Amen

lyrics, vocals and music by Melly Jade

I'll pretend I'm fine
fool you with a smile

The ghosts of the past come
quickly to torment me
the punishment is harsh
noone else can feel it
noone else can know what it means just to be here
to climb out of the ditch
then dive back into it
ptsd

I'll pretend I'm in control
go back in time
stop it all
now I sleep with the lights on

on my knees crawling
now you see me falling 
down....

somethings never change
I'll do it all again

Down By Melly Jade

Memory lapses and disturbances are such poignant themes to explore, as they touch on the very essence of our experiences and identity.
This work captures a wide range of emotions and narratives, making the piece unique and relatable."Case of Amnesia" will resonate deeply with many listeners, offering them a moment of reflection and connection.

Case of Amnesia

I missed the boat

The moment to roll up our sleeves has come

Raise your shield and brace yourself!

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(Lyrics)

When I’m locked in a room, trapped envisioning my doom, I think of wanting to be her groom, but the witch switched up and left me standing like a broom, things happen for a reason, there has to be a reason, maybe I’m the reason, overthinking has me seeping, deep into my mind, I can’t let you know all the times, I wanted to better your life now I want to end mine, between love and hate there’s a thin line, my emotions are taking a decline, as I recline, photos tend to remind, me of your pretty face and tiny waistline, and all the times on FaceTime, before I’d see your number and hit decline, I wanted to bring you up as we both climbed, who know my love for cats still couldn’t protect me from the feline, that be lying, like is her sign, it’s time to use my voice, I’m on Durk time, phone on do not alert time, you have me looking bezerk, I’m, forget that rhyme scheme, this not a song this that wake me up in my dreams, I fell in love with the wrong thing, I took on everything that it brings, I wanted to be a dad to king, but scar left me with scars like that mufasa scene, that’s just the kid in me, who knew a parent would be kidding me, that’s apparent, are you kidding me, then you tried to get rid of me, now you don’t like the gimmicks and imagery, those tactics you introduced to me, I swear I’m good, i swear I only smoke beats like backwoods, I left my heart in the back woods, I had a fear of falling in love still I’m mad shook, because when you drop your guard that’s when you get hit with the hook, this all verse no hook, you strung me along no hook, everyone saw the real you I just loved your look, angels can be demons guess I overlooked, guess I’m the dumb one, I took pain in lump sums, from this heartbreak I’ll have scars from, your type I should’ve stayed far from,  apart from, guess the heart wants what the heart wants, better yet the heart wanted what it wanted, time to ghost you your heart is haunted, I did nothing wrong I own it,  karma is real it’s your moment, you’re your worst opponent,
I’m done…

- Da’Zhon Davis.
Striving For Greatness

Raise your shield and brace yourself!

Mars Tech Records

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