LIKE JAMIE XX IN KINDERGARTEN

Very smooth and gentle piano improv:-)

Sent it to my wonderful friend, the best possible navigator through my improvisations

Your nasal sighs at 8:30 at 10:10 the slowed paced at 10:50 then picking up into a faster pacer at 11:10, ❤️ that beautiful traverse, I felt as though I was sat next to you. At 14:00ish it gained so much more depth, kinda emotional. Whatever that melodic addition at 15:30 is, is beautiful. Change of emotion at 16:00 - happier. So at 17:10, quite the roller coaster 🎢 I’m on. 22:10 I like the change, a feel of uncertainty, 22:45 the subtle humming warms my heart yeeeeesh. You should hum and ruppapah more often. 25:50 - I’m curious as to what makes you feel whatever your feeling and humming. Perhaps you can tell me your motivation? I see your face clear as day, 27:00 - how stiff? Do you need another spa massage? 🧖‍♂️ 💆@29:00 more of these types lyrical content please!! Which body? Which mind? - literally so engaged right now.36:00 is this all improv? 37:16 Amen 🙏 41:00 ❤️ 41:16 wowzer - are you singing to me? It feels like you’re performing for me. 42:19 I’m dancing now. 42:40 oh myyyyyyy. 43:40 - what is his emotional feed? 46:10 Is that his pain? 47:30 am I going to cry?
49:50 ok happy again, sounds complex 50:30 much happier again. 
51:30 hands out in front of me swaying as if they were out of a car window on a country road. 52:20 god I miss summer. 53:38 I should be listening to this on my headphones, I should be listening to this in a concert hall. 54:26 maybe he’ll play at my wedding, or my funeral. Or both. 56:00 Jazzy almost. 58:10 I want to take Matej to Burning Man with me.  1:01:30 yeeeeeah 🎵 1:05:15 funky

(fuck) External validation

mor·pho·sis

The manner in which an organism or any of its parts changes form or undergoes development. Greek morphōsis, process of forming

Pain Be Progress

To extract the pure true authenticity, tear down the imaginary barriers, make it ugly, make it beautiful, make it whatever it takes, make it whatever it takes to be you, the real you and then lose the sense of all this and just get to the point of pure isness (checkout the talk of russell brand with mooji for that)

Matyseeeek<3