gray!

this was written for a friend struggling with addiction. hope you’re doing better!

Løuis
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lyrics:
i’m having trouble breathing now
you stole the air away from me
i tried to quit but figured out
you were the one controlling me
i added cigarettes to fuel the poison inside my lungs
cuz lately you don’t feel the same and i desire the buzz
another hit to drown the noises out cuz love isn’t fun
i watched the world go up in flames inhaled the smoke now i’m numb

alicia
alicia
i was addicted to your touch
alicia 
alicia
i needed you more than the drugs
alicia 
i needed ya 
i’m lost without you
i broke your trust
but i never meant to hurt your soul

so i’m backing off
told you that i quit but you heard the cough
i tried
yeah i tried
but i’m not gonna to make it
cuz nothing really works guess i’m forever jaded now
you started masking the memories 
by changing my chemistry
your love is a drug and misery loves her company
an addict for so long
it messed with me mentally 
connection was so strong
till you killed the energy
i stopped using that night
but you relapsed in my mind
want you in my life
you’re gone for good this time
i made you the enemy
the problems in my mind
love and drugs were my synergy 
they couldn’t intertwine
really messed with me mentally
depression hypnotized
the sedative spoke to me
said leave the world behind

alicia
alicia
i was addicted to your touch
alicia 
alicia
i needed you more than the drugs
alicia 
i needed ya 
i’m lost without you
i broke your trust
but i never meant to hurt your soul

i’ll fight until the death of me
it’s midnight and i’m crying myself to sleep
i love you wish you knew what you meant to me
the last thing you said was rest in peace

alicia 
i needed ya 
i’m lost without you
i broke your trust
but i never meant to hurt your soul

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i feel the presence of ghosts
 i think i’m getting too close
 they’re tryna close in the distance   
i feel the presence of ghosts 
i think i’m getting too close
 i think im becoming one of them  
too far gone 
too far gone 
to rescue me 
 i dont know where to go
  too far gone 
too far gone, 
can’t help me now 
help me now 
help me now  

up for 48
can’t shake this anxiety  yeah i might go insane
alcohol and nicotine will keep feeling safe
i know that it’s killing me bringing me to my grave
i don’t wanna go back no
it ain’t all bad though
i ain’t addicted baby yeah i just wanna taste
never sober is the anthem 
kicking it with a phantom
i can quit any minute so give me something to take
drinking all alone
i don’t wanna be here all alone
i thought you said you would never go
turned out, you were a ghost

i feel the presence of ghosts
 i think i’m getting too close
 they’re tryna close in the distance   
i feel the presence of ghosts 
i think i’m getting too close
 i think im becoming one of them  
too far gone 
too far gone 
to rescue me 
 i dont know where to go
  too far gone 
too far gone, 
can’t help me now 
help me now 
help me now

ghosts

Next Time It's Too Late

Adrenaline

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Lyrics:
1,2,3

(Verse 1)

(Hey)
I'll bite my tongue and we'll makeout in the backseat
If you hate my guts then, baby, why do we act like we dont wake up drunk?
It's the same thing as last week
This panic attack's everlasting
I got your name on my tattoos
My therapist just told me that your bad news
Karma's a bitch, she told me that we're past due
At this party getting faded inside the bathroom
Til' I cant feel a thing

(Bridge)

Can't seem to get you outta my head
Without me it seems like you've never been better

(Pre-Chorus)

I dont want you to be okay
How'd I let you get away like that?
Throwing polaroids in propane
Now were going up in flames I guess

(Chorus)

SOS!
Do you hear me at all?
I'm left for dead
I've been having withdrawals & I can't catch my breath
I didn't know we were flawed
Now you're just my ex
I'm screaming SOS at the top of my (lungs)

(Verse 2)

(Aye)
Twin flame, met you in a past life
I said that last time, it would be the last time
But we switched lanes, all you do is gaslight
I might crash, blurry vision while I pass by
You made me hate LA
I think I'm in too deep, 'cause I cant feel my face (feel my face)
And lately, I'm afraid it leaves a bad taste everytime I say your name

(Pre-chorus)

I dont want you to be okay
How'd I let you get away like that?
Throwing polaroids in propane
Now were going up in flames I guess

(Chorus)

SOS!
Do you hear me at all?
I'm left for dead
I've been having withdrawals & I can't catch my breath
I didn't know we were flawed
Now you're just my ex
I'm screaming SOS at the top of my lungs!

(Post-Chorus)

Now you're just my ex
I'm screaming SOS

SOS!

In Love With The Pain

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