I want to kill myself

harmful

harmful [i_dont_care_anymore.wav] [FC, 21/06/2023]

nobody will ever understand this self loathing

subahibi freeverse [prod. me]

ant think of a title right  now

Single mix @jisatsucel @prodiv

Crystalmirror331:
i dont even like it i just love it
you aint even my friend you're not my cousin
im really all so done with the fuck shit
so just cut it out

making all this money got me blushing
im sorry i mislead you im just bluffing
i dont polish shit cause im the roughest

life in the city  i feel okay
trees in bloom  i just need the shade
i dont miss  snow i can see the way
must love god the way that im devout
devout to love yeah ill shout you out
i dont need hate  its not allowed

Ithurtstowalk:
forgiven of all my sins by the nun who lives inside my head
you might have seen her on the TV wearing a yellow headband
no matter how many times I think of something impure or unbecoming
walk with me she walks with me and keeps pace with my running
float with me she floats with me she emerges from the ether
takes all of my concrentration if I want to see her
talk with me she talks with me but she doesn't have much to say
you won't believe it but I promise to you she taught me everything

Crystalmirror331 & Ithurtstowalk - Living in the city, prod i.v #MiT

fattt◟boy

@user-592580688-393531003 @chekimeshi @toumeishoujo 

cover art -> https://x.com/saliclaire/status/1911918478447264204

Airport w/ Yung Grundleheim [prod. yve:tte & nezumi22]

Prod @9cg and @jisatsucel

I could see your fake-out, So i faked it
I wish you could see me in a new light
I could tell you good luck but it's belated
I wish you could ??? as the crow fly

Haa
Clear words at night time, I'm dead now
Fear life, Take it straight to the head, I know
Haa

Body full of paint, So i spread it on the pavement
Put the pedal to the metal, But i hate it
9 Hours too long, Flesh naked
Tailed it, In this damn room, Life wasted
(Okay,  okay)
I saw how it was and how it's just for fun
Speaking straight nonsense, Yeah i'm still the one
Everything i claim is mine, It's all 221

Ay, Wha?
Look what i do for fun
Wake up, Same damn day, Smoke another one 
Looking at your hands, How the skin is wrung 
I stop and saw your face, All i could do is run
I use my envy for the better, I get it in any weather, I complain and then get better
I'm never lighter than a feather
I got friends that are faker than some pleather

Faded like i'm Leatherrr,
Bag on my hip
Ah, You can run me back, Name a badder bitch
I'm playing with drums, and i battered it
You'll never believe it like a Magic trick
How could they never believe me when i back it up?
Squad like the AV team, When we pack it up
Tell me what you see in me, You're not lacking much
Watching you in HD, Are you lagging much?

I could see your fake-out, So i faked it
I wish you could see me in a new light
I could tell you good luck but it's belated
Wanna be on my team, Let the crow fly

Hold my heart in your hands, Cause it's damned now
Can you hold my hand Like a damn child
Baby, i can't even figure out my worth, Haohh
If you listen to my words, I'll make it worthwhile

Shit, Shit,
Spread it on the pavement
Put the pedal to the metal, But i hate it
9 Hours too long, Flesh naked
Tailed it, In this damn room, Life wasted
(Okay,  okay)
I saw how it was and how it's just for fun
Speaking straight nonsense, Yeah i'm still the one
Everything i claim is mine, It's all 221


(It's all) 221

Bunny cover

in 2024 i had a psychotic break 
i wasn’t ok i was in a lot pain 
I asked god if i should die
she said yes i don’t know why 
prayers only get you so far 
killing myself is self care
and purity my only sin

heaven today
heaven tonight
heaven is dead
for death is heaven

HEAVEN & PURITY

take me home after it’s done
take me home after it’s done
i just wanna go home 
i just wanna see my pets

i just wanna be alone 
i don’t know why though 
is it the anxiety
crippling mental i can’t breathe 

omg it feels like the end
omg it feels like the end
omg it feels like the end
omg it feels like the end

TAKE ME HOME

feel the same br

https://soundcloud.com/zorphi/us-vs-everyone-prod-niagara756 nitecore

days shatter

Crystalmirror331 - sorry come knocking [prod. pcb]

Girdy was a boy was boy no one wanted to love
So he did it all himself and started doing drugs 
Picture of his family right beside of his blood when they found head smeared on his shelf 
Oooooo only 21 
Ooooo it’s what Girdy wants 

#wifiskeleton #skeleton #girdy #draen #sad #lilpeep

feel the same br

mati 4

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