Light Myself On Fire

Lyrics

Sneak like a ghost
Tiptoe-in feet
A broken home
A broken dream
But you
Oh you
Can see right through me

It’s not a joke
I wanna change
I tell myself that every god damn day
I stay the same

It feels good to be living a lie 
It feels good to be somebody else tonight
It feels good when you open your mind
So you and me will never die

I’ve got a host
Stuck in my brain
Pulling the levers, controlling what I say
He won’t go away

I got a notion
The more I take
The more control he has over what I think
Guess that’s ok

It feels good to be living a lie 
It feels good to be someone else tonight
It feels good to open your mind 
cuz you and me will never die

It feels good to be doing it right
It feels good but my throats getting dry
It feels good ignoring advice
Cuz you and me will never die

Written by Ryan Marshall Lawhon and Taylor Lawhon
Mixed by Billy Pavone
Mastered by Gene Grimaldi
Drums by Dan Bailey
Additional Vocals by Lizzy Land

U + Me Will Never Die

Lyrics:

I can't sleep when I'm alone
I'm scared of dying in my dreams
I stay awake

I know you're not perfect
Neither am I and that's ok
So I tried to stay

Love me or don’t
Just don’t let me know
If every fear in my mind’s coming true
All of the seams in our lives are connected 
And now I just can’t escape you
I’m splitting in two

I keep my feelings to myself
The distance takes the pain away
Everything fades

I don't know what I really want
I don't know what I want to say
So I won't say a thing

Love me or don’t
Just don’t let me know
If every fear in my mind’s coming true
All of the seams in our lives are connected 
And now I just can’t escape you
I’m splitting in two

Written by Ryan Marshall Lawhon and Taylor Lawhon
Mixed by Ryan Marshall Lawhon
Mastered by Gene Grimaldi

Splitting In Two

Lyrics:

Take me to church oh Georgie 
Give me something to fuel my love 
Give me enough 
I wanna see the sun again
Take me to church with my friends 
Find us a way to cure our blood 
It’s fillin’ up 
And I just wanna be right again 

Heavens Lonely without you 
Time move slowly without you 

Come over to my place darling
Bring everyone we’ve got enough
Climbing up 
The stars are comin out again 
Don’t leave me hangin darling 
I don’t know what happens when I’m alone 
I can’t be alone 
I just wanna be right again 

Heavens Lonely without you 
Time move slowly without you 
Heavens Lonely when I want you 
The night is boring without you 

Written by Ryan Marshall Lawhon and Taylor Lawhon
Mixed by Ryan Marshall Lawhon
Mastered by Gene Grimaldi

Heaven's Lonely

Lyrics

Gonna light myself on fire baby
Gonna light myself en fuego hunny
Born with two feet runnin bunny
Gonna light myself fiya ya ya ya
 
Haven’t hit rock bottom yet 
But I can rock this bottom
Tet a tet
Turn the tv up real loud
So we can hear those mating ritual sounds

Hear my voice up on the screen
Sold my soul for that tv

Oh Oh Oh I’m broke
Oh I don’t wanna be
Oh Oh Oh I’ll light myself on fire super cheap
No no ain’t no joke
No I’m a beauty queen
Oh oh I just need a fire burning under me

Gonna light myself on fire baby
Gonna light myself en fuego hunny
Born with two feet runnin bunny
Gonna light myself fiya ya ya ya

Why are vet costs so damn high
I don’t want my cat to die

Oh Oh Oh I’m broke
Oh I don’t wanna be
Oh Oh Oh I’ll light myself on fire super cheap
No no ain’t no joke
No I’m a beauty queen
Oh oh I just need a fire burning under me


Written by Ryan Marshall Lawhon, Taylor Lawhon and Garrett English
Mixed by Ryan Marshall Lawhon
Mastered by Gene Grimaldi

Lyrics

this is your call
turn it off, turn off your mind
i wanna know more of you in the light
i close my eyes 
see us swaying side by side
maybe feel a little more alive
feel a little close with you tonight

stop making sense 
quit talking
stop making sense
start falling
stop making sense 
hold onto me
you’re always at your best
when you’re not making sense

no time for words
let em lie, let em lie down
all things we’ve heard
mean next to nothing now…
lets stay up high,
come back down when we like
never running outta time
just leaving our minds behind

stop making sense 
quit talking
stop making sense
start falling
stop making sense 
hold onto me
you’re always at your best
when you’re not making sense

Written by Ryan Marshall Lawhon and Sean Van Vleet
Mixed by Ryan Marshall Lawhon
Mastered by Gene Grimaldi

Stop Making Sense

Lyrics

It feels like
The first time that I saw you walking up to me 
A moment stuck in time 
It’s a riptide
I played it off as cool as I could be knowing that one day we would leave together

I don’t wanna know you anymore
I don’t wanna know you anymore
Cuz I’m so sick and tired of feeling like I’m second every time
I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna do this anymore
But every time I get this close I get afraid that you won’t be mine

In low light
My photographic memory is noisy cuz I don’t know what I’m shooting half the time
But the highlights
Were high enough to get my heart to jump at just the thought of seeing you

I don’t wanna know you anymore
I don’t wanna know you anymore
Cuz I’m so sick and tired of feeling like I’m second every time
I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna do this anymore
But every time I get this close I get afraid that you won’t be mine  

When I say
I don’t wanna know you anymore
It don’t mean I don’t want you anymore
It doesn’t mean I that don’t want you in my life 
I just wanna hold you like before
I just wanna lay there on the floor
But every time we get that close we lose our minds

I don’t wanna know you anymore
I don’t wanna know you anymore
Cuz I’m so sick and tired of feeling like I’m second every time
I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna do this anymore
But every time I get this close I get afraid that you won’t be mine

Written by Ryan Marshall Lawhon
Mixed by Ryan Marshall Lawhon
Mastered by Gene Grimaldi

Low Light

Lyrics

I could tell you that I’m right
That I know just what to do
Im a quarterback with nothing written in my playbook
You can talk to anyone
They can tell you anything
But absolutely no one knows how tomorrow gonna be

I’m a parasite without a host 
I don’t wanna be some kind of monster
Staring down the barrel at the end of the world 
I’m a wooden man in burning room
I dont wanna be some kind of monster
Staring at the end of the world


If you burn a forest down
Then the seeds are gonna take
And in a few short years there will be new life at the gate
But if cut the lumber down
You harvest everything
There’s nothing left to grow it’ll be your children who pay

I’m a parasite without a host 
Turning into some kind of monster
Staring down the barrel at the end of the world
I’m a burning man in wooden room
Turning into some kind of monster
I don’t wanna be myself anymore

Written by Ryan Marshall Lawhon and Taylor Lawhon
Mixed by Ryan Marshall Lawhon
Mastered by Gene Grimaldi

Monster

Lyrics

I believe what’s in my head
But I won’t be dead to it

A worthless fight
A stubborn man
Like a sun that never sets

Talking in my sleep to
Every girl I meet who
Looks at me like you do
But one can look like you
No one can give me that look

I’m not tryna play games with you
But my mind is caving in
I can’t think of anything but you
When I’m lost in a daydream

It’s hard for me
To take a stand
When I’m not sure how it ends

I’ve made my choice
I’ve played my hand
Now I’m pushing everything in

I’m ready for the next step
Drive into the sunset
But I won’t go without you

I’m not tryna play games with you
But my mind is caving in
I can’t think of anything but you
When I’m lost in a daydream
I don’t wanna be on my own
My heart is caving in
I can’t think of anything but you
When I’m lost in a daydream 


Written by Ryan Marshall Lawhon and Taylor Lawhon
Mixed by Ryan Marshall Lawhon 
Mastered by Gene Grimaldi

Lust + Commitment

I Know So Much Less Than I Thought I Did

Written by Ryan Marshall Lawhon
Mixed by Ryan Marshall Lawhon
Mastered by Gene Grimaldi

Light Myself On Fire

Mating Ritual