this is beyond beautiful!!! this is miraculous!

My new list

lifelike.

The older that I get, yeah, can feel the ash on my tongue
Mmm, It’s stacking higher and higher, fhe fiberglass in my lungs
I ain’t no Jaden or SYRE, I didn’t come from no funds
I couldn’t be no Messiah, the grapes and  the plums
That I dried on my windowsill
I thank my stars every day that I ain’t into pills
Cause my cousins was passing em it ain’t no deal
Coulda took only half of it, would a spun out and crashed in it
My controller ain’t accurate, yeah, but it’s all for real

Do you like it, when I get lonely
Does it remind you it’s all your fault
Do you hate me when I look happy
Does it remind you of all your faults
Baby don’t blame nobody baby don’t blame
Baby don’t blame nobody baby don’t blame 
Baby don’t blame nobody baby don’t blame
nobody else for what you did

Do you play the game so you can save something
I couldn’t live with myself if I just say nothing
I got this one shot, load it up, here that gun pop
Nothing’s really good enough, chew me up like a gum drop
Spit me out, let me vouch fully for my cadets
Spent a lot years teaching, couldn’t learn behind the desk 
There’s a lot of y’all wondering how I deal with all the stress
Here’s the secret to my motivation, I just stay depressed
God damn feelings get on my nerves
I resolved quickly to just suppress it
35 really a thousand words
Wonder how quickly they get the message

Do you like it, when I get lonely
Does it remind you it’s all your fault
Do you hate me when I look happy
Does it remind you of all your faults
Baby don’t blame nobody baby don’t blame
Baby don’t blame nobody baby don’t blame 
Baby don’t blame nobody baby don’t blame
nobody else for what you did

Don’t call me by my first name if you ain’t know me since I was young
Just don’t call me by any other name, I’m still somebody’s son

fiberglass prod. by eerieskies.

@user-214378176

Everything you can imagine.
Anything that you can't. 
Sign in. 

The future is now. Been. 
Unabsolvable sin.
World’s fingertips on the cliff. 
Gridlock indefensible. 
Preventable. Enlighten these kids.
Anything less than flash
get swept with the phoenix ash. 
Be honest. Fear that you feel in passing. 
Exactly the cause. Inaction. 
Drum beat stops and the nods all vanish. 
Already know what’s right. Quit hasslin’. 
Crushed under weight of the 
whole entire old empire crashin’.
Hold my own guilt up as a gift. 
Shame on those too vain to admit. 
Both us shut out the biggest pic. 
Chicken with a runaway train. Who wins? 
Move. Shake to the beat away from the real. 
Ain’t nothin’ to see round here. 
And we’re walking. 
Matter of time ‘fore it all comes knocking 
and everything locking it out disappears.

I said somethin' that he said. 
Somethin' that she said, somethin' that you said.
Somethin' important. Somethin' unsaid. 
Never before and never again. Dot com slash. 
I do somethin' that they do. 
Somethin' we all do. All in our heads. 
Doesn’t make sense how much it makes sense. 
Too bad we can't give up. 
We're all we got left. 
Internet can't save you. Own saviors. 
Internalize that danger. 
Regular day in shreds. 
Can’t flash back to a war in progress. 
Trauma response inbred.
Doubt in your neighbor’s trust embedded. 
Stabs in the back from friends expected. 
Soothin’ away what’s next. 
Death death death death death.

Front back and sides. 
Top and bottom. Near automatized. 
Fast track. First in line 
to orchestrate our own demise. 
Sides back and front. 
Bottoms up. Dust to dirty dust. 
Everytime mankind civilized a bust. 
Why not us? 
Front back and sides.
Top and bottom. Whole entire lives.
Waste, want. Glutton eyes. 
Gut too full to swallow pride.
Sides back and front. 
Bottoms up. Blood for royal blood. 
Wallow in your mud. 
Ring my number
when you’ve had enough.

thewholeentireuniverse.com [prod. by dexter hamlin]

Dozen times @lifeknows

https://open.spotify.com/track/59fi87Lqzm2G1MozooJrnl
Follow reisha @reishaa <3
Lyrics
[verse 1]
my red lipstick stains on your white t-shirt
but i guess we would never be the same
i love u less each day
our love is fading
but we don't talk much about it yet

[chorus]
i won't ever be what you want
if this is love then why don't we work it out?
or maybe it's too late for hoping
or maybe i'm holding on to nothing

[verse 2]
your sins wrapped in tiffany blue
they look gorgeous just like you
maybe we could drive and talk about it
i'm your baby doll but i'm fading

[chorus]
i wont ever be what u want
if this is love then why dont we work it out
or maybe it's too late for hoping
i'm your baby doll but i'm fading

love u less (ft. reisha)

Mindstate Kid Verse

mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/hydetherapper
prod. Jasepi Kicks (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_rm4P3NsqoahYLAuUGufyg)

all gud vibes, don't waste time
memes are fun but rot your mind
just ask me, see my song
i can't tell what's going on

Chrosky | Memeboi (prod. Jasepi Kicks)

mixed/mastered by soundcloud.com/hydetherapper
prod. https://soundcloud.com/masked-man-peace

Chrosky | Golden (prod. Masked Man)

prod. Illuid Haller
written/recorded/mixed by me

i liek cookies

Chrosky | Cookies (prod. Illuid Haller)

Featuring @chevyha
Lyrics:
I don't know why 
But lately you're in my head 
Spendin' your time 
Runnin' around and makin' my mind spin 

And I just wanna know 
If you feel the same way 
Coz I just can't stop 
Can't stop thinkin' 'bout you 

In my head 
In my mind 
You're all I dream about 
You're all I dream about 
Your face 
And your love 
Is all I dream about 
Is all I think about 

I'm wastin' away 
Just waitin' up on you 
Oh I'm going insane wonderin' 
If you like me too 

Boy I just gotta know 
If you feel the same way 
Coz I just can't stop 
Can't stop thinkin' 'bout you 

In my head 
In my mind 
You're all I dream about 
You're all I dream about 
Your face 
And your love 
Is all I dream about 
Is all I think about

NVTHVN x ok2222 - Sunday Dreamin' (ft. Chevy)

Automatic

🤑

** I am the creator and original uploader of this mashup. **

i was pressured to post it here even tho i never use soundcloud because people seem to like it more than youtube. but at least I get to use an aesthetic font here, LOL

please enjoy 🤍:)

originally posted on youtube: https://youtu.be/VlpicpvqaII

WAV download: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1MYZziWaxpgBrwnfD415NzNn2iIssEr3y/view

𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕕𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕟 𝕤𝕒𝕪 𝕤𝕠 // 𝕤𝕒𝕪 𝕤𝕠 𝕟 𝕘𝕠

backstory: https://www.instagram.com/p/B-VP1LzH2ut
LISTEN ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/BfDsmBWueRw
LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7vLkv2Rti59rxOXtaFufm8?si=QSu1gDhpRryzsKaFUZ_bnA

My second time on that bridge, I remembered. 
The rail that I leaned my bike against. 
Where I craned my neck over 
and gazed through my reflection. 
Moon sat in the same seat, breeze same direction. 
And I still can't cry. 
I left her stranded at a dive, I dove. 
Pedaling frantic, voices echoing the stories she told. 
Tales of abuse, distrust, vices that bind, and lovers who fold. 
With each turn of these wheels, I author one more. 
Building a home. 
Doomed to be haunted. 
Her resources brittle and my tools exhausted. 
She needed shelter. I needed someone, so I helped her. 
A wish-it-was love, stitched up and severed. 
Maybe this time.
If I well up my eyes,
Stare straight at her truth and my lies...
Bone dry. 
What am I gonna do? 
Every time I said I love her, 
my heart said I still love you.

My first time on that bridge, I was lost. 
Twenty-three hundred miles offtrack. 
Met you on one coast, and flew to the other 
before I could call you back. You called me, 
and lit a fire as bright as a fire 
lit by LCD screens can be. 
Bright enough to lose sleep. 
Eagerness slips to anxiety when focus shifts 
from texting to the silence in between.
No reply so I make up my own. 
Can't love the same over phone. 
I can't hear you, you're breaking up. 
Alone, building a home. 
Twenty-three hundred miles apart. 
Always finish what I start, especially with my heart. 
Loved with a vision too tunnel to listen 
when heartstrings snap from too long of a distance. 
Why can't you be here? 
Why can't I be there? 
Hearing your voice without feeling your breath. 
I want air we can share. 
Instead it's winds as cold as my stare, off of this bridge. 
Strain for a shred of a tear I can shed. 
Bare. I should be sobbing. 
Maybe the fact I can't is a sign. 
How's my body supposed to cry for a heart 
that was only ever in my mind? 
Open to loss if I can't find closure.
My third time on that bridge, 
I rode right over.

bridging [prod. by mr. master]

Light from your lips.
Blind from your kiss.

Fairy sugar plum.
Wholesome fantasy.
Oops side up. 
Unreal reality. 
Hey hey. 
My R&B 
been more B this week. 
One-way time machine. 
Camped out on the street. 

Oh darlin',
love got me hatin'. 
How'd all the pain 
in the paradise we made 
get so invasive?
It would hurt less if you lied. 
It hurts all the more 
that you were tellin' the truth 
the whole time.

Snap out of it.
Come to.
Steer clear of it.
Don't let it hurt you.

Snap back to it.
It doesn't hurt to try. 
Oh, the more you step back,
the further you get from the first time.

Window seat.

oops side up [prod. by mr. master]

LYRICS ON GENIUS: https://genius.com/Mr-master-caution-lyrics
LISTEN ON YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=54j4hT3kVrE
LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/3XP0mmGC7lZRXWfcva8ZtD?si=WUWjL6F_T4m-3CXj_RW36Q

bridging [prod. by mr. master]

mr. master

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