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Lyrics:

[Intro]
Have you ever felt detached from the world? Or felt like you don't belong in your own body when you look down at your hands?

[Bridge]
Who is it? Who's me?

[Verse 1]
Everything feels artificial
everything’s the same
disconnected from reality
I float above my body

Gotta ground myself in mirrors
Just to know that I’m still there

But most days I barely see myself
Been living as a poltergeist 
I try so hard to feel like me
but if i’m trying is that me?

I don’t think anybody gets me
no one wants to get to know me
Isolation’s overwhelming
Please somebody ask me how I am

[Verse 2]
Sometimes I miss the pain
Sometimes I miss the past
Sometimes I miss my friends
But do they miss me?

Sometimes I don't care at all
Sometimes I want the world to burn
Sometimes I hate everyone I know

Sometimes it is hard to pray
Sometimes I don't feel super close to God even though I know He's always there
Sin always gets in the way

Sometimes I don't like myself that much
Sometimes I hate the way I look
Sometimes I feel like I'm broke

Sometimes I have to force myself to laugh
Sometimes I wish I could cry
Sometimes I just scream

Sometimes I feel empty
Sometimes I feel numb
Sometimes I feel so alone

Sometimes I don't want to feel
Sometimes I just want to feel

[Bridge 2]
But what about this me that I can hear talking right here and now? It's me, isn't it?

[Verse 3]
Have you ever felt..when you feel like a robot, or don't feel like yourself?
And struggle with feeling in tune with emotions
When you feel like an outside observer of your own life
They feel disconnected
They feel numb and out of control
When you feel cut off from yourself
When you don't feel like yourself

[Verse 4]
Why do I always feel like this? (x12)

[Verse 5]
I know, I haven't been the best of sons
I haven't found a drop of You
You specialize in dying
And You hear me screaming "Father!"
And I'm lying here just crying
So wash me with Your water!

Husk

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