I rant about streaming video games, vlogging on youtube, and how we're seemingly a generation of Voyeurs

Streaming, Vlogging, and Our Lives on the Internet

I talk about Metal and how people on the outside view it as opposed to how its viewed as someone from the inside. I try to give insight as to why people of all stripes might listen to metal music and how at the end of the day no matter what we listen to we're all human with emotions we want to fulfill.

Metal and Me

In this episode of Thanks Dad, I talk about Dragon Ball Z and Dragon Ball Super and how Super completely destroys foundations laid out by it's predecessors for cheap thrills.

Deus Ex Machina- Or Why Dragon Ball Super Sucks

Existence is a Myth

Photo- Tony Strader
Music/Backing Vocals - Tony Strader
Vocals/Lyrics - Matt Mead

Lyrics-
Can I release this insanity?
Is this all that's left of me? 
Rising, my blood, starts to boil off. 
Inside this rotten prison
I will waste away.

Open my wretched mouth
Vomit spill forth bile
Drown you out with the sound 
Of my body flail
Succumb to this
Unholy bliss
I wait for you to kiss me
With your blackened lips

Death bed, savor every breath.
Stolen voices, scream into the void
No answer. 

Will I repeat this depravity?
This guilt persists, eating me.
Call out these fucking doubts
Toil my mind fading
Cascading down into this dark hole
I have fallen

Torment my wish
Clenching fists
I look into your eyes
I see my life turn to shit

Life lost
Waste another breath.

Existence is a fucking myth. 
All the days I've spent
Attempting to care about this.
Why have I wasted my time on life? 
When death is easier to achieve?

All that's left of me is a hole. 
Where my bones will lay forevermore. 
Let this be all that's left of me. 

Existence is a fucking myth
Death is easier to achieve
All that's left of me is a hole
Let this be all that's left of me

Separating my skin from this mortal coil
Air escaping my lungs collapse
All of this time spent on a fatal feeling
Letting this go will give me peace

Eliminating my will for my soul survival
I'll embrace the kiss of death
Abysmal life having lost all meaning
I'll succumb to the void

Can I defeat this reality?
Lay me to rest
Existence is a Myth

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