She played an act to get me attached and then she played me

She told me I was a side piece and she said she was cheating on me the whole time while lying to my face about me saving her from depression yet I still stayed for her “love”.

https://www.instagram.com/8pac.man8?igsh=Y3l3czc4cnVlam8y that's my insta, anyone got the urge to do it, or felt not understood or just wanna chat and express feelings, im happy to listen fr, i've been at my lowest and i wished someone could listen, now i got the chance to give what i missed

My tipping point is everyday 
My mind is at the verge of collapsing my girlfriend ruined my kindness 
My trust is destroyed 
My happiness shattered 
My desire to live dead
Im giving up soon guys 
I tried it’s been 7 years now 
Im tired I fought enough

Don’t know Ive come to the realization im an addict I’m always looking for a buzz a high to take my mind off it all I hate being alone with my own thoughts when I’m on something it all goes away and for that small time while I’m high I’m happy and then once’s it’s other same old feelings my body is slowly deteriorating I’m destroying my body with drugs I get pains all over all the time from the drugs I’ve tried to quit many times but all it takes is one bad thought and then I’m back in the same spot I’m so desperately trying to escape no one knows about my problems my friends and family don’t know about my addictions because I’ve learnt to hide them well when I’m in pain I pretend I’m normal when they find me passed out I blame it on the booze so yeah idk if this life is worth living

i wanna die so bad but i cant do that to my mom but idk what to do man i cant keep going on

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