i take it personally that no one knows this gem

Lyrics: I could take my time with you but I rather eat right through you cause it’s easier to feel you in my throat then to feel your knife turn me to stone.
I know that you like it
I know that you like it 
I know that you like to feel me underneath  your foot
It’s your daggers eyes the way you look at night 
your tongue it stained my bones. The mind that always runs away from me. It’s your razor sharp teeth how I caught you in the night I know you like when the blood pours from me

Like a vampire... you sink
Like a vampire you sink
Your teeth into me

Eyes like daggers
Eyes like daggers

Dagger Eyes (p. by Colton jean & nextyear)

Mixed by heavylungs & Mary
Mastered & produced by heavylungs
background piano by cheiropter

Lyrics: 
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand
The night falls 
And we’re out again
The night calls 
And we’re out again.
It’s All in my hands a world of ends.
So Take the ride in a hearse again.
Sick of the same pains 
cut deep with patience
bleed for the love of it. 
Reach for what’s left to live. 
I can’t stand to see again.
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand

Blood Lover (P. heavylungs)

SPOTIFY- https://open.spotify.com/album/5JUM5Gdw7loO2ZdftXfBQD

Feat + Prod - @morrigan404

Tommy Blve -
find a way 
to your heart again 
please dont fade away 
ill fall inside again  
i cant find a way to your heart again 
please dont fade away 
ill fall inside again 

you keep sleep walking around my mind
you keep sleep walking around my mind

Morrigan-
sleep walk sleep walk
ive been fuckin broke
suffocation in my room 
dyin slow rollin raw 
look in my eyes
you can see the devil 
witch n sacrifice
im on a new level
do not call me again
im not waiting for you
frozen blood in the sink
cus you never heard the fuckin truth 
im willing to step in 
now im ready to die 
raindrops on my face 
the sky is waiting lets fly

SLEEP WALK (FEAT. MORRIGAN404)

calling me from the dark w/ Tommy Blve

ALTERED REALITY W/ MALWARE + TXKKA

Covered my lips 
In black.
Now I rip and tear
I can’t escape 
I can’t escape 
I can’t 
Now I can’t escape 
Fuck it up running through my hands again 
I just wish you were here for me.
It’s like I can’t even breathe without you here. 
When it’s all these drugs they consume and I can’t feel. 
When I've been wishing for my own death an I can’t an can’t.
I got knifes and there in my back.
I promise I can’t.
These drugs got me fucked up.
I wish you could see
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
Yeah I wish you could see it
Running through covered in blood I see you. 
Closing my eyes, I fuck it up an I like it yeah. 
I love when the blood falls.
I love when I’m covered in blood. It calls it calls.

(Crook:
Im no longer healing
You dont know the feeling 
To stare at the ceiling 
While my blood is spilling
Fuck it take it to one to neck
The only way out is by death
Ugh
Bury me cover my flesh
Im done with this
Lay me to rest)

Call My Name (Ft. Crook)(p. takizava)

I could throw it all away, if I really want it.
I really want it. It’s like I told them too many times… I told them how I feel. It was ignored then.
Now that I’m on the floor bleeding.. you can’t. 
Now I want it cause it all feels the same when you want to escape.
Let the blade feel like drugs cause it all feels the same…
When you want to escape
When you want to escape 
Yeah I know I want it 
Come a little closer and watch me bleed
Yeah it’s all in my head.
You said it’s all in my head. 
With a bullet in my fucking skull
It’s all in my head 
You can’t take it back 
I’ll let you stand there and watch me bleed
Yeah I’ll let you stand there, you watch me bleed.

Stand There (p. takizava)

don't call me (ft. tommy blve x txkka)

Album coming soon, I love you all

Produced by me

Lyrics -

My spirit grows tired of war
Of isolation and pain
I dream of wasting away
Like snow beneath the rain
This flesh woven cage
Bound to dismay
I lost all I am
Only memories remain
Only memories remain
Only memories remain
Longing for home again
Searching for me
Searching for me
Will I feel again,
The comfort of a home?
Before I meet my end
Will there be an end to the roam?

Bound To Dismay

Cover art by Kaylee Rae, format by Mary.

Lyrics:
Blink and I see the fucking money left 
And I see red cause I never ever felt it’s fair. 
I got a gun hold it to my fucking head. 
I got to run I don’t want you to see me fucking dead. 
Lost you in the night 
See the graves see this light 
I know that you want to see the internet 
I know you see me fucking dying on the internet 
sick of this pain lights in your eyes
Fuck the fame that’s you you say at night. 
You want the drugs want the high to never end. 
I want my life I want it all to fucking end. 
You see the scars on me 
When I fall asleep how I can’t get up 
How it falls beneath 
Sick of that bullshit 
Sick of writing on walls sick of the bullshit 
Sick of my mind 
Sick of these eyes that stay close an 
I can’t even keep em open when I try 
Fucked up on the internet 
You saying to much what you need for that? 
Saying to much say you say you been for that say you made it up say you fucking feeling it. 
Say you made it up say you feeling that say you really wish it’d fall right in your lap. 
Say you hear me bitch can you hear now? 
Say you ride until you wish and now I’m feeling out and now you feel me now and now you hear my words and now you say you hear me bitch say you know me now 
Sick of pussies talking about I can’t hear you now like Mary what you say? 
Bitch you hear me now.

Last October (p. heavylungs)

Cover by Kaylee rae

Lyrics: Last time you saw me I was fucked up, last time you loved me I was unloved.
All black painted fingers nails, she suck my dick and I shoot myself.
I fucking hate this life I made for myself. 
Fuck it I am tweaking again.
Fuck it I’m tweaking again.
I blacked my eyes, just to feel for something.
cause I’m feeling nothing.
Cause I wish I could be torn to pieces
I just wish I could feel something. 
There’s nothing to feel at all.
Last time you saw me I was fucked up, last time you loved me I was unloved.
Now that pussy can talk the smoke
I got a gun and I won’t choke.
I want you all dead.
I could care less.
Last time you saw me I was fucked up.

Your Mushroom Eyes (p. Takizava)

Mary Mortem is an anomaly.
The pale-faced solo artist pulls from a myriad of influences from postpunk to witch house to post metal. They use this sound palette to paint gloomy, anguished worlds of unique expression, polished in physical isolation to then be framed on the Internet. Each project is a different strain of eclectic pairings, but it’s the eclecticism that helps unify Mary’s body of work.
The titles will quickly inform the listener that dark feelings lie ahead. Elegiac grunge guitars and moody ambiance transform into punchy beats and distorted bass over cathartic song progressions, swinging from malnourished moments of depression to explosions of furious anxiety.
Angst-drenched lyrics about pain, dysphoria, and death are purged into freeform prose reminiscent of emo songwriting, and they are performed through a dramatic range of vocal styles. Mary Mortem seamlessly traverses from emotive alt-rock fuzz vox to sullen autotuned meandering to monstrous screaming. None of it feels out of place, and though Mary’s indulgent delivery often overwhelms the clarity of the lyrics, it speaks for them through sheer expressiveness while elevating the music.
Mary Mortem is dark, abrasive, experimental, and antisocial.
Mary Mortem, is not for most people. Arguably, it does not intend to appease anyone at all but its creator. It simply lives, unto itself, in the dark forest of Mary’s work. There, apart from the greater chaos of the world, it thrives, like a cryptid, in the shadows.

Last October (p. heavylungs)

Mary Mortem

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