into you featuring bandoum

say so (carbine soundpack 2 out now! check desc.)

listen on spotify :D https://open.spotify.com/album/4hH6RxNiy4n14F0jmTIgbX?si=4X9RNWVOTQy9eCLJwzJTmQ

first original in a while woohoooo
also yes im still using peridot

LYRICS
i know u hate me, so thank u for sticking around
u cut me open, so u have to watch my guts spill out
imma get my shit together, u say i dont deserve it
got me fucked up, tryna live a life w no purpose

i know u hate me, so thank u for sticking around
u cut me open, so u have to watch my guts spill out
imma get my shit together, u say i dont deserve it
got me fucked up, tryna live a life w no purpose

i wanna help u but im paranoid and paralyzed
im walking thru the tunnel, hopefully i see the light

the way my left brain ceases to function
guess im just another enby w a concussion
i took a gummy hopin for a reduction
but im still fkin manic and i can't seem to function

i know u hate me, so thank u for sticking around
u cut me open, so u have to watch my guts spill out
imma get my shit together, u say i dont deserve it
got me fucked up, tryna live a life w no purpose

i know u hate me, so thank u for sticking around
u cut me open, so u have to watch my guts spill out
imma get my shit together, u say i dont deserve it
got me fucked up, tryna live a life w no purpose

(samples the guitar sample in woodside gardens, ik its from a daria episode so if someone can tell me which one that would be sick thank u)

guts

hi :3

lyrics
i threw up in the moshpit 
i need to borrow ur phone
i need to call my own
cause i think that i lost it 
i guess i reap what i sow
but i feel so alone

i threw up in the moshpit 
i need to borrow ur phone
i need to call my own
cause i think that i lost it 
i guess i reap what i sow
but i feel so alone

ive been feeling this way for a bit now
i can’t breathe, my lungs are just about to give out
overstimulated, can’t deal with this shit now
i know i look like a mess, i look stupid in this dress

u sound different from when ur on my phone
i know ur here but i still feel so alone
this gig sucks, i just wanna go home
i just wanna go home
i just wanna go home

i threw up in the moshpit (why dont u bore me 2 death !!!)
i need to borrow ur phone
i need to call my own
cause i think that i lost it (why dont u bore me 2 death !!!)
i guess i reap what i sow
but i feel so alone

i threw up in the moshpit !!!!

lost my phone

i dont know why
i even try
i dont know why
i even try

im trying to shift my fate
but it's impossible when ur stuck in ur ways
i feel nauseous
every day i wake up exhausted
taking pills just so i can stop it
its on my mind and i cant get my mind off it

i dont know why
i even try
i dont know why
i even try

dependence

ch 3 ✧ sunny discovers fl studio

https://soundcloud.com/prodelxnce/late-night-recovery

late night recovery (wisp remix)

late night recovery [flip]

SO CAN WE STAAAAAAAART OVERRRRRRRR

https://soundcloud.com/forgiantswherein/start-over-w-achorda-benale-san-skyyward-tsk-vai-wakebloom-wells-xaev

settled our differences i love every higgin (im lying)

01/28/23—

TRACKLIST
✱ = unreleased/edits/etc.

0:00 : intro / hello troutfest

0:12 : leroy - snatch the cat back [https://soundcloud.com/c0ncernn/s3-e3]
0:46 : xaev - tonight's episode of "most annoying soundcloud tags" (#jazz & blues)
01:37 : mondai1112 - Folk Dance Fever239048 JUST ANOTHER MONDAI (AND IF YOU WONDERED IF I HATE YOU I DO) (xaev edit)
02:36 : leroy - lil mama vip tickets
04:01 : nujioh - thinkin bout u <3 [https://soundcloud.com/nujioh/thinkin-bout-u-3]

04:32 : xaev - toby fox discovers the hyperpop soundfont
05:34 : leroy - it's giving cher [https://soundcloud.com/spring-on-the-avenue/leroy-s3-e2b-lost-episode-its]
6:42 : xaev - homosick
7:38 : valdez - @xaev ☆★☆ @copylocked [https://soundcloud.com/copylocked/burden]
8:50 : xaev - pronoun picker sing berdlycore

10:03 : Title Screen - Wii Sports / Lady Gaga ft. Colby O'Donis - Just Dance ✱

10:33 : valdez - ᅟ [https://soundcloud.com/copylocked/take-me-home]

xaev @ troutfest '23

with @sxthsns n @ppprods :P

ib @maxmilye

bailey eatrs a burger

https://ffm.to/basalt 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

everything is different now
_________________________________

blood it crusts the mantle, sequence in stairs

tephra crests the marrow, applique if she cared

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me i won't open wide
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

and i told you that day, and the rust fell that may,
and the ash coned and the steel groaned saw your visage through the smoke one last time
now it's unrequited, wasn't your onus, thank god you were honest
I'll hull to the harbor i won't surrender what i had promised, won't embed it against you
but nothing can change the fact that i trust you
and nothing can change the fact that i love you

stare at the asphalt, refuse to bloom

won't cherish the basalt, a pyrrhic sige there 
backstitch the petiole, oblique she's the heir 

wading through traft bullaces solely reverie

can't rathe to rue it's ellipsis, who are we?

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me magma hit my eyes
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

faltered all at once the walls i'd woven pylons corrallings,

the fumaroles atoned it billowed oxidized recoiled on hem, i'm still terrified

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

vain to scrape the tungsten, abjured alloy, but I'm just like them, no I'm just like them




contains vocal samples by https://www.youtube.com/@SouliaSora

guts

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