Mixed by heavylungs & Mary
Mastered & produced by heavylungs
background piano by cheiropter

Lyrics: 
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand
The night falls 
And we’re out again
The night calls 
And we’re out again.
It’s All in my hands a world of ends.
So Take the ride in a hearse again.
Sick of the same pains 
cut deep with patience
bleed for the love of it. 
Reach for what’s left to live. 
I can’t stand to see again.
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand

Blood Lover (P. heavylungs)

calling me from the dark w/ Tommy Blve

Lyrics: 
It’s not so hard 
It’s not so hard
It’s not so 
It’s not so
It’s not so hard
It’s not so hard
It’s not so hard it’s not it’s not 
It’s not so hard
Got a gun to my head so I blast the fucking shit and see the sky
It’s not so hard 
It’s not so hard 
It’s not so
Tear off my head if I could 
You would not say a thing 
I’m seeing myself in my head 
I cannot see straight 
I fuck it up again 
Say I fuck it up again
Pull out my teeth and I can’t 
I can’t even see straight 
Drugs got me feeling insane
I cannot be this way 
Now I see what’s on your mind 
It’s on your mind
It’s on your mind
Mary what happened 
where have you gone
Mary where have you gone
It’s not so it’s not so
It’s not so it’s not so 
(And I know it’s not so hard an yeah I know)
Yeah I know it’s not so hard
Yeah I know it’s not so hard
Yeah I know it’s not so hard 
Yeah I know 
Yeah I know 
Yeah I know it’s not so hard
Yeah I know 
Yeah I know it’s not so hard 
Yeah I know yeah I know

Forever Smile (P. heavylungs)

Covered my lips 
In black.
Now I rip and tear
I can’t escape 
I can’t escape 
I can’t 
Now I can’t escape 
Fuck it up running through my hands again 
I just wish you were here for me.
It’s like I can’t even breathe without you here. 
When it’s all these drugs they consume and I can’t feel. 
When I've been wishing for my own death an I can’t an can’t.
I got knifes and there in my back.
I promise I can’t.
These drugs got me fucked up.
I wish you could see
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
Yeah I wish you could see it
Running through covered in blood I see you. 
Closing my eyes, I fuck it up an I like it yeah. 
I love when the blood falls.
I love when I’m covered in blood. It calls it calls.

(Crook:
Im no longer healing
You dont know the feeling 
To stare at the ceiling 
While my blood is spilling
Fuck it take it to one to neck
The only way out is by death
Ugh
Bury me cover my flesh
Im done with this
Lay me to rest)

Call My Name (Ft. Crook)(p. takizava)

I could throw it all away, if I really want it.
I really want it. It’s like I told them too many times… I told them how I feel. It was ignored then.
Now that I’m on the floor bleeding.. you can’t. 
Now I want it cause it all feels the same when you want to escape.
Let the blade feel like drugs cause it all feels the same…
When you want to escape
When you want to escape 
Yeah I know I want it 
Come a little closer and watch me bleed
Yeah it’s all in my head.
You said it’s all in my head. 
With a bullet in my fucking skull
It’s all in my head 
You can’t take it back 
I’ll let you stand there and watch me bleed
Yeah I’ll let you stand there, you watch me bleed.

Stand There (p. takizava)

Losing Every Piece Of Me (p. chull)

SEEYOUNEVER - 

CAN I EXIST?
YOU DONT KNOW ME?
I HIDE IN YOUR LIFE
JUST ONCE CAN I BE IN YOUR EYES
CAN I BE X2


OH HOW IT FEELS 
I AM EXCLUDED 
I AM ALONE 

JUST STARE AND WATCH YOU
I WISH I WAS PART OF YOU

MARY MORTEM - 

NOW YOU'RE HERE (YOU KNOW I CARE)
REACHING OUT IN FEAR
I’M SORRY TO
SO SORRY TO…
BE THE ONE TO CAUSE YOU FEAR
IM SORRY TO
SO SORRY TO
SO SORRY TO 


me and mary just sing the chorus sing along partner

SEEYOUNEVER - ALONE (FT.MARY MORTEM)

im not known to break
baby hold my hand
just leave me around

ive been drowning in this loneliness
i dont know
do you, think that
you know, you don't
calling your phone, i don't know
ive been searching for a long time
do you, know how hard it is to be me

i don't want you
you only hurt me
am i a joke to you

im sick of fucking drowning my pain
in this bottle i can't
everyone deserves this
im feeling worthless

i fucking hate you
i dont wanna see you breath
all my fucking energy
taken all away
no one, cares for me
i should stay away

these spiders

Lyrics: Curtain of time do you still love me 
(Mary)

My life is worthless 
Times a curtain.
Cover me till death...
Pray that you will see the god that you’d
spent all your time in stress.
While I’m 
Alone, I’ve seen what’s inside of it.
I’ve seen my skin split into.
I’ve seen my mother on her knees 
praying I’d stay in this life. 

(Takeer)
I see through this broken glass 
Sold my heart and break the past 
Tell you things I never did
Take my heart out make it stop
Ive been so non stop
Silence
I break the forces

Curtain Of Time Do You Still Love Me Ft. Takeer (P. winter ghost)

Lyrics: Got dirt under my fingers nails and dirt on my face.
I’ve been sleeping on the floor tired and hungry. But I’ve done it to myself 
It’s all complicated but you can’t even imagine what life is like what life is like this way. 
Cuts on my wrist tears on my face
I can’t stand to live (hold on)
no food inside me
What’s the point of this
What’s the point of living 
What’s the point of this 
What’s the point of it (hold on)
(Do what they have said)
These pills are hard to swallow so sick
So sick so sick I’m so sick 
So sick of everything 
These pills are hard to swallow
Higher then Ive ever been I don’t want to feel a thing.
I just want to be okay.
These pills, hard to swallow...
These pills, hard to swallow...
These pills, hard to swallow...
Sick and tired of the person I’ve became I wish I could take a look at myself 
The way I did when I was a kid 
I promised myself I wouldn’t do this
Now I’m fucked up and so high 
I don’t want to fucking leave my bed
I wish I would never be like this 
This person that I had in my head
Had in my head
Had in my head.

Head Like Gallows (p. takizava & Daedric prince)

Cover by Kaylee rae

Lyrics: Last time you saw me I was fucked up, last time you loved me I was unloved.
All black painted fingers nails, she suck my dick and I shoot myself.
I fucking hate this life I made for myself. 
Fuck it I am tweaking again.
Fuck it I’m tweaking again.
I blacked my eyes, just to feel for something.
cause I’m feeling nothing.
Cause I wish I could be torn to pieces
I just wish I could feel something. 
There’s nothing to feel at all.
Last time you saw me I was fucked up, last time you loved me I was unloved.
Now that pussy can talk the smoke
I got a gun and I won’t choke.
I want you all dead.
I could care less.
Last time you saw me I was fucked up.

Your Mushroom Eyes (p. Takizava)

Mary Mortem is an anomaly.
The pale-faced solo artist pulls from a myriad of influences from postpunk to witch house to post metal. They use this sound palette to paint gloomy, anguished worlds of unique expression, polished in physical isolation to then be framed on the Internet. Each project is a different strain of eclectic pairings, but it’s the eclecticism that helps unify Mary’s body of work.
The titles will quickly inform the listener that dark feelings lie ahead. Elegiac grunge guitars and moody ambiance transform into punchy beats and distorted bass over cathartic song progressions, swinging from malnourished moments of depression to explosions of furious anxiety.
Angst-drenched lyrics about pain, dysphoria, and death are purged into freeform prose reminiscent of emo songwriting, and they are performed through a dramatic range of vocal styles. Mary Mortem seamlessly traverses from emotive alt-rock fuzz vox to sullen autotuned meandering to monstrous screaming. None of it feels out of place, and though Mary’s indulgent delivery often overwhelms the clarity of the lyrics, it speaks for them through sheer expressiveness while elevating the music.
Mary Mortem is dark, abrasive, experimental, and antisocial.
Mary Mortem, is not for most people. Arguably, it does not intend to appease anyone at all but its creator. It simply lives, unto itself, in the dark forest of Mary’s work. There, apart from the greater chaos of the world, it thrives, like a cryptid, in the shadows.

Call My Name (Ft. Crook)(p. takizava)

Mary Mortem

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