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I could never find my rest in a place where i don't belong
I can only find my rest in the arms of another light

My famished soul yearning for so long
Where have i come from? where is my home?
I fear this question will burn till I'm gone
I shudder their touch, I'm deaf to their song

Find Rest

Covered my lips 
In black.
Now I rip and tear
I can’t escape 
I can’t escape 
I can’t 
Now I can’t escape 
Fuck it up running through my hands again 
I just wish you were here for me.
It’s like I can’t even breathe without you here. 
When it’s all these drugs they consume and I can’t feel. 
When I've been wishing for my own death an I can’t an can’t.
I got knifes and there in my back.
I promise I can’t.
These drugs got me fucked up.
I wish you could see
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
Yeah I wish you could see it
Running through covered in blood I see you. 
Closing my eyes, I fuck it up an I like it yeah. 
I love when the blood falls.
I love when I’m covered in blood. It calls it calls.

(Crook:
Im no longer healing
You dont know the feeling 
To stare at the ceiling 
While my blood is spilling
Fuck it take it to one to neck
The only way out is by death
Ugh
Bury me cover my flesh
Im done with this
Lay me to rest)

Call My Name (Ft. Crook)(p. takizava)

Produced by Daedric Prince
Mixed & Mastered by HeavyLungs

Lyrics:
Live laugh
Nights I grown cold
I fear you want me home
After you see you kept me awake 
Answer did I
Even out the pain
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time 
running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Left all alone and I wanted out
This pressure created nothing but doubt 
Bloodied the towels 
Stained the bed sheets oh frown
I was alone 
while the drugs kept you out 
Slow down my love I forgave you in the end. Hurry back 
back home there was something left unsaid. 
All I wanted was my mommy but she was swept, Into the other room where there was meth for her instead 
The needle it’s been left unfed again
Hurry back to your room 
where you locked yourself in. 
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Raised us, in needles and fire 
Drugs kept you in
It just kept you higher
Raised us in needles and fire
The drugs kept you in your room 
You get higher
All those nights I needed you 
I needed you
There was a vacancy instead
At 14 I was used to being 
left for dead then
I was used to to being left

Darling, You Couldn't Even Imagine What I've Seen

produced by mary mortem
mixed by colton jean and cassidy mandel

lyrics: Say it’s too hard to breathe
Just wait a little longer
It’s promised the pain will cease 
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?
Now can you?
(Save those puppy eyes for another time
Now I come to you, with knifes in my back that’s what you’ve done.)
Save those puppy eyes 
That’s what you do
And Ill waste this all on you
Now that you’ve got a gun
You feel so cool
Swallow the pills 
And watch as the sky turns…
Weight of the world an it’s all on you.
I hope you overdose, it’s cool for you.
We love to watch you fall again
And again and again you bitch.
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?

Reach For Salvation

do you cry for me?
Produced By: youji2k
Mixed & Mastered By: MVZI
Art Designed By: FXCKJAMiE & MVZI

@mvzi
@youjiiiii
@fxckyoujamie

Lyrics:

Take some time away
I know you need it
Form myself again
My souls redeeming

Filled my solitude
Would it hurt if you tried too
I hope you’re doing alright
Are you hurt
Do you cry

Do you cry for me
When you laying in bed
Did you hear what I said
Do you hate who I am

Would you try it again
If I gave you the chance
Do you cry for me
Do you cry for me

Would you die for me
Cause I would die for you
No matter where you take me
I’ll follow you

I know it’s hard to stay
Cause you’ve been used
It’s okay
If you take time away

Take some time away
I know you need it
Form myself again
My souls redeeming

do you cry for me?

SPOTIFY

to everyone ive hurt Im sorry

@lockjaw-889141740

lyrics:

+saturn's lament+
my spine‘s coiled like the roots in a grave
the tongue blacked by the flame of the blasphemous blade
the lost taste ain’t no handicap if i’m being honest
the false prophet spreads the word that i don’t need to be saved
my skull cracked wide open by the weight of the canopy 
in the shape of the half-wheel wound of the centipede
all the blood in my arteries has turned into sap
the maggots leeching off of me will soon be choking to death 

no name, no flesh, only bark and a breath
burn the seed, reap the scream, wait for harvest again
same road, same weather, everything is a mess
eternal dyspnea is all i really have in the end

+lockjaw+
tell me what i've got left
bury me in the godhand
the thorns inside my veins are shooting out to cause a bloodbath, can't stop that
i'm starting to decay while everybody thinks it's nonsense
i'm just content in your eyes, i'm deep inside this fucking forest with no way out

bones decay to dust, just let it happen
i've been waiting for the harvest, i've been starving with the maggots
put the hatchet to my eyelids, let me stare into oblivion
no matter what i look at, i see demons like insidious

shadows been lurking, i'm seeing them move
feels like i'm cursed, let me hang from the roof
speak to the flames that been burning me through
my whole lifeline, i've been searching for you
don't let me rot alone, i've already dug a grave for us (my dear)
come inside this tiny space and let's decay to dust

red saliva fills the room, everything smells like death
choke on the riffle, let me shoot, guess i couldn't connect the dots
i've wasted lots of time to speak my mind
but when nobody listens to my shit, then is it worth the fight, huh?

i've been feasting on some souls for a while
stay the fuck back, better don't let me bite, uh
in the fields, and ima roam with the scythe
i've been waiting for the harvest for my whole fucking life

Spotify

harvesting dead fields w/ lockjaw

somber

Winter solstice - Phoenix (Jean hrmt remix)

Chime

MARTYRDOM [w/ HXNJV]

black heart ft. serenity [prod. biv]

1st part - @exzyyy
2nd part - @prxd-crazydemxns
3rd part - @kneeltodisease

(SOLD) FEVER w/ EXZYYY & CRAZY DEMXNS

out on spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/18lHA4qU33ftRm5lMFNXhB?si=iYWYMqbZTwuvJbZBci-qZw

prod: @voidexx

Lyrics:
all the awful things that you said to me like im never gonna be shit
but you love my attention 
and you'll love it more when im rich
you dont even know blowin up my phone
you dont even know blowin up my phone

yeah i did 200 in the whip 
link up with the gang 
man this shits too loud
yeah she love when its just me and her 
cus she love this shit 
yeah she love this sound

nothing been the same since you left like that
why you gotta fuck with my head like that?

Left Like That

vocals - nicole dollanganger 
melody - the last of us OST

Reach For Salvation

Mary Mortem

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