produced by yungspoiler
LISTEN EVERYWHERE - https://ffm.to/lumina

here I sit and I wait for change again
how did I end up this way?
I ponder relationships, can't stand
ruin it all inside my head
another step forward sends me plummeting back
I thought I could trust them
kick me down in a ditch
when will it end, I'm engulfed in the sadness
You played me a fool I....

'cause I never heed a warning
It's all my fault, right?
Why was I so damn naïve
The jokes on me
No one around will hear me scream
I bleed out in the open muffled by the breeze

I plea
the jokes on me

I got this feeling I might just lose it all
I waste my fucking time I constantly spend sighing
evidence is in my view, I just don't want that truth
no one around, the eyes on you
please god...
again I'm a fool, I let you fuck me up

'cause I never heed a warning
It's all my fault, right?
why was I so damn naïve
the jokes on me
no one around will hear me scream
I bleed out in the open, muffled by the breeze
popularity contest
fake real at best
thought you were my friends
guess it will not mend the holes that you shot through my chest

lumina

eyes on you, jokes on me

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eyes on you, jokes on me (yungspoiler)

Lyrics and Spotify below👇 

💚Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5wa7LaS0o3DAz52A5ChxLo?si=9vjUdcNCSg2J0KADfAJF7g&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A74mau6tfAjwSwBaWL6sIjz

💜mixed and mastered by bolboi
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💜my socials
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- twitter: twitter.com/whatever_then
- discord: Alruna#2197
 
💜prod by Michael Warren
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- youTube: https://youtube.com/channel/UCkct8rRTGLGpa_QOlJbPhEQ

❤️cover art imagery: instagram.com/gramsometimes

lyrics:

Help me understand why you do the things that you do
Help me understand why you make the moves that you do, now I’m talking to you

I can feel it when I walk in the room
The thoughts of last night on your mind can see from your mood
Say it’s one time but imma find that’s far from the truth 
Classified a crime then I'm gonna sleuth

I’m too antisocial for this 
Blow up my phone when I’m alone every time I resist
You know I know that you be lying you always slithering
No control and you be tying me into your sins

It was just a mistake you say
Acting like it’s something that happens every day 
Gave you two tries messed it up in every single way 
Gave you two lives you decide to spend em on the game

Now we kinda parallel, criss-crossed our paths now we falling through hell
You wronged in the past didn’t turn out very well
Ain’t first in class but I’ll still repel 
You can cast all your spells

Help me understand why I can’t envision the things you do and that’s with clear eyes
Tell me you gonna go fishing till you know there’s clear skies
Tell me you gotta be kidding there’s a better disguise 

I’m too stressed out to care
Unbelievable that you think that I have to
Take you back why would I ever have you 
If I wanted to then I would just ask you 

Hey, do you remember that time
We were at the party you were in the corner and crying
I said listen darling do you need a partner in crime
So you grabbed my arm and then we dance danced all night 

We went back to my place
Showed you my life and the songs that I made
Thought I’d make you my wife but it seems very vague now
Cos what we had is crushed and ruined on the pave now

Help me understand why you do the things that you do
Help me understand why you make the moves that you do, now I’m talking to you

-

© ℗ 2022 Ty Korhonen

understand why

home.

dont need you w/ mosh

i tried w/ meanty (zbeatz)

grieve (drma)

Out on all plats :) 

hope u guys enjoy this song <3
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w/ @1kaido <3
prod. @aspect6


[Lyrics Soon]

alone w/ kaido

stuck at the table (christmas dinner) p. crona

prod me
with @CMTEN

Wondering
Do you think about me when you can't sleep
Cause I can't and the last thing you said is on repeat
It's not about the words
It's about how you left me
Gonna need more than melatonin

I'm not lost 
Just wondering how did we get here
Flip back
I'm reading all of the things that you said to me 
You said to me
You caught me like a knight, surprise
It was a bad last sting
Hardly survived it
I wish I could go back in time
But now I can't sleep
I'm paralyzed
Came back to make the bed
Had to lie in it instead
I've been staring at the ceiling 
Paying emotional debt
I'm going out upset
Cause I'm thinking bout the things
I wish I could've said
I wish I knew what set you off
Made me wish I never met you
Whish I knew if I'm a thing going through your head
I'm staring at the ceiling
Crying in my bed

Wondering
Do you think about me when you can't sleep
Cause I can't and the last thing you said is on repeat
It's not about the words
It's about how you left me
I'm gonna need more than melatonin
Wondering
Do you laugh when they bring up my name
Or do you ask yourself what'd happen if we stayed the same
Do you think we'd last if we both took the blame
Do you ever think about me when you're not awake

How should I believe it
When you say you love me babe
Don't got a reason to
Think we're gonna see this through
Turn on the dust 
I just need to touch you
Pulled me as far as I could possibly get now
Like what's your motive
I didn't notice
When you left me alone
Scream at the top of my lungs now
Still I'm not making a damn sound
Know you don't want me around
But I still stay up and ponder 

Just wondering
Do you think about me when you can't sleep
Cause I can't and the last thing you said is on repeat
It's not about the words
It's about how you left me
I'm gonna need more than melatonin
Only wondering
Do you laugh when they bring up my name
Or do you ask yourself what'd happen if we stayed the same
Do you think we'd last if we both took the blame
Do you ever think about me when you're not awake

Do you ever think about me when you're not awake

when you can't sleep (ft. CMTEN)

pessimism w/ dylan longworth

Lyrics: 

What am I supposed to do if this all ends

I can’t go back

Can’t make amends

In a point between where it all blends

I don’t know much

I can’t pretend


So I’m running away from my problems

Doing all that I can to dissolve them

Know it’s hard but it wouldn’t be harder

It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be


You really left your mark on me

I always played a part in it

You turned into a narcissist

When I was in the heart of it

I went out and caught up with your friends

I’ve forgotten how they could be so much just like you

I’m looking for answers

Not looking for manners

Not thinking you think I despise you


So I’m running away from my problems

Doing all that I can to dissolve them

Know it’s hard but it wouldn’t be harder

It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be

You’re not one for running

I could see you right in front of me

Too good at being honest to a fault

And I don’t wanna be


It’s hard for me to handle

Gripping burning candles

Looking for the answers like

dont need you w/ mosh

Marz

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