Is this in fucking english? What the hell are yoo saying lol

Damn, this is actually pretty good, my russian is rusty but still this is pretty fire

ur music is literally so good!!!!! even if I don't know what u saying lmao✨️⭐️✨️⭐️

stylistically inspired by the song "placeholder" by the talented @sendflowrs

prod. guda & xmichaelwarren

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~lyrics~

if you really hate me then you just gotta say so 
but if you really love me baby then you gotta show it 
cross around your neck, but i dont see a halo 
turn off the lights and then your eyes start glowin 
ima drink til the bottle is empty 
ill take my life baby dont you dare tempt me 
i fucking love you, tell me why it doesnt mean shit
i could never throw you out, still got your blood on my fendi

hold me down, dont hold me back 
i would burn these racks, if itd bring you back 
yeah i was toxic but you know you were too 
the only person that the pills is hurtin is you
every day, was like you're rotting away 
i wish i picked em up and threw em away
but baby you and i both know what would happen 
black eyed, all ur guys'd start laughing

how the fuck do i miss that? 
how could i miss you?
but you dont gotta cap,
i know you miss me too
so what you wanna do? 
what are you tryna prove?
you know i cant be me without you

i promised you id quit but we both know i got problems
i promise you if you come back itll solve them
i cut my friends off for you so i cant call them 
your voice is gettin louder in my head i cant stall him
n all i see is the rain
everybody else is all the same 
the percs are rotting your brain 
but i guess this bottle is just doin the same 
but i dont wanna die that way, i wanna die in your arms 
no foul, no harm 
i can take you back, ignore the scars on my arms

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prod - @johnnyfriend & me <3
mix - me ^^

im scared u'll hate me
does that make me crazy?
yeah, is there something wrong with u?
what are u going through?
and i still stay up late
wondering what to say

pulling pedals off of roses
telling me i'm hopeless
u think that i don't notice?
i'd rather use a lotus, oh

where do i go from here?
i'm missing u my dear
i fear that the end is near
but it's okay
in no way
will it hurt me
leaves keep falling down
and i don't know this town

memories lurk, always in the dirt
i'll tell ur man that he's the worst
and seeing u two always hurts
and now i'm fighting them all
i have nobody to call
and i'm pushed up a wall
how do i stay calm?

what could i do?
i, i never had a clue
but i'll fight this one for u
(oooh)

im scared u'll hate me
does that make me crazy?
yeah, is there something wrong with u?
what are u going through?
and i still stay up late
wondering what to say

and i'm trying to make sense
but i'm brainless
yeah, when ypu're giving me a kiss
it isn't painless
yeah, and everything you did
it was so shameless
woah, and i'm pretty sure u
get the fucking premise
i can't reminisce, no

im new here // prod. johnnyfriend & ctr1s

made this in like 4 hours I wanna cry fuk this song LMAO

Ramune and Cigarettes prod roku beats

@55depths
@silentcxbin
@failure404
produced by me.
EP art by cxbin!

off of the COGNIZANT EP with silentcxbin!

lyrics:
(dth)
you think you know me
but you knew me
face it
while i'm lost in the darkness
and tracing my own chalk outline on the pavement
you must be dreaming
to think
that i'll take this
while i listen to you
exposing the truth in your own self hatred

is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that

(epitomeoffailure)
i know you know that i can't stay
these racing thoughts have been
plaguing my brain
oh how i wish things would
stay the same
now i'm in pain
i have seen better days
i remember when things were simple
now every day just feels like a struggle
to know my place
and where i belong
when half the time
i don't know what's going on

(cxbin)
if i fall will i land?
well take me back to eden
place your bet
draw your hand
but still there never even

okay ya your walking now
okay ill just go on bout
don't wanna sit and pout now
don't wanna be around now

sell my soul
the scripture already written
don't think twice
but maybe i should listen
fucked up now
can't get out the kitchen
shoot at me 
got plenty ammunition
unload rounds in me
in my chest
keeps me down
from doing my best
i'm a stupid fuck
its all in my head
well that's what you wanted right?

(dth)
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that

tough w/ epitomeoffailure and silentcxbin

automatic

OUT NOW ON ALL PLATS

LYRICS

Wish I would’ve listened when my friends talked about you. 
Never did I notice all the times I was melting away.
In this place in this time I
Won’t go back tonight 
And in my mind I saw you die that day 

And I don’t mind a single thing 
Cause the words you say don’t mean nothing 
Oh no now
I - I 
Won’t try 
 try too save you 

Oh my 
Hold on 
Watchu telling me 
won’t wait 
Won’t wait 
For another scene 
I’ve seen now how this gone play out 

I been losing sleep 
Losing sleep 
Fucking constantly  
I can barely breathe
Barely breathe 
What is wrong with me 
I don’t recognize not a bit what’s in front of me 
You been changing fast moving rash like the open sea

Wish I never would of looked back 
I been struggling to find my way 
In my mind I saw you die that day 

And I don’t mind a single thing 
Cause the words you say don’t mean nothing 
Oh no now
I I
Won’t try 
 try too save you 

Oh my 
Hold on 
Watchu telling me 
won’t wait 
Won’t wait 
For another scene 
I’ve seen now how this gone play out

Save You prod reesoo

Decided to make this song for my birthday, I hope you all like it! <3

prod. @erxn_music, featuring @soliooooo, mastered by @nokerbforever
cover by https://www.instagram.com/k1baru/

Thank you to everyone!!

lyrics:
Call me just to make sure I am doing good
But could you tell, I aint so so much of a good?
I am a walking corpse, I wanna kill myself
I felt all these sparks, focus on yourself

Girl, do you know how I feel?
Empty room, I seem to only think of you
I seem crazy when I'm just obsessed
Sorry for being a piece of trash
Hold me tight, I cant do nothing right
Your hands were so soft, I need you once more

I need you once more
Falling on the floor
Why did you leave me
Did I do you so wrong?
Cant you see?
I'm suffering without you
It has been so long
Since I've seen your face
Now all I do is lace

(solio)
Oops i did it again 
I fuckin hate the way you lied to me 
And killed all my friends
And now you're trying 
Your apologies, like it won't offend, 
I got a lot of animosity for you in the end. 
damn your praying on my downfall, 
I told you that you shouldn't been around her, 
and now you want me dead on the ash fault, 
you made a bad mistake and a bad call.

And now its only you and me in the room
Hoping that you will go ahead and bloom
It’s doomsday, I lost my honest way
Never gonna lose to myself
You’re my ally and I’m my enemy
Im not gonna fight this war by myself
And I know how you looked so preciously
I was on the ground, let down by everyone
Can you better than anyone?
And this love that I felt was never lust
Cus even when we fucked, I loved you
So can you ...

Call me just to make sure I am doing good
But could you tell, I aint so so much of a good?
I am a walking corpse, I wanna kill myself
I felt all these sparks, focus on yourself

Girl, do you know how I feel?
Empty room, I seem to only think of you
I seem crazy when I'm just obsessed
Sorry for being a piece of trash
Hold me tight, I cant do nothing right
Your hands were so soft, I need you once more

I need you once more
Falling on the floor
Why did you leave me
Did I do you so wrong?
Cant you see?
I'm suffering without you
It has been so long
Since I've seen your face
Now all I do is lace

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EVINCE (ft. SOLIO) [prod. ERXN]

prod by me

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Designer (w/flowelly)

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LYRIC/////
I did what i did, nothings gonna change that
Change who i am go way back
Ive been me, changing gradually
Through life were evolving we have to be

Time and place, everything gon change
Think you got the best of me but nothings in my way
except myself, except my mind, except my stupid ways to waste my time
We all change, life moves on, we recover from pain, and move beyond
We all fuck up, we all do wrong, the question is how u gonna stay strong

Its unlikely, i fucked up and you know that
Overthink myself sleep, time move forward cant go back
You try your best to make amends
But i cant fix what doesnt bend 
I used to think you were my friend
Now i see it was it all pretend
I fucked up once you left the end.

everything gon change [prod. mndls1600]

Puddles of tears are laid across my web
All eight legs take very careful steps
Feel like i'm trapped in my own knots
I know its self sabotage but i can't stop

Ladybugs and butterflies they get it easy
But when i'm around people get uneasy
Even though me and ladybugs are alike
I don't understand what people dislike

world so big i wish i could make it
People try to tell me that i should fake it
But even when i try i still look the same
An eight legged creep with sharp fangs

And if i was red and had spots
Would they still leave me until i rot
I guess ill stay in my spider-utopia
I wish you didn't have Arachnophobia

I'm stuck in my home with nothing to do
wish i could go outside and play with you
But all eight legs are hard to carry
And all the other insects find me really scary

Im soft and delicate and scared of heights
I don't like getting in physical fights
I might seem frightening but i am not
I know its your views it is not my fault

world so big i wish i could make it
People try to tell me that i should fake it
But even when i try i still look the same
An eight legged creep with sharp fangs

And if i was red and had spots
Would they still leave me until i rot
I guess ill stay in my spider-utopia
I wish you didn't have Arachnophobia

Designer (w/flowelly)

mate

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