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wrote this back in 2012.
©2014

The Chase

Miss You First lyrics
by Mary Cruz-

I’m taking all my breath
And all my time
To say I don’t wanna leave you
And all the things I can’t deny
Hiding behind a 
Smile for me, why won’t you make it easy?
I won’t be gone too long
With your head
On my chest
This can save us heartache
Just close your eyes
Just one last time
Before it goes to my head


And I’m slipping on the edge
And calling you out
‘Cause I’m all alone right now
I’m chasing down a tide
And wiping my eyes
‘Cause I’m running to where you are
And there it goes
Oh, oh, my heart longs for yours
Oh, oh, I think I missed you first

Looking back now I’ve won
You’re the best of the best and you found me when I was lost
But oh a million stars can’t take me back to where you are
But a million miles can’t break me I’m coming home to your arms

And I’m slipping on the edge
And calling you out
‘Cause I’m all alone right now
I’m chasing down a tide
And wiping my eyes
‘Cause I’m running to where you are
And there it goes
Oh, oh, my heart longs for yours
Oh, oh, I think I missed you first

©2015

Missed You First

Sleepless (Acoustic Phone Recording)

Well looking at you I’m figuring out what I missed out on
I’m feeling just fine, the timing was right, God I was so wrong
I could’ve been yours, you could’ve been mine, everything’s perfect
Until I was too late, made a mistake, I didn’t say it
I didn’t say what I needed to say

I crash and I burned, the lesson was learned after the moment
I was ready to give, I waited too long, I could’ve just said it
I thought I was the one, thought you felt the same
But I’m wrong
I should’ve known it all along

And I’m crashing down on the rocks
Just to find out that you’re in love
With someone else, I didn’t see this coming down
And my heart just melts when you’re in front of me
And now my life just feels so incomplete
Now that you’re gone, I didn’t see this coming down

Now looking at us, I’m flashing back, wishing I knew that
All the days were passing by, they came by just too fast
I shouldn’t have just held it in, I missed out on my chance
I should’ve told you how I felt, now you want someone else
That could’ve been me
Now I’m wondering why I didn’t speak

And I’m crashing down on the rocks
Just to find out that you’re in love
With someone else, I didn’t see this coming down
And my heart just melts when you’re in front of me
And now my life just feels so incomplete
Now that you’re gone, I didn’t see this coming down


On the Rocks

Reviving my old cover of the song "Take My Hand" by The Cab. 
Hope you like it!!

Take My Hand (cover) by Mary Cruz

Reviving my old "Teenager Dream" cover by Katy Perry.
Hope you like it!

Teenage Dream (cover) by Mary Cruz

"To Forget You" by Mary Cruz

Lyrics:
I can’t remember
How we were when we were together
But I can’t forget
How I felt when you left

My heart’s been through a lot
But never this much
You can say you’re okay
But I’d be lying if I said the same

If I said the same, would you run back to me?
Will it ever change, anything, anything at all?

My heart’s been numb, hurting so bad
Everything it wants it can never have
Missing you, in a way I never thought it could
Can you tell me how I to through

I can’t forget you
All the things you said to me too
Though you can’t remember
All the things I did for you
All the nights, all the days, all the moments
All the words, all the things that I said
All the memories we shared,
All the times I was there

My heart’s been numb, hurting so bad
Everything it wants it can never have
Missing you, in a way I never thought it could
Can you tell me how to get through
My mind’s made up, gotta move on
But my heart still hurts been so long
Can you tell me what I gotta do
To forget you

©2012 sheephacker studios.

"To Forget You" by Mary Cruz

Better heard with earphones, hope you like it!

Lyrics:
Through days, from the past that I’m looking at
Everything has change, and I’m never looking back
Everything then, everything said, has lead me to you

I made mistakes and I know I shouldn’t
Regret any ‘cause now I’m sure that
If I didn’t I would have never learned your name
Met you that day and be where I am
And now I’m, I’m so close to believing
And now I, I think I’m falling
Maybe this time
I’ll get it right with you
Hoping for the best, but I don’t wanna mess it up
Taking my time, I just wanna be enough
I can be yours and
Won’t ask for more
‘Cause everything I want and need is in front of me
Don’t have to rush I can wait patiently
You’ll see

Everything I thought, everything I dreamed
Everything I wish that love could be
Is standing right here, looking in my eyes
Never thought it was true until you made me realize

And now I’m, I’m so close to believing
And now I, I think I’m falling

‘Cause when the world is wide awake I’m dreaming
Of you ‘cause I’m just waiting
Make a move, think of you, I’m still here

©2012


"Maybe This Time" by Mary Cruz

Better heard with earphones, hope you like it!!

Lyrics:
I never told you what I feel
I never told you what I should have
I wanted you and I still
I’m looking back and I know I could have

I guess you figured out someone’s better
I guess you figured out someone’s out there
I guess you knew it will never be me
‘Cause that’s what you’ll say the moment you leave

‘Cause every moment’s been lost
I’m standing in the rain thinking about us
Now that you’re gone
I’m reaching out to things I still want
I’m never gonna have you
That’s for certain
Never gonna have you
I’m sure that I’m
Never gonna have you
No
Never gonna have you

I still look back to that
To the very first moment that I saw you
I still hold on
To the very same moment in hope you still do

‘Cause what do you do
When everything you love slips away in front of you
What do you say
When the person you want just throws it all away

‘Cause every moment’s been lost
I’m standing in the rain thinking about us
Now that you’re gone
I’m reaching out to things I still want
I’m never gonna have you
That’s for certain
Never gonna have you
I’m sure that I’m
Never gonna have you
No
Never gonna have you

©2012 sheephacker studios.

"Never Gonna Have You" by Mary Cruz

Playing With Fire (lyrics)

I never thought of you
Being so damn good
At making my heart break
Now I’m ready to play
This game of hide and seek
I know the rules, stop telling me
You thought you could hide
(But I know all your lies)
I caught you on the act
And now I’m so glad that you asked

I throw my hands up
Guilty
Thinking ‘bout you and me
I didn’t know what to do
(I’m sorry, it’s not me it’s)
You look at me 
Do you see what I see?
You’re choked up, out of words
(I gave you more than you deserved)
I gave you all my best and now you’re getting all my worst

My head’s been out there
Somewhere down the road
You didn’t want me to know
What was keeping you awake
It’s funny how things just change
One minute we’re okay
The next you wanted more
(Show yourself to the door)
I played with fire I got burn
And now I’m sorry it’s your turn
I throw my hands up
Guilty
Thinking ‘bout you and me
I didn’t know what to do
I’m sorry, it’s not me it’s
You look at me 
Do you see what I see?
You’re choked up, out of words
I gave you more than you deserved
I gave you all my best and now you’re getting all my worst


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