youre adding pressure to the metal pressed against my bones
im always rushing cuz im scared im gonna lose it all
like a stray dog, i get afraid and start to bite
and now they backing out cuz who the fuck would deal with that

i say nothing fucking matters, so whats up with the tears?
im always rotting in my room, nobody runs into me
i dont want nobody to be talking bout me
theres nothing in this world that could ever make me free

but dont you worry about me ill be good
light another cigarette as i put on the hood
you think i wouldnt end this shit if i could
scream your lungs out as you should yea

scream ur lungs out as u should

megan - i really did try but it never works

I Hate Myself I Cant Help It

june - runaway

megan - find a way to stay

Oma

What if i end up 25 with no life
This shit a swimmin pool i took a nosedive
aint know how to swim chlorine in both eyes
Gaspin up for air water in my lungs
And life guard got no time for me
Debt death depressed
Those are my biggest fears i must confess
Cuz my life is switching gears and im so stressed
“But youre so blessed”
I mean i guess
Its cool but it dont mean shit
If i cant put my momma in a house go to another country and just see shit
Bitch i wanna be shit
I might kms if i dont turn this into something and i mf mean it
You better believe it
I dont want that house if the grass aint the greenest
Aint drivin that car if it dont vroom vroom the meanest
Take my belt off the whole world can suck my penis
Bitch


@justasecrett

damn
i dont know where to start
i just wanna get far in life
dont wanna fall behind
bad thoughts all in the front and the back of mind
just hopin i can blow up and get back in time
i dont wanna age cuz i see youth as achievement
can you believe it
niggas younger than me doin better than me, i cant conceive it
i just wanna be the best in my section
watch money fame talent rise like an erection
i dont believe in god but i be doin the blessin
i hate gettin too personal, im takin a step back
i dont believe in hatin but i do for the getback
and every single day just feels like a new setback
another fucking year of my life, i can't bet that
i'll ever get up to the top, don't forget that
and im just scared that you gon think my music is bad
maybe im movin too slow or is it too fast
and im just really jealous of achievements youve had
sometimes i think its time for a new path
but then i get a fucking like on my soundcloud

1/5th life crisis @estella

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truth be told thanksgiving playlist #gloom

it's 12 am, i'm still asleep
i'm zoning when i'm off the tree
i'm stupid and i don't know how i live like this

i'm real off of the lsd
i'm fighting just to keep the peace
i'm stupid and i don't know how i live like this

i try my best for you and you dont even bat an eye
i've done too much and now i'm stupid and my brains fried
you call me weird when i cry but you're the reason why
it's a full moon girl, you're my zombie bride

seriously HOW did I sleep in til 12

i did the lyrics for this one
hi guyz

i was born to lose
i was born to be stupid
but everyday in the house feels so much more useless

did wanna put you through this
sorry i was acting ruthless
better pack up cus were fucking moving
if i was in your life i wouldn't do this

but it turns out i get used to it
get used to cigarette burns all over my skin
but im a rockstar
goth all within
i tried to use a pencil sharpener
but i missed

put your fists down you dont want this
your just a bitch
not a single part about you that
im gonna miss
you call me a baby as i suck
on your tits
as it starts to come to a end
i remanence 

born to lose

best believe (04-28-25)

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