Lyrics: See my fucking nose yeah I broke it 
See the blood drain see yeah I took it 
See that fucking dope 
see me yeah I’m fucked up
See it in my eyes I don’t want to live no
No no no
I’m in my head let this gun let it blow 
Smith and Wesson that glock on my own.
I’ve been all alone this whole time.
So why the fuck you think...
Stick it on myself stick it now I know 
Stick that blade inside yeah and now you know.
See me fucking bleed yeah I know you know. Know how I feel and how I feel is I want to go.
Got blood on my lip yeah I fucked up again. Yeah I fucked up again. Yeah I fucked up again.
See it on my nose oh oh
See the drugs let it flow no oh
Never been the one to go like this 
I said fuck all the drugs now I’m like this
I just want to feel but I don’t want to feel again I just want to feel but I don’t want to feel again. I don’t want to feel again I don’t want to feel again I don’t want to feel I don’t want to feel.
I got visions that I’m dead
I got all these reasons that I’m dead 
I got these visions I got feelings I can’t handle 
I can’t handle I can’t handle 
I don’t want to but I handle it instead.
I got reasons I got cuts on my neck.
I got reasons I got this blood pact.
I got reasons that I promised you that I would stay but I fucked it up again.
I got reasons that there’s blood stains
I got reasons that I fucking stay in my brain. You get mad cause I don’t know.
Fucking feel a thing bitch I don’t know.
Yeah yeah yeah yeah...

Tommy: Inside my veins again i crave 
I can’t believe the scars I’ve made 
Love turns us to ghosts i know
And the lies and your eyes
I don’t feel alive no more 
An i take it back its all my fault 
And the lies and your eyes

Mary:
You don’t got to say a thing you said it all in the way you look at me
The way you look at me
The way you look at me

Rivi: This is my time
My time yeah , my season
And this … is my crime 
You know how this feels
Don’t you notice me?
Notice me 
Notice me
Sharp…like…a blade
The way you look at me…

Mary:
Off the drugs all the drugs 
I can’t feel so 
I’m up off the drugs
And I can’t sleep and I am up
I just want to feel 
I can’t handle this shit I just want to feel
I can’t handle this shit 
I can’t handle this shit 
I can’t handle this shit.

Now Im Like This Ft. Tommy Blve & Rivi (P. Vermin)

She just wants my love, I am giving in.
You see that I really don't feel it
when you're following me. 
I give it enough I see it in me.
I can't fall asleep at night. 
Again.
I can't fucking recognize.
I feel it now. 
I feel it now do you?
I feel it now I feel it now
do you?
Reaching for something else. 
Someone else to touch my lips.
Unite my spine, touch me please touch me. 
Now I see that you're mine mine
now I see that you're my demise.
Till I fall asleep in the night.
Till I fall asleep.

Sleep At Night (p. suffocate)

Produced by Daedric Prince
Mixed & Mastered by HeavyLungs

Lyrics:
Live laugh
Nights I grown cold
I fear you want me home
After you see you kept me awake 
Answer did I
Even out the pain
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time 
running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Left all alone and I wanted out
This pressure created nothing but doubt 
Bloodied the towels 
Stained the bed sheets oh frown
I was alone 
while the drugs kept you out 
Slow down my love I forgave you in the end. Hurry back 
back home there was something left unsaid. 
All I wanted was my mommy but she was swept, Into the other room where there was meth for her instead 
The needle it’s been left unfed again
Hurry back to your room 
where you locked yourself in. 
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Raised us, in needles and fire 
Drugs kept you in
It just kept you higher
Raised us in needles and fire
The drugs kept you in your room 
You get higher
All those nights I needed you 
I needed you
There was a vacancy instead
At 14 I was used to being 
left for dead then
I was used to to being left

Darling, You Couldn't Even Imagine What I've Seen

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free mind vol.3

Free Mind Vol.3 - ( 02 )

Lyrics: Creep like I’m nothing but bones
And I can’t hear a sound
But the creaking of leaves on your house.
Mask covers my face where are you?
These tears don’t fade 
Those covers won’t cover you for long.

I know that youve been hiding 
But what do you expect

Dance like a skeleton 
It’s apathetic passionate 
It’s me I can’t find

harm none, its me I can't find (p. winter ghost)

Lyrics: I try 
hands wrapped around
I’m sick of looking for you 
I try, for you
In the sheets
I’m sick of looking for you
Forever blood is on me
I want you to soak through my skin
I’m drinking your...
Cause I want you deeper
I want you running through my veins.
I want you deeper
I want you in me.
I want you deeper. 
Oh I, I tried to.
Oh I tried to.

Your lips are on my neck,
I want you. I can’t seem to find you I can’t seem to find you I can’t seem to find you.
I try
I try
I can’t seem to find you 
In the sheets.
I try

I Try (p. heavylungs)

Crawl Into The Eyes Of Essence Ft. Elkk (p. winter ghost)

Lyrics: You can hold your arms down
I can’t feel a thing 
Disgusted that you can see me
Don’t cry again

In the dark like you can never see me. feeling dead never felt so easy. You can only see me when I’m covering my face. I know the way that you look at me and you peel the skin off my face just to see, everything that I’m lying about.  

I’m stuck in secrets cause secrets is what keeps me by myself and alone.
It’s not easy. Why can’t you see in the dark.

Stay Away From Me

Lyrics: Keep me up all night 
Now I keep your head up at night 
Oh, I’ve always been thinking about you.
I don’t want to kill you, but I want to die
It’s these nightmares I have where I’m killing you.
It’s these nightmares I have where I’m hurting you.

I Dont Want To Hurt You, An Intro

Tommy Blve:

Bury me with all of my sins
Bury me locked away
Bury me with all of my sins
Never get too comfortable

I wanna feel something other than pain
I wanna feel like i did back then
I want my innocence back like I’m young
I wanna wake in the warmth of the sun

Takeer:

Suicide
Sippin on cyanide
I can't find or die.
I don't know if I know why
I'm sippin this cyanide
All this cyanide
We gonna stay tonight
We ain't afraid to die
Ah, sight, sippin on cyanide
We ain't afraid to die.


Oh, death, sight
Sippin on cyanide
We ain't afraid to die

Bury Me feat. Tommy Blve (Prod. Voidex)

Lyrics: Curtain of time do you still love me 
(Mary)

My life is worthless 
Times a curtain.
Cover me till death...
Pray that you will see the god that you’d
spent all your time in stress.
While I’m 
Alone, I’ve seen what’s inside of it.
I’ve seen my skin split into.
I’ve seen my mother on her knees 
praying I’d stay in this life. 

(Takeer)
I see through this broken glass 
Sold my heart and break the past 
Tell you things I never did
Take my heart out make it stop
Ive been so non stop
Silence
I break the forces

Curtain Of Time Do You Still Love Me Ft. Takeer (P. winter ghost)

Mary Mortem is an anomaly.
The pale-faced solo artist pulls from a myriad of influences from postpunk to witch house to post metal. They use this sound palette to paint gloomy, anguished worlds of unique expression, polished in physical isolation to then be framed on the Internet. Each project is a different strain of eclectic pairings, but it’s the eclecticism that helps unify Mary’s body of work.
The titles will quickly inform the listener that dark feelings lie ahead. Elegiac grunge guitars and moody ambiance transform into punchy beats and distorted bass over cathartic song progressions, swinging from malnourished moments of depression to explosions of furious anxiety.
Angst-drenched lyrics about pain, dysphoria, and death are purged into freeform prose reminiscent of emo songwriting, and they are performed through a dramatic range of vocal styles. Mary Mortem seamlessly traverses from emotive alt-rock fuzz vox to sullen autotuned meandering to monstrous screaming. None of it feels out of place, and though Mary’s indulgent delivery often overwhelms the clarity of the lyrics, it speaks for them through sheer expressiveness while elevating the music.
Mary Mortem is dark, abrasive, experimental, and antisocial.
Mary Mortem, is not for most people. Arguably, it does not intend to appease anyone at all but its creator. It simply lives, unto itself, in the dark forest of Mary’s work. There, apart from the greater chaos of the world, it thrives, like a cryptid, in the shadows.

Stay Away From Me

Mary Mortem

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