The Upload - Madness of March - March 2021

I Miss NY (Acoustic Demo)

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I Miss NY (Acoustic Demo)

I'm drowning these thoughts out
to keep me from falling down
I'm trying not to feel like such a freak
I keep testing my virtues
and crying in bathrooms
I'm as human as I can be

oh I love when you cry
It shows me that we're only human inside
and we need therapy
cause like the song
hush hush
we all fall
down
down

every time I open my eyes 
it's like I'm watching my life
passing right by me 
like another movie
could I feel something
better than nothing?
cause I'm so tired 
of being tired

wake me up from this lucid dream
I need to break routine, catch a flight to Orleans
through a curveball face first right at my thoughts
maybe then I'd find a way to stop 
overthinking

oh I love when you cry
It shows me that we're only human inside
and we need therapy
cause like the song
hush hush
we all fall
down
down

my minds pulling my heartstrings
like a puppet, I feel nothing
cause everything I do is not enough
why can't I feel serotonin?

I think I shouldn't have thought
about thinking of everything that
could've happened by now
my heads bouncing off of the walls
overthinking it all
I really hope I don't fall
down
hush hush we all fall 
down

stuck on the carousel of doubt
where everything never seems to work out
just keep going round and around and around we go
but it's time to let it go

the overthinker

The Weeknd - Save Your Tears (I.25 Remix)

is it normal that i'm still so stuck on you?

Storyteller

out of date

torture

Part Time Psycho

Lyrics:
Stella, I am in love with your brother
It’s a secret though
You can’t tell no other
Did you see me at the baseball game?
When he threw that pitch
I was smiling
I am trying to grow closer with your mother

And if he’s anything like you
He probably drinks coffee
In late afternoon
And blames insomnia
On genetic disposition
If he likes the music that you do
He probably knows all the words to
1989 deluxe edition
And his face reminds me of yours
What more could I ask for?
It’s true
Hey, Stella
I think the one I love might be you

Stella, does he think about me too?
I’ve memorized the posters in his room
Although I’ve never been inside
I’ve caught a few glimpses
When I’ve walked by
It looks just like yours
Only blue

And if he’s anything like you
He probably has read
Everything to do
With Percy Jackson
Like 12 million times
If he likes the movies that you do
He probably knows all the lines to
Pride and Prejudice (2005)
And his face reminds me of yours
What else could I ask for?
It’s true
Hey, Stella
I the one I love might be you

Ooo oh, ooo oh
Ooo oh

And I’ve tried to write his name
In my diary
And in the corner of every homework paper
I’ve turned in
But the pen disobeys me
I write the “S” unconsciously
And my mind turns back to you again
Stella, Stella
What should I do?
Stella, I’m in love with you
But oh, you’re my best friend

If he’s anything like you
He’ll probably text me everytime
That there’s a full moon
And warn me when
Mercury’s in retrograde
If he likes the tv that you do
He’ll probably make direct quotes to
Gilmore Girls
And think Lane should have ended up with Dave
And his face reminds me of yours
What else could I ask for?
It’s true
Hey, Stella
The one I love might be you

Ooo oh, ooo oh
Ooo oh
And Stella said she loved me too

Stella’s Brother (demo)

Joshua Bassett

Sorry

Love is an Art (Deluxe)

I Know You Don't Mean It (Demo)

Runaway

Runaway (Piano Version)

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The Upload - Madness of March - March 2021

Martin Serfontein