmusic @kvnny @sydcxx prod @vannydd
mixed/mastered by (@rarinmusic + @Jayavem)

art by @GLXSGXW

Lyrics:
rarin:
i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah 
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2
--
kenny:
it’s just the blind leading the blind
but shit it happens all the time nowdon’t know what you got in mind
tryna figure out what’s up in mine nowi feel like a shell of who i once was
i’m so sick and tired of falling into bad love
been to hell but i ain’t never make it back up
i really wish i stayed away from the bad drugswhy’s it so hard to changei been needing a break
but i just can’t get awayi been counting the days
but nothing change but my banki pushed my loved ones away
i think i made a mistakei’ll fucking bend till i break
but i been feeling the strain
--
rarin:i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah 
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2--
sydcxx:
feelin better when you’re gone
got a minute to myself now
ill be empty later on
take a breath and let it out nowI used to think that your love would mean something to me
but I can’t feel a thing and I’m dying to sleep
I put my heart on a shelf
don’t wanna help myselftime don’t heal all the things that they say so
sky not clear and I don’t got a raincoat
three more days til I do what I came for
don't be scared I just don’t wanna live no more
--
rarin & sydcxx:
i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah  
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2

Paralyzed

Paralyzed (Feat. Kenny & Sydcxx)

Paralyzed (Ft. Rarin, Kenny & Sydcxx)

SEON
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Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the time that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

Know you work for me
See you slave in the day 
Bought a car for me 
All mistakes that I make 
Still you saving me
Losing trust 
So I thought that you hated me 
You created me

I’m the one to blame used to lie lie lie
Never change ways didn’t try try try
Knew that it’s over the light to the fire
Ran away gone I was lost for a while 

That’s how I gave up it all
Left my family for a fall  
I’m so sorry that’s the truth 
Mom and dad oh I love you

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the times that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

You stayed but I leave 
Now I’m getting clean 
See things how I never used to see a newer me 

Wrote this song for you 
I’ve been needed to 
Tell you thanks for all 
You’ve done for me a growing seed 

Call me and we talk for a little while
I just need to hear your voice it calm me down when I’m in the wild
You tell me it’s okay to tell the truth but I’m in denial
Im missing being home and back when I was a little child

Sorry for the past I know I‘m failing as a son
Bet you wish you didn’t have me only having one
I will make it right give me time and I’ll be home

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the time that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the time that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

Where Do I Get Started- Single

Where Do I Get Started [prod.Kado]

angels on angel dust

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OlUE-MBdNRs

download/stream: https://ethanross.fanlink.to/angeldust

lyrics: CHORUS:
How you only hate me when I'm honest?
Know I f*** you harder when you talk s***
'Cus lately you been acting out of pocket
How you tell me I'm the one who's toxic? Say I'm toxic --
But you still in love, love, love, yeah okay
I could never love, love you, yeah, no way
Angels on angel dust
So you know that they came with us

VERSE:
You told me something was wrong
really girl, what was you on?
I needed someone to talk to
So tell me what did you want?
I gave you nothing girl but what did you expect?
You pulled up at 2 a.m., like tell me what's next
So we just stood and we just looked up at the view
I didn't know that you were waiting on me to act a fool 
& try to bust a move..
If you want me you should've said it, I gave you a chance
You kept your mouth shut then got mad, I don't understand
Tell me something's wrong with me, the vibe was off
All because I'm tryna chill and really I was tryna talk
Make me feel crazy it get on my nerves
Now when you see me it hurts

CHORUS:
How you only hate me when I'm honest?
Know I f*** you harder when you talk s***
But lately you been acting out of pocket?
How you tell me I'm the one who's toxic?
Say I'm toxic, but you still in love, love, love yeah okay
I could never love, love you, yeah no way
Angels on angel dust
So you know that they came with us...
Said that I'm above-bove-bove what you think
I don't give a f***-f***-f*** what you say
Better keep it in the tuck, tuck, tuck, like a blade
Traded feeings for the bucks, bucks, bucks, in the bank, baby

VERSE 2:
Going out sad, 'cus you had to let me go
Guess breaking hearts, baby, what you love the most
You just did it for the rush, baby...
Yeah, yeah I hope you got your rush, baby.
But, you ain't get enough...
Bet you wanna come back to hurt me again.
Know you did it once, did it twice, three times.
Don't call me I'm not your friend.
I done did it once....

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