very self explanatory, working on a main page EP rn lol

songs i made that aren't on this account

idk, what u wanna know about me, love?
(woo!)

but lately i’ve been blooming
and i want to tell you the truth
lately i’ve been blooming
maybe it’s cause of all the booze

sorry i may have been drinking a bit too much
tell me how i can get the stains out and i’ll try to help

but lately i’ve been blooming
and want to tell you the truth
lately i i’ve been blooming
maybe it’s cause of all the booze

k4yd3nce - bloom

MV LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8KMGh5PngeU

stems: https://www.dropbox.com/sh/eley8mzmapqdzr8/AADeheA6oKLbBz7re972ppiga?dl=0

this song is vaguely about my ex
after i made this song i deleted his contact lol

prod me >:)

LYRICS
need to delete u from my contacts
i need to realize u were a setback
but i know for sure that u won’t like that
but i know for sure that u won’t like that

need to delete u from my contacts
i need to realize u were a setback
but i know for sure that u won’t like that
but i know for sure that u won’t like that

it’s been a year since i ghosted u
ive been doin alright, never posted u
fuck my social cues
went to california, never noticed u

got faded, had a panic attack
scrolling thru twitter tryna bring me back
thought that would make u disappear
but that didn’t happen

i got used to the pain
got me driving in the rain
doin 90, switchin lanes
i think that I’ve gone insane

ive been in my head and my mind is a mess
ive been going thru shit i just need to address like

need to delete u from my contacts
i need to realize u were a setback
but i know for sure that u won’t like that
but i know for sure that u won’t like that

need to delete u from my contacts
i need to realize u were a setback
but i know for sure that u won’t like that
but i know for sure that u won’t like that

stream <3

k4yd3nce - delete my contacts

feat @dylanlongworth
interpolates "candy painted nails" by six impala

"i've been having headaches as of recently, does that have anything to do about my mental state?"

lyrics
(kaydence)
vibrant colors coating all my insides
cut me open, you can see what it’s like
speeding down the road thru red lights
and im ignoring all the broken road signs

i get delusions everytime i get high
i feel grander then i just want to die
my bones are shaking like the wind does to the trees
and i just dont feel like me
i dont know what's wrong with me

vibrant colors coating all my insides
cut me open, you can see what it’s like
speeding down the road thru red lights
and im ignoring all the broken road signs

vibrant colors coating all my insides
cut me open, you can see what it’s like
speeding down the road thru red lights
and im ignoring all the broken road signs

(dylan)
just pray for me everytime u breathe
bones are shakin me everytime i speak (time i speak)
i just miss u when im high
cut me open, left me to dry
now im stuck here tryna find
the red flags, didn't see the signs

never even cared when i switched sides
better's never there, girl i've been tryin
give me love or cut me out
fire a gun and miss while i miss us
candy painted hearts on the inside
barely even made it by a thin slice
colors run as cold as blood
so i guess that means we're done

(kaydence & dylan)
vibrant colors coating all my insides
cut me open, you can see what it’s like
speeding down the road thru red lights
and im ignoring all the broken road signs

vibrant colors coating all my insides
cut me open, you can see what it’s like
speeding down the road thru red lights
and im ignoring all the broken road signs

vibrant colors coating all my insides
cut me open, you can see what it’s like
speeding down the road thru red lights
and im ignoring all the broken road signs

vibrant colors coating all my insides
cut me open, you can see what it’s like
speeding down the road thru red lights
and im ignoring all the broken road signs

(kaydence)
vibrant colors coating all my insides
cut me open, you can see what it’s like
speeding down the road thru red lights
and im ignoring all the broken road signs

cut me open (feat. Dylan Longworth)

"i always think back to 2017, i remember us having a great time at yosemite"

LYRICS
i'll be alright
i tell u this as if i didn't lose my innocence in 2017
i'll be fine
i tell u this as if i didn't lose my sense of being in yosemite

i got several voicemails on my phone
i don't wanna pick up
i just wanna lie down and sleep
ur tryna wake me up
sometimes i feel like lying
but i don't feel like trying
i just go outside and
then i feel like dying

i gaze up at the lights and they look iridescent
i dont think u learned ur lesson
all i wanted was a mention
and something to release the tension
i dont think u got the memo
cause it's long past time to let go
cause it's long past time to let go

i gaze up at the lights and they look iridescent
i dont think u learned ur lesson
all i wanted was a mention
and something to release the tension
i dont think u got the memo
cause it's long past time to let go
cause it's long past time to let go

sometimes i feel like lying
but i don't feel like trying
i just go outside and
then i feel like dying

sometimes i feel like lying
but i don't feel like trying
i just go outside and
then i feel like dying

i gaze up at the lights and they look iridescent
i dont think u learned ur lesson
all i wanted was a mention
and something to release the tension
i dont think u got the memo
cause it's long past time to let go
cause it's long past time to let go

iridescent

prod me
vox by me
this was written in the middle of october 2021

"my car broke down today, i should have checked the maintenance light"

LYRICS
now im stuck in the motel room and i just can’t sleep
now im stuck in the motel room and i just can’t sleep
now im stuck in the motel room and i just can’t sleep
now im stuck in the motel room and i just can’t sleep

i see ur number on my phone but i can’t ever pick up
i feel like if we talk ill say something to fuck it all up
everyday i feel like dying and i hate all of it
i take edibles so i don’t have to feel all this shit

now im stuck in the motel room and i just can’t sleep
i overthink too much and i know that it isn’t that deep 
now im stuck in the motel room and i just can’t sleep
i overthink too much and i know that it isn’t that deep

i turn twenty in a few weeks
last week i turned in my two weeks
been in my mind for no reason
hope that i see u next season

i turn twenty in a few weeks
last week i turned in my two weeks
been in my mind for no reason
hope that i see u next season

now im stuck in the motel room and i just can’t sleep
now im stuck in the motel room and i just can’t sleep
now im stuck in the motel room and i just can’t sleep
now im stuck in the motel room and i just can’t sleep

now im stuck in the motel room and i just can’t sleep
now im stuck in the motel room and i just can’t sleep
now im stuck in the motel room and i just can’t sleep
now im stuck in the motel room and i just can’t sleep

i turn twenty in a few weeks
last week i turned in my two weeks
been in my mind for no reason
hope that i see u next season

i turn twenty in a few weeks
last week i turned in my two weeks
been in my mind for no reason
hope that i see u next season

motel room

prod. me
vox by me

"i thought i cut you off for good, how did you find me?"

i thought you’d just stay here for the night 
but ur dirty clothes are on my floor
my eyes are blurry and im losing sight 
but i can see u at my door

the winds are getting a little colder
as i start getting older
as u start to realize i’m not who u want me to be
who u want me to be

the days get long cause we yell and fight 
i get in my car and i just drive 
i won’t be home for the rest of the night 
then i come home and everything’s alright 

the winds are getting a little colder
as i start getting older
as u start to realize i’m not who u want me to be
who u want me to be

when was the last time someone came to help me off a bridge 
cause ive been here for the past 20 years 
and that’s something i hate to hear

when was the last time someone came to help me off a bridge 
cause ive been here for the past 20 years 
and that’s something i hate to hear

the winds are getting a little colder
as i start getting older
as u start to realize i’m not who u want me to be
who u want me to be

the winds are getting a little colder
as i start getting older
as u start to realize i’m not who u want me to be
who u want me to be

it’s been some time, and i can finally see
i hope you’re better off than me
i hope u get everything u want and need
cause u tore apart my family

blurry-eyed

prod me
vox by me
samples https://soundcloud.com/the1975/the-birthday-party?si=a5a448019e3b42f1b82520b3f9f0a720

"that shirt that you gave me was the greatest thing that happened to me"

i thought i told u everything last summer when the sun was beating down on our backs
i thought i told u everything last summer, but i think that i lost track
i don’t wanna be this way forever
stuck in this shitty florida weather
but know that it isn’t ur fault
the shirt that u gave me was the greatest thing that happened to me
that happened to me

when ur not around i just look at the sky
and im just happy that im still alive 
im in math class and im waiting for u to arrive
but i don’t see u so ill just wait outside

when ur not around i just look at the sky
and im just happy that im still alive 
im in math class and im waiting for u to arrive
but i don’t see u so ill just wait outside

im friends w the monster that lives in my closet
don’t know where my soul is, i think that i lost it
i hate how im feeling, but i just can’t stop it
i hate how im feeling, but i just can’t stop it

when ur not around i just look at the sky
and im just happy that im still alive 
im in math class and im waiting for u to arrive
but i don’t see u so ill just wait outside

when ur not around i just look at the sky
and im just happy that im still alive 
im in math class and im waiting for u to arrive
but i don’t see u so ill just wait outside

u were everything that i wanted, i needed, but i had to let u go (x8)

i wring out my clothes
and go wash my hands of this mess
do i need to address this?
i can’t let it fester

i wring out my clothes
and go wash my hands of this mess
do i need to address this?
or can i just let u go?

when ur not around i just look at the sky
and im just happy that im still alive 
im in math class and im waiting for u to arrive
but i don’t see u so ill just wait outside

when ur not around i just look at the sky
and im just happy that im still alive 
im in math class and im waiting for u to arrive
but i don’t see u so ill just wait outside

math class

prod me
vox by me & @starflye
samples
https://soundcloud.com/wido123456789/just-enjoy-okei
https://soundcloud.com/kmoethekid/gloves
https://soundcloud.com/underscores/kinkos
https://soundcloud.com/adelemusic/send-my-love-to-your-new-lover
https://soundcloud.com/1glaive/prick
https://soundcloud.com/prodbyaustyn/bittersweet-ft-vincent

"screaming at a brick wall has kinda helped with everything"

PART 1
(kaydence)
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u

(star)
theres a palpable sense of dread thats so deep in my gut
getting into arguments, ive rly learned how to push my luck
ive gotta get it out somehow
im learning to push on
im putting my foot down
im righting all my wrongs 
i dont wanna get caught
up doing the wrong shit
ur leaving me distraught
ur leaving my calls missed
ik we hate each other but i think that we can settle it as adults
thats just a suggestion
and ik im being passive aggressive
but w all the shit that's goin on u cannot blame me
uve been going on this same shit lately
uve been going on this same shit lately
i think i need to get out my head lately
my head lately

(kaydence)
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u

call me the center of attention but when it's on me i want it off
all i wanted was a mention but i know there's someone i cut off
call me the center of attention but when it's on me i want it off
all i wanted was a mention but i know there's someone i cut off

i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u
i must've hurt u in a past life
cause u said i hate u for the last time
u wanna go n i cant stop u
dont feel like me anymore but its not u

PART 2
(instrumental)

PART 3 (ending credits)
(kaydence)
u left ur shirt at my place
don’t u want it back
i thought i told u
but i guess that i lost track
take a deep breath and take a seat
everything’s closing in on me
but i think that I’ll be fine

u came to my place, we watched a film that’s set in space
that’s when i made my biggest mistake
i fired the gun, then u told me we were done
and u left before the credits played 

i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
i know it’s dumb but i hope we talk again
talk again, talk again, talk again
talk again, talk again, talk again

catharsis (feat. starflye)

vent tune even tho i have nothing to vent about

buy now https://frybagger.bandcamp.com/track/i-wrote-this-song-in-a-guitar-center

LYRICS
u thought u could tell me what 2 do
i just hate looking at u
every time u speak i wanna punch u in the throat
all this pain and all this hurt
taking me back just won’t work 
don’t u take this out on me cause u thought it would erase everything
everything u did 2 me
u thought it would erase everything
everything u did 2 me

i wrote this song in a guitar center

prod me
vox by me
samples https://soundcloud.com/flowerclub/stepbystep
https://soundcloud.com/sharkfish2005/bythetimeyoureadthisletter

"im sorry i've been missing your calls, i don't mean to do it, it's just that when i look at the phone im scared of answering"

LYRICS
i feel like flying but im stuck on the ground
and i've been for a while now
sometimes i sit in the grass and look up at the clouds
and i've been doing that for a while now

im sorry i missed ur call, i had distractions
im trying to move on from this without giving reactions
and i just hope u notice that i can't seem to focus
cause i've been stuck for a while now and i need to get out

sometimes i sit in the grass and look up at the clouds
and i've been doing that for a while now

oh no, will i ever get out
will i ever get out
will i ever get out
oh no, will i ever get out
will i ever get out

if i went and disappeared would u even bat an eye
i know that ur still mad at me but ill commit tonight 
it’s ur time i wasted, im complacent, it’s not me
but everyday i tell myself to tell u that im sorry

if i went and disappeared would u even bat an eye
i know that ur still mad at me but ill commit tonight 
it’s ur time i wasted, im complacent, it’s not me
but everyday i tell myself to tell u that im sorry

sometimes i sit in the grass and look up at the clouds
and i've been doing that for a while now

missed ur call

just finished season 4 of breaking bad

lyrics
hold my head underwater
make sure i get no air
make sure that i die, there's no life in my eyes
bury me by a river and move on with ur life

cause u gave me ur diary
i tore out the pages
i know i lost ur trust in me
i wish i was faceless
i wanna move places
to somewhere that’s vacant
its better if u never see me again

i know that its hard
and im trying to change
but i just can’t get to sleep at night
i just say the same things
i just can’t set things right
ill see u in the next life
u never wanna speak to me again
but it was great being ur friend

tampa bay comic con 2018 (reprise)

listens to avril 14th once

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXAYkz4wTY4
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0qJ52H99lsMypUUPOD9PQ8?si=a033d81888d741d0

bandcamp !!

20 1/2

well don't be rude she's being paid $8.50 an hour to deal with you

POV: the acid tab hit in a mcdonald's and an underpaid worker is trying to get you to leave

kill em hop in the vent

i've been watching a lot of steven universe lately

fifteen minutes (mike krol cover)

add this to the list of my best friend user covers
mashup of being harsh by a.g. cook and my best friend by karnaboy
idea taken from https://soundcloud.com/oct4v1a/how-to-wear-a-vest


i had to tune my guitar all weird for this pls stream

my best friend, stop being harsh!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVxEroO_rDQ

witch

it sucks to see u go

prod. me :)

uses drum samples from the umru splice pack lmao

lyrics

i don't wanna talk to you
if i don't then maybe i won't fall for you
yeah, no. i don't want that
maybe take a clue
get out of my face before i tell you to

fell right through the forest floor
getting up and feeling sore,
walking right to the shore
not afraid of you no more
anymore

fucking up my mind, don't know if i can take it
found a cute guy who's bi and embraced it
don't know why i made high school so complicated
listening to alan walker, bumping faded, like

oooh, don't know what's going on with you
why you gotta be so cruel
following me like a ghoul

i just wanna make things right
i don't wanna lose you, you're just my type
and i'm making rash decisions and i don't think twice
maybe i could stop overthinking, that'd be nice, like

i don't wanna talk to you
if i don't then maybe i won't fall for you
yeah, no. i don't want that
maybe take a clue
get out of my face before i tell you to

fell right through the forest floor
getting up and feeling sore,
walking right to the shore
not afraid of you no more
anymore

k4yd3nce - forest

music lady (she) @wetsaltmusic
alts @marshall4-alt @g3mst0ner