lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @killedmyself

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backyard beetle - spoken (prod. killedmyself)

i dont really like where youre pulling me now
i thought id do better, but youre barely proud
i dont really like that youre not calming me down
ive got nowhere to run now
nowhere to go now

you thought its best for me
but i dont need anything but you now
i did whats best for me 
and honestly i need you right here in my house
cant let this run on much further
further ill fall down
dont know how much i can cope fore' i hit you and fall back down

on the pavement 
on the pavement

pavement

Mundo em Cinzas

High Até Ao Fim (feat. casperrr)

When You Left

Relics

Jazz Zone

Dreamcatcher

software

Nu Disco Mix # 261 by Ilka Onisim

I love this version of nu-disco and synth-pop! Springy synths on the edge of the bass line just don't let go.

AUDIO:
https://t.me/ilkaonisim/1653

VIDEO:
https://youtu.be/76sUTqDcXJ8
https://t.me/myphotoclip/1090

00:08   Morgan Willis - Night Train
04:00   Ben Macklin, Aaron Graham - Morning Light
08:30   Caspro, Stilz - Absolute
12:00   Luxxly - Her
15:10   Jake The Kid - You know
19:00   Cmack - Talk To Me
22:30   iacon - Wannagetit
28:00   Domestic Technology - Night Rider
31:00   Tommy '86 - Sparkling Eyes
35:00   LAU - Instant Sunshine - Luke Million Remix - Instrumental
38:10   Luxxly - Girl Talk
41:00   Sferro - Diskette Disco - Tommy '86 Extended Remix
46:30   The Operator - Le Garçon Mur - Nicolaas Remix
50:30   Louis La Roche - So Much
54:00   Fraser - Waste My Time - Radio Edit
56:30   Sparkee, Neon NiteClub - U Gotta Dance

Art by Amadeo Agis

Nu Disco Mix #261 by Ilka Onisim

dj khaled is my father - cover

wait on me (prod. killedmyself)

produced by @killedmyself

lyrics:

back on my bullshit
back on my bullshit
all my songs sound sad as fuck
if u dont like it dont listen

u playing my new shit
i hear it in ur shit
if you dont like why u sound like it
if u want a verse just say something

if i dont fuck with u
then i wont click the text
i got friends up in my inbox
like i know them but they on read

know them but they changed up
hate me if ion link up
theres lonely nights i wanna go out
but they dont hit me if a song up

ya my girlfriend said our times up
all my close friends in a limbo
young artist i dont give a fuck if
my gmail full of beats tho

my iphone got a cracked screen
that shit not even rose gold
i wake up and spit some listerine
think of new words and a new flow

soon its new phone i got new hoes
its new drugs but the same bros
new songs keep coming out
like 2 a week i dont slow down

2am in a ghost town
its fl till the sun down
i need a song all about this shit
if it dont exist well it does now

every love that i once had got a new guy and they real good
when i open up my newsfeed and i see them i dont feel good
brain cells that i used to have all dead now but the weeds good 
the only lighter i ever use she bought for me and i miss her

she said my new shit it dont sound good
if somethings wrong you can tell me
i dont say shit to anyone
so thats why my songs all about me

back on my bullshit
back on my bullshit
all my songs sound sad as fuck
if u dont like it dont listen

u playing my new shit
i hear it in your shit
if u dont like why u sound like it
if u want a verse just say something

back (prod. killedmyself)

Vocals and art by @hiitshmwav, prod by me

Follow wav:
@hiitshmwav
twitter.com/hmwav
www.instagram.com/hmwav/

Lyrics:

If I forget where I am 
when I wake up, I close my eyes
Sometimes it's better to hide the emotions 
and stay inside

im by myself you missed your chance
i knew that u would leave me here again
to decay all on my own
to portray this all alone
my visions they have grown
as you were yet to show

induced by your simplicities
and everythig u said to me
it dragged me back to memories
of when we first met
and when we first kissed
my lips have never felt so numb

you take the pain away
might blow my brain today
i'm i alive today?
i don't even know myself
i'm so worried for my health
and i know u miss the way it use to feel
and the way it felt so real

im by myself you missed your chance
(Alone again)
i knew that u would leave me here again
(Alone again)
to decay all on my own
(Alone again)
to portray this all alone
my visions they have grown
(Alone again)

If I forget where I am 
when I wake up, I close my eyes
Sometimes it's better to hide the emotions 
and stay inside

hm.wav - idk myself (prod. rodger)

9TAILS - winter nites + morning rain (prod. white shinobi)

It Was Nice Seeing You

wish has been sleeping to this song on repeat and has now got handcuffs tattoo’d on him, resulting in this song being @ 800 plays before it even dropped, i love u wish

this is pretty much thisjealousyisgonnakillme part 2 
prod by tennis player (not andy murray)

lyrics:

hold me i can’t breathe,
put your hands around my throat,
i’m apologising for the things that i’ve done wrong,
got her makeup on my sleeve,
when she cries she don’t let go,
the pain in her eyes is enough to stain my soul

i’m forever ever gonna be chasing this dream,
people wanna talk but never say it to me, it won’t last
it won’t last, yeah 
and i’m thinking bout my friends when i’m tryna get to sleep,
4am thoughts, jealousy on repeat, 
i thought they said that time would stop this

but i guess, things come to those who wait
(and i’m a little impatient, handcuffs now i’m crying at the station)
and you left your smokes when you walked that day 
(fuck you bitch i’m gonna take em, stand up baby it’s a celebration)

everything that you said was a lie,
everything, everything was a lie
thing you said, thing you said yeah yeah yeah yeah
was just a lie

and i guess, i’ll just stay
your lack of empathy, it blows me away
that’s ps i love you, tell you everyday
those brown eyes always put me in my grave

and my mum always said i’ve got a heart of gold
i promise you baby i won’t ever let go,
and i’ll just flip this car on its side, 
when they find us my love, 
still got my hand on your thigh 

everything, that u told me was a lie
everything, that you told me was a lie
everything, everything yeah yeah yeah 
was just a lie

handcuffs

linktr.ee/duncedog

Duncedog is an enigmatic SoundCloud artist and curator known for their eclectic taste and dedication to the platform’s underground music scenes. Operating as a SoundCloud tags archive project, Duncedog’s presence is felt through meticulously curated playlists that showcase a diverse range of genres, including phonk, drum & bass, hip-hop, and experimental electronic music. Their work reflects a deep passion for discovering and promoting lesser-known artists, with playlists like “2024,” “PHONK,” and “DRUM & BASS” serving as love letters to the SoundCloud community—crafted manually with care to highlight tracks from both emerging and established creators.

Beyond curation, Duncedog contributes original music, such as their track RÅÅJGNÅÅSÖBÅÅB (interlude) featured on the 2022 SCUMTAPES Halloween compilation The Many Faces of Filth III: Pantheon of Worldwide Ruin. This interlude showcases their experimental edge, blending raw, gritty sounds with an avant-garde sensibility. Duncedog’s approach emphasizes authenticity and community, fostering connections between artists, listeners, and the platform’s unique subcultures. Active across social platforms like Instagram, YouTube, and Twitter, Duncedog remains a vital force in amplifying the raw, unfiltered spirit of SoundCloud’s creative ecosystem.

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