🪓”If God is real he’s a fucking bitch.” 🪓

White Silas / Ethel Cain cover of poachers pride, originally from Nicole dollanganger's natural born losers

White Silas - Poachers Pride (Nicole Dollanganger cover)

this got deleted and i wanted to reupload lol

Ethel Cain - Iron Maiden (prod. Yah Wav)

pitched slightly down so i could upload and not get taken down due to copyright

this one’s for all my whores back home in the village
poppin they pussies all over the new england country side
they said that horseman ain’t got a head but i know that’s a lie
why? cause i’ve seen it (lets go)

promise me you won’t tell my mother
if i help you in a room in which there are no others
don’t get any on the floor of my father’s carriage 
cause i’m his good girl, putting out for marriage

good day, my good bitch, we can cut the shit
show you my forbidden woods, lost in it
i’m his big dick witch, hexin shit
and if he think that he can spell it, he can suck my clit

buckle up boy cause i’ll fuck you up
there’s a reason that all the priests wanna fuck me up
you can ride a horsey, what about my pussy cat
why you scared? don’t be such a puddy tat
you’re a crane? baby, show me what that neck do
pussy brewing, baby, like it’s gonna hex you
gut me like a motherfucking pumpkin, jack
and i’ll be giving you some kind of head like you’ve never had

baby, put that gorgeous 
all over my clitoris 
wandering up in my forest
mm, this pussy hot and wet, porridge
you’re the finest man in new england
hear them coins in your pocket jingling
mama always said use common sense 
i took one look at him and we ain’t used a condom since

i’ll show you my sleepy hollow

ride that horsey, ride to town
ride that horsey, ride him down
but watch that horsey, cause he might buck
so saddle up, girls, get ready to fuck
you wanna sneak a piece of pie from my window
poppin a stiffy every time the fuckin wind blows
you’re so cute when you look all scared
now drop your trousers and get ready, enter if you dare

don’t be scared, daddy i don’t bite

i swear, a girl gets fucked out of wedlock one time and suddenly she’s like “the town witch” or some shit, like what the fuck is that about, oh my god fucking protestants

saddle up - white silas

4pm in the hotel lobby
DTLA barbie
Taking shots of whiskey
Did you try to call me?
Out of my LTE
Staring at the TV
Look low-quality, feeling hi-fi

Baby I bleed crystal, glass is always hall full
With the pink moscato, keep the boys staccato
Kissing in the uber, I’m forever new here
On a holiday rodeo

They can see me when I land again
Back from Florida, popping Ambien
In the studio with all my friends
I don’t mean a word but I pretend
Stay high so I don’t look sad
I don’t want them to feel bad
Shot high and flew this far
But I didn’t think that I would hit the ground this hard

Dressing up to get fucked up
I'll spend all my good luck, but never in one place
Perpetual movie star, I’ll buy a brand new car to crash on the interstate
Look at my mugshot, god I look so hot, when they took me away
A superstar in the back of a cop car, I’ll get off no charge, and rub it in his face

They can see me when I land again
Back from Florida, popping Ambien
In the studio with all my friends
I don’t mean a word but I pretend
Stay high so I don’t look sad
I don’t want them to feel bad
Shot high and flew this far
But I didn’t think I would hit the ground this hard

Look mom, I’m on TV
A-list, but I feel like they all hate me
Don’t want to crash and burn
A lesson that would hurt worse not to learn
Stay so high, I look so bad
God, why do I feel so sad?
Shot high and fell so hard
That you could wish on me, guess I really am a star

Miss Anhedönia - Kennedy Drive (Demo) [Better Quality]

Selby Wall - ethel cain

ethel cain - stoker (inbred unreleased)

doe hunting (demo) – ethel cain

a portrait of my love on her knees - ethel cain

half-cocked ‘cause he’s not a big boy….
& I don’t wanna know that half of him

Demo by hayden anhedonia/ethel cain

half-cocked - ethel cain

Frankensteined version of Ethel Cain performing Punish in Paris and Chicago, minus the crowds obnoxious screeching. Enjoy, I guess? 

Music owned by Hayden Anhedönia, I am owned by the CIA.

-Lyrics-
[Verse 1]
Whatever's wrong with me
I will take to bed
I give in so easy
Nature chews on me
Little death like lead
Poisonous and heavy
It has always been this way
It has always been this way

[Chorus]
I am punished by love
I am punished by love

[Verse 2]
In the morning I will mar myself again
He was a natural Plauché, saying, "You won't forget this"
Shame is sharp, and my skin gives so easy
Only God knows, only God would believe
That I was an angel, but they made me leave
They made me leave

[Chorus]
I am punished by love
I am punishеd by love
I am punished by love
I am punishеd by love

Ethel Cain - Punish [live - no crowd]

Played during an Instagram live stream on November 8, 2021. I tried to polish it a bit to make it somewhat listenable and failed spectacularly. Anyway, here it is.

All music owned by Hayden Anhedönia.

🪓”If God is real he’s a fucking bitch.” 🪓

MattAReilly