Thank you too @majoraeclipse for the outro aaaahs and the hook backing, as well as basicly doing most of the mixing and to Slickback for the idea for the 2nd hook breakdown as well as the 2nd backing and the screamo shit!
Love you boys <3

Lyrics:
I will never forget yet i wont ever cry bout you at all
And all the words we said had me almost dead after your call
How I tried to provoke love just to feel anything at all
All the things on my back were always bound to take their toll

Say you love me,say you love me now
else why the fuck I'd get up in the morning
And how Im feeling so off the ground
while im living in the pictures that your drawing
haunt me oh haunt me now
so I can feel a little bit of something
Oh help me the boy I found
Can't live without your words to mold him

My love is a chemical thing
Abstract to my eyes - dragging my wings
And your love is a deadly sin
cause I was taught - that I'm undeserving

When the day's passed I'm lonely
Dont wanna need someone to hold me
I'll give you what you wanted
Cause your expectations haunt me

The real me I'll discard
cause he holds no value to you
And the things that I love
I'll learn to hate them for you

I'm at the top of the stairs but im out of breath
If you push me now I might snap my neck
Once the wounds had healed I missed the fight
Like I hated the thought that I had survived

And all that I wanted I got
Is it just not what I thought?
Again 
Again

And I love them to death
But I hate each fucking breath
that ties me to a life that you build

When the day's passed I'm lonely
Dont wanna need someone to hold me
I'll give you what you wanted
Cause your expectations haunt me

The real me I'll discard
cause he holds no value to you
And the things that I love
I'll learn to hate them for you

When the day's passed I'm lonely
Dont wanna need someone to hold me
Ill give you what you wanted
Cause your expectations haunt me

The real me I'll discard
cause he holds no value to you
And the things that i love
ill learn to hate them for you

Give yourself to the universe
They'll let you know just what you are worth
And once you get what you deserve
Their words will still make you bite the curb

Expectations

remghost - your dad hates me

@sushisai
@lilduckk


I’m getting tired of this same old war 
it’s getting to me now it’s all so sore 
deep inside me all the words we’ve said 
it always triggered since the day we met 
just let it go 
you would never just let me know 
you always say it but never show 
you never do it just let me know just let me know 


sitting back watchin the world
Burn to the core until it
ceases the dust could wash away
all the pain
lost to the galaxy
everything gone in a blink
we never deserved that kind of
place cause

Watchin all this violence
Makes me sick
who knew shakiness 
a quake
could make 
a never ending change
now there's no turning back now
no time anymore

look around at all this gone to waste
Oh you know its such a shame
oh you know its such a shame

Same Old War

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Same Old War (feat. suisai) [Prod. WellFed]

Keep Me Around feat. Sinxi (prod. by Brody and Lokel)

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Lyrics:
(when's my time, when i'm with you i'm fine, shawty wanna mess mind but i feel alive, yeah)

when’s my time
when i'm with you i'm fine 
shawty wanna mess my mind, but i feel alive 
loving really hurts my soul 
chilling in my room i roll
so waste my life, break my heart 
loving was a craving now it really isn’t much 
taking all these hits i don't feel it in my lungs  
i just wanna feel numb 
i just wanna go run, from all the pain 

run from all the pain
i feel it in my brain
this heartbreak left a stain 
i'm crying in the rain
im too hurt i don’t want you now 
got no heart and you let me drown 
fell too hard never left the ground 
everyone’s fake im too stressed out
i hate that you left me and you didn’t even tell me 
fading like a movie baby you said that you love me 
it's all a lie, rest in my bed and i think it's my time 

when’s my time
when i'm with you i'm fine 
shawty wanna mess my mind, but i feel alive 
loving really hurts my soul 
chilling in my room i roll
so waste my life, break my heart 
loving was a craving now it really isn’t much 
taking all these hits i don't feel it in my lungs  
i just wanna feel numb 
i just wanna go run, from all the pain

BigBozoJohn - When's My Time

Mix/master/art: tokes

~lyrics~

This pain it won’t subside 

This pain it won’t let down 

I know it ain’t my time 

but I’m not not sure I won’t be 6 feet in the ground 

This pain it won’t subside (pain it won’t subside)

I got some issues I can’t deal with them all the time 

I know I write my rhymes (know I write my rhymes)

But I can’t do it with these people asking why 

Why would I ever make a song for you? 

I’m making this for me, help what Im going through

and it’s possible to help others too 

So ima write my words until the day I’m blue 

Till the day I’m turning blue 

Losing braincells w my crew 

Smoking backwoods filled w goo

cloudy piss we poppin 2’s 

Come and tell me what you’d do 

If this life was up to you 

Lost my brothers got no crew
 
But still I’m catching hate from you 

This pain it won’t subside (pain it won’t subside)

I got some issues I can’t face them in the night

I know I write my rhymes (know I write my rhymes)

But everybody comes around me asking why

Uneasy Prod Taurs X Iof

I don’t wanna leave you
I don’t wanna see you
I don’t wanna know that you’re all alone 

It doesn’t feel the same 
When you call my name 
I can hear you just want a little more  

Please, baby make your move 
I can throw it all away now
Throw it all away
If you want me to 

I ain’t got much more to lose 
And there’s so much more  I wanna do
I can meet you on the other side 
It’s up to you 

I miss the way it feels 
I’m just craving something that feels more real
I miss the way it sounds 
When the words I wanna hear
Pour from your mouth 

Please, baby make your move 
I can throw it all away now
Throw it all away
If you want me to 

I ain’t got much more to lose 
And there’s so much more  I wanna do
I can meet you on the other side 
It’s up to you

MAKE YOUR MOVE

Emotional Detachment

Emotional Detachment (prod. GRIMYBOI)

FeTTa - Who Dat There | Editing.Biteki.YT

mixed/mastered by Dacota G
prod. RC Beats

IG: @203paradox
Twitter: @203paradox
Soundcloud: @paradoxraps
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lyrics:
Maybe I'm a bad man
'Cause I can't comprehend the issues you got on your hands
I just want to feel a little but I'm drinking 'til I'm numb
Every fucking little fight got me thinking that were done
Always feel like at war but I don't got a gun
If I ever send shots nothing will be undone
We're just stuck in a knot and we're pulling 'cause we're dumb
I don't face any issues but I'm facing a blunt
I know you don't like it but it's who I became
Remember first time that you ever said my name
Used to ride around town sharing thoughts from our brains
But the nights got colder when that last summer came
I just can't seem to help no more
You want some change
I'm not your light no more
And it kills me to say

I don't like when I'm sober
You don't like that I'm colder
We don't like how we're feeling
We don't want to be over
I don't understand
No
I don't understand
I don't like when I'm sober
You don't like that I'm colder
We don't like how we're feeling
We don't want to be over
I don't understand
No
I don't understand

Now I'm getting high like every single night
Took another hit so I could waste a little time
Girl you so sublime, flyin' when you sippin' on that wine
I been gettin' all these thoughts that's been pulling me behind
Now I'm looking at 2 roads my mind says split 'em
If I ever get too close the hand gets bitten
If I ever feel too low my mind starts spinning
If I ever didn't love you then I'd pick the road that doesn't have you in it
Girl I'm sorry
I just didn't have the words
You know me
I take time, struggle with my worth
I write lines
Thinking that my love is just a curse
So I'm talking to the birds just to tell you how I feel
I'm the worst
But it helps me in my mental
Used to fake love and fake girls that used me like a rental
I'm so fucked up in my own world so careful when you handle
'Cause I burn up when I'm knocked down just like a lonely candle

I don't like when I'm sober
You don't like that I'm colder
We don't like how we're feeling
We don't want to be over
I don't understand
No
I don't understand
I don't understand

MAKE YOUR MOVE

Marshall Stannus

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