LYRICS:

You see the way she looks at you,
See the way her eyes light up,
When you smile.
She sees the way you turn around,
Nothing is ever enough,
Cause you've been broken for a while.

Just keep walking on the bridges you've burned.
You don't care how much it hurts.
But you never try to make things right.
Instead you spend every night.

Staring at empty picture frames,
Wishing things had never changed,
Shut your eyes until you sleep.
But in the middle of every night,
Your heart gets up and walks away,
From the beautiful disaster she made.
Beautiful disaster she made.

You put her on a pedestal,
Built it out of every stone,
From her heart.
Pull out every white blank page,
Waiting for a brand new start,
A brand new start.

Just keep walking on the bridges you've burned.
You don't care how much it hurts.
But you never try to make things right.
Instead you spend every night.

Staring at empty picture frames,
Wishing things had never changed,
Shut your eyes until you sleep.
But in the middle of every night,
Your heart gets up and walks away,
From the beautiful disaster she made.
Beautiful disaster she made.

Beautiful Disaster (ORIGINAL)

Live recording.

(VERSE ONE)
You found a way into my heart,
Tearing down the walls that I built out of stone.
Should have known it from the start,
But I never thought that you'd leave me here all alone.

(REFRAIN)
You followed me down,
Lifted me up,
Then lit the fire that's burning me out.
Gather the ash,
Clear up the smoke.
I don't need your posing sympathy.
Just give me all you took from me,
& I'll take it from here.

(VERSE TWO)
You took my heart & took my soul,
You took my hand & took control,
Then left me high & dry & broken.
You pierced my eyes & stained my lips,
Told me walk & talk like this,
Now I don't know who I am.

(BRIDGE)
Now that I'm alive again,
You won't have a chance to bring me down.
Yeah, for the life of me,
I'm leaving you & breaking free,
Right here,
Right now.

I'll Take It From Here (ORIGINAL)

Playin' around with the garage band key board :3 This actually took 10 hours -_-

You Are Here - (Trance Sample)

Started from scratch & 24 hours later, I ended up with my new favorite original. Written & produced by yours truly. But, the photo's from google, I don't own dat.

Lyrics: 
I breathe you in,
Your name's at the tip of my tongue.
I breathe you out,
Until I scream at the top of my lungs.

Breathe in.
Breathe out.

(refrain)
You've got the love,
To take me higher.
You've got the love,
So take me higher.
You've got all the right goods,
So just fix me on up.
No, I can't go a day,
Without your fill in my cup.
Need your sweet, turned poison,
In my blood.
Baby you,
Are my favorite drug.

Locked in your haze,
I'm addicted to your comatose feel.
Burn through my veins,
I'll give you all of me, that's our deal.

Your haze.
Burn through my veins.

Favorite Drug (Original)

Home

Lyrics:
It's easier to wake up on the wrong side of the bed,
when it's always empty.
It's easier to fall, it's always easier to hurt,
when no one's there to catch you.

It's hard to hold back screaming
when this nightmare's always coming every day.
It's hard to break my heart 
cause it was never even whole in the first place.

Say it, say it. 
I don't care if you don't mean it, mean it.
Baby, I just wanna hear it, hear it being said.
Come here, then leave.
Just stay another moment with me.
Then you can say goodbye
when my heart's gone to bed.

Wake up in the morning, clench my phone right in my hand,
just to wait for your call.
Smile at my reflection trying hard for it
to somehow sink a stain.

It's hard to look into your eyes 
and tell you that I'm fine with what you're doing.
It's hard to break these walls down
when more walls are the only thing I'm building.

Say it, say it. 
I don't care if you don't mean it, mean it.
Baby, I just wanna hear it, hear it being said.
Come here, then leave.
Just stay another moment with me.
Then you can say goodbye
when my heart's gone to bed.

Stay with me,
Hold your hand,
Upon my heart,
Make it beat as fast as you can.
Let the time pass,
Let the stars fall, 
Let the day start right here.
Just for one night,
Just for this time,
Make me believe that you love me.

Say it, say it. 
I don't care if you don't mean it, mean it.
Baby, I just wanna hear it, hear it being said.
Come here, then leave.
Just stay another moment with me.
Then you can say goodbye
when my heart's gone to bed.

Gone To Bed (ORIGINAL)

Lyrics:

I heard they said,
those voices in my head again.
They're telling me I can't make it,
I can't stand the fight.

Well, I've never needed anyone else. 
I've learned to survive by myself.

(CHORUS)
So I'll stand right here.
Never mind the rain and the tears.
I can stand alone,
With a heart that's made of gold.
A heart that's made of gold.

I'll do anything,
To get back up and try again,
Because I can't stop, 
until I get this right.

I know that I'll make it somehow.
There's no way I'm giving up now.

(CHORUS)
So I'll stand right here.
Never mind the rain and the tears.
I can stand alone,
With a heart that's made of gold.
A heart that's made of gold.

Made of Gold (ORIGINAL)

(VERSE 1)
Hey, preacher man,
What have you got to give?
Everybody’s talkin’ bout dyin’,
While I’m still tryin’ to live.
Hey, preacher man,
What have you got to say?
Besides living with no sin,
There’s got to be another way.

(CHORUS)
Running around in circles, around this mad, mad world.
Get those hands right off me, mister, I’m just a little girl.
Looking for my home, walking around alone.
I guess my mama never knew the world would be this cold.

(VERSE 2)
Hey, lover boy,
Tell me what’s your name?
I don’t need your money, no, no, no,
So keep all your spare change.
Hey, lover boy,
When did you get lost?
‘Cause back when I remember,
Love didn’t have no cost.

(CHORUS)
Running around in circles, around this mad, mad world.
Get those hands right off me, mister, I’m just a little girl.
Looking for my home, walking around alone.
I guess my mama never knew the world would be this cold.

(BRIDGE)
Ashes to ashes,
My heart’s burned to the ground.
Bottles to bottles,
My soul is all drowned out.
I’m just trying to find my way,
Before I’m all sold out.
So give me the golden ticket,
And I’m on the first trip out,
I’m on the first trip out,
I’m on the first trip out.

Hey, preacher man,
That’s all I’ve got to say.  


Mary Carmel Manuel