D/S$0C1AT/0N

Produced by Takizava
mixed by Mary 
mastered by Crook

Lyrics: You cross your legs but your eyes say something else and I cut my skin you suck the blood. Now I’ve found something  else 
Deep in all this lost in your head I can make…
Deep in all this you’ve lose your head and it’s all my fault
Blood pours enough, it fills your glass
You’ve changed so much since the last time we met.
Blood pours it fills the glass
I’m biting your neck cause I know I’m a mess.
I pull out my teeth and take it back
So you… You are my everything.
You are my everything. 
You take it back and you’ll never see me again. You take the glass and never see your reflection then you realize what happened what happened to yourself
Lay down your eyes closed now.
I want you to know we’re dying now.
Lay there for the sun to kiss your lips I want you to know. 
I want you to know.
I want you to know.

The Vampyre (p. takizava)

Lyrics: I could take my time with you but I rather eat right through you cause it’s easier to feel you in my throat then to feel your knife turn me to stone.
I know that you like it
I know that you like it 
I know that you like to feel me underneath  your foot
It’s your daggers eyes the way you look at night 
your tongue it stained my bones. The mind that always runs away from me. It’s your razor sharp teeth how I caught you in the night I know you like when the blood pours from me

Like a vampire... you sink
Like a vampire you sink
Your teeth into me

Eyes like daggers
Eyes like daggers

Dagger Eyes (p. by Colton jean & nextyear)

Prod. Eternalwave
Feat- @Marymortem

Tommy-
I got drugs in the body of my old self
I dont know where im at but i need you
I need you
I need you
I got drugs in the body of my old self
I dont know where im at but i need you
I need you
I need you
I need you
I need you

I need you
I need you

Mary-
Here I am again
I’m so high and here I am again
At the bottom

Blood on my hands and my face
See what in your head changed
What changed then
I can’t face it
I don’t blame you
I can’t blame you for this

Swallow
Now swallow
Another pill I know I’m so shallow
Can’t find yourself in my heart
I need you
I need you again
I need you again

I Need You (Feat. Mary Mortem)

Covered my lips 
In black.
Now I rip and tear
I can’t escape 
I can’t escape 
I can’t 
Now I can’t escape 
Fuck it up running through my hands again 
I just wish you were here for me.
It’s like I can’t even breathe without you here. 
When it’s all these drugs they consume and I can’t feel. 
When I've been wishing for my own death an I can’t an can’t.
I got knifes and there in my back.
I promise I can’t.
These drugs got me fucked up.
I wish you could see
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
Yeah I wish you could see it
Running through covered in blood I see you. 
Closing my eyes, I fuck it up an I like it yeah. 
I love when the blood falls.
I love when I’m covered in blood. It calls it calls.

(Crook:
Im no longer healing
You dont know the feeling 
To stare at the ceiling 
While my blood is spilling
Fuck it take it to one to neck
The only way out is by death
Ugh
Bury me cover my flesh
Im done with this
Lay me to rest)

Call My Name (Ft. Crook)(p. takizava)

Produced by Daedric Prince
Mixed & Mastered by HeavyLungs

Lyrics:
Live laugh
Nights I grown cold
I fear you want me home
After you see you kept me awake 
Answer did I
Even out the pain
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time 
running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Left all alone and I wanted out
This pressure created nothing but doubt 
Bloodied the towels 
Stained the bed sheets oh frown
I was alone 
while the drugs kept you out 
Slow down my love I forgave you in the end. Hurry back 
back home there was something left unsaid. 
All I wanted was my mommy but she was swept, Into the other room where there was meth for her instead 
The needle it’s been left unfed again
Hurry back to your room 
where you locked yourself in. 
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Raised us, in needles and fire 
Drugs kept you in
It just kept you higher
Raised us in needles and fire
The drugs kept you in your room 
You get higher
All those nights I needed you 
I needed you
There was a vacancy instead
At 14 I was used to being 
left for dead then
I was used to to being left

Darling, You Couldn't Even Imagine What I've Seen

produced by mary mortem
mixed by colton jean and cassidy mandel

lyrics: Say it’s too hard to breathe
Just wait a little longer
It’s promised the pain will cease 
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?
Now can you?
(Save those puppy eyes for another time
Now I come to you, with knifes in my back that’s what you’ve done.)
Save those puppy eyes 
That’s what you do
And Ill waste this all on you
Now that you’ve got a gun
You feel so cool
Swallow the pills 
And watch as the sky turns…
Weight of the world an it’s all on you.
I hope you overdose, it’s cool for you.
We love to watch you fall again
And again and again you bitch.
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?

Reach For Salvation

do you cry for me?
Produced By: youji2k
Mixed & Mastered By: MVZI
Art Designed By: FXCKJAMiE & MVZI

@mvzi
@youjiiiii
@fxckyoujamie

Lyrics:

Take some time away
I know you need it
Form myself again
My souls redeeming

Filled my solitude
Would it hurt if you tried too
I hope you’re doing alright
Are you hurt
Do you cry

Do you cry for me
When you laying in bed
Did you hear what I said
Do you hate who I am

Would you try it again
If I gave you the chance
Do you cry for me
Do you cry for me

Would you die for me
Cause I would die for you
No matter where you take me
I’ll follow you

I know it’s hard to stay
Cause you’ve been used
It’s okay
If you take time away

Take some time away
I know you need it
Form myself again
My souls redeeming

do you cry for me?

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Black Ice

Lyrics:

Have you seen me here,
Gone to offer my years,
Have you seen me here,
The first to stop my fear,

I was wrong 4 x

I will fuck you up,
I've lost all my trust,
They don't give up,
I need someone,
I don't wanna die,
But should I try,
Know I'm fine
My heart was always mine,
Should I try
Should I try,
Know they can't fly

I don't wanna die 2x

they're eating me alive

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Lyrics: Drugged down

I am powerless
The drugs drag me down
I am powerless
I got your nails in my eyes
I need your scent 
I need it
Every list, your lips and your lies,
You tell me that I’m fine when I’m not
And I got issues
You know 
There’s no fixing me
Cause im strung out
So drugged down
I need to breath 
And I need to sleep
I don’t want to need 
I don’t want to I don’t need to
Love is a bullet hole in my head
Love is a bullet hole
Keeps me grounded 
Keeps me drugged down
Keeps me feeling more of it
Oh oh

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Drugged Down

We got back in time,
Those kisses on my eyes
Keep lips between your thighs
Those eyes could save my life

Business caught your line
No ribbons tied tonight
And you're my restless cuts
It's in my darkest nights 

I wish you best, but you don't,
Don't give me land of my own,
Don't give me land of my own

I get it now,
I hate the sound,
Don't hold my wrongs

Don't give it out
Don't speak it loud
To be so close

Blood to the knuckles got me fucked up,
Another bad bitch gettin tucked up,
I don't wanna find love when I get there,
I don't wanna find love, when it's all gone


You don't gotta see me no more


No I don't want to know,
Lean on they dust,
All in they thoughts, 
Lean in they cup,
All by myself,
They'll need for now,
Down on my odds,

Down my odds 3x

Get the fuck up,
I don't give a place up,
I don't give a place up,

You don't gotta see me no more 

We got back in time,
Those kisses on my eyes
Keep lips between your thighs
Those eyes could save my life

Business caught your line
No ribbons tied tonight
And you're my restless cuts
It's in my darkest nights

damned

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@itsmensh

lyrics: 

Get it out the mud
Eatin all the mud

Get it out the mud
Eatin all the mud
Holy grail runneth over 
I don't give a fuck
Bitches suckin blood
like some fuckin bats
We're the fucking bats in this bulding
Deathn fuck the rest

Why the fuck you scared
Your group full of rats
Finna bite off his head
I don't fuck with the fakes
Needa get it off my chest
I don't give a fuck
Take yo stupid bitch off my face
Don't touch 
I wish u luck man, fuck

Same shit, same beats, same piss
I eat, I sleep, no bliss
Same shit, same music, same beats
I need to take a piss

Get It Out the Mud, Eatin' All the Mud (Prod. Sapphirekill)

Lyrics : Hands are trembling and I’m covered in blood again. I can’t help but be out of time.

These expectations are tearing me apart.
And I can’t hold my eyes open to your
Expectations 
there tearing me apart.
I’m running out of time.
I’m running out of time.

I’ll never be what you want me to be.

Expectations (p. winter ghost)

Sleeping through the holidays,
Crippled in my pain,
Talk to me love,
Am I sane?
I Don't feel the same,

No pressure, what they said now,
They don't know what I let out,
Everyday they don't see how,
I'm surrounded by a grave now,

Mama take hold of me,
I'm scared of dying, scared to bleed,
All my voices hear you speak,
All my voices hear you speak,

There's only you,
There's only you,
It's always been you,

Sleeping through the holidays,
Crippled in my pain,
Talk to me love,
Am I sane?
I Don't feel the same,

Tear my eyes out if you could,
Kill the world where it stood,
Just as we should, just as we should,
Tear my eyes out if you could

Dagger Eyes (p. by Colton jean & nextyear)

Mary Mortem

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