you've been killing it recently, keep it up my man!

id like this except soundcloud disabled my likes for using it too much despite this being the first time i opened it in like 2 months.

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 2/30
read more about the song on my website: https://revenantmusic.net/#at-the-end-of-time

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

connect with Parable Collective:
soundcloud: @parablecollective
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
instagram: www.instagram.com/parable.collective/
twitter: twitter.com/ParableOfficial

art credits: me

In 2020, I lost a close family friend due to COVID-19. The last time I saw him was when he visited my family and me in late 2019. At the time I was studying for exams and didn't give him the time he needed and that was the last time I saw him.
In the past, I lost my grandparents in a similar manner.
'at the end of time' is an attempt to convey how I feel now. All the work did pay off, but at what cost? I could have everything I could ever want but would lose everyone in the process.
It taught me about how unfortunately anyone at any time could disappear, and that I should remember to put these people first and give them the love, time, and care they need.
Everything else in this world is temporary.

at the end of time
The family friend and my grandparents were some of the sweetest people that could ever have existed. They would always encourage me with everything I did, from music to my studies and would always make me feel like I was special.
My paternal grandmother was the last grandparent to live, and she passed away before I got a place at medical school, something that all of my grandparents dreamt of and encouraged me to pursue. At the time of writing this, I have finished my fifth year of medical school, done well in my exams, and won a scholarship, but they're not here to see it.
I wish you could see me now, I know I would've made you proud and I'm sorry I didn't give you more time. If you're out there, wherever you are, I hope you can see what I'm doing. This is all for you and I will be the best I can be for you.

lyrics:
[verse 1]
at what cost did i succeed?
by giving into my own greed

i didn't give the time you need 
and now you're no longer here

[bridge]
but now you are gone
and i keep thinking it's my fault 
i couldn't give you all my love
i don't know if i can keep going on

[chorus]
and i'll keep running away
so many things that i've wanted to say
i know that i'm to blame
i can't look back because i am ashamed

and at the end of time
i'll finally feel alive
nobody by my side
it's the end of a beautiful, hurtful life

[verse 2]
i want a way out
i hate how you're not around
i wish you could see me now
i know that i would've made you proud

[bridge]
but now you are gone
and i keep thinking it's my fault 
i couldn't give you all my love
i don't know if i can keep going on

[chorus]
and i'll keep running away
so many things that i've wanted to say
i know that i'm to blame
i can't look back because i am ashamed

and at the end of time
i'll finally feel alive
nobody by my side
it's the end of a beautiful, hurtful life

a beautiful, yet hurtful life

at the end of time

download

2nd single off my upcoming project ~ huge thankyou to Haneri <3

|Haneri|
Soundcloud - @itshaneri
Twitter - twitter.com/itshaneri
Instagram - www.instagram.com/itshaneri
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/3lwPzq3sT3tucaO1F6sDw7

|Darby|
Soundcloud - @darby_music
Twitter - twitter.com/Darby__Music
Instagram - www.instagram.com/darby.music/
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/6rErJmMCoNHUX0Z99uBB8m

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Fave Sound (w/ Haneri)

did a cover/remix out of my favorite song on simulation.
happy holiday season.

https://soundcloud.com/virtual-riot
https://twitter.com/Virtual_Riot

https://soundcloud.com/angelika_audio
https://twitter.com/angelika_audio

https://soundcloud.com/virtual-riot/virtual-riot-back-in-time-ft-angelika

virtual riot - back in time (rmx)

i figured i'd upload this today as a lil thank you for being in my life as it's my 22nd birthday today :))

this year's been insane to me, and throughout i've grown a lot as a person, gained lots of lovely friends and lost some others. this year's brought a lot of good things to me and without your support, they wouldn't be the way they are.

i have never been so motivated to push myself to be the best i can be before, nor have i ever been as positive about myself. this year has been the best for me, musically, and academically. 

this is one of my all-time favourite songs and has carried me throughout so many parts of life, from losing things dear to me, to gaining new ones. as cheesy as a lot of people make it, k?d has been a massive role model to me. i always aspire to make different genres and styles and push myself a lot and a lot of it is thanks to them and their insanely diverse skillset.

i've had some rough rough times throughout these last few years, being tested and pushed to my limits, but thanks to my friends and those close to me, i'm here and still breathing.

thank you for being in my life, i love you.

- also the artwork and style is a lil teaser of the next album's direction, i still am releasing the current one to give myself some time to perfect it. (also i have a new song out next friday xx)

art creds: me :))

connect with k?d:
soundcloud: @whoskid
twitter: twitter.com/whoskid
facebook: www.facebook.com/whoskidmusic/
instagram: www.instagram.com/whos_kid/
spotify: play.spotify.com/artist/714O3xvBNiclo82vxBn8Bf

connect with phil good:
soundcloud: @philgoodsmusic
twitter.com/philgoodsmusic
instagram.com/philgoodsmusic
facebook.com/philgoodsmusic

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
genius: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

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k?d - lose myself (feat. phil good) [revenant remix]

guitars by @buzit0 <3

+ indifferent +

youre indifferent
im falling i feel alive
you told me "higher"
im sorry i failed you now 

youre so insistent
thats its all gonna be alright
for a second
then i watched it all burn

i watched it burn
you dont know how it felt to me
i watched the sunset
i wanna be alive
you dont know how it felt
i know how it felt to be alone

be alone
to be alone 
be alone

youre indifferent
im falling i feel alive
you told me "higher"
im sorry i failed you now

indifferent

@alaskasargent

https://ffm.to/silverlining_

Silver Lining (feat. Alaska Sargent)

mididuck - be comfortable (aego Remix)

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✦Lyrics
you say you're moving away
well that's okay, never liked you anyway
you say you're growing up and moving on
that's well and good when you don't know what you've become

started feeling yourself
check your mirrors you'll crash
leave your head in ground

just drive this thing into a lake if you want to
ignore the consequences just know you'll get through
you like to think the world is out to get you
but it doesn't matter so

pick yourself up it's bout time you quit the pity party
stop the bullshitting around, you gotta start standing on your own two feet
and I wanna see you grow it out in time
won't you toughen up, time to face it
give me something else to believe in

ooohhh, something to hold on to
just a signal, a sign, a direction
show me you understand

just drive this thing into a lake if you want to
ignore the consequences just know you'll get through
you like to think the world is out to get you
but it doesn't matter so
let's try again let's try again let's try again
let's try again let's try again let's try again
you'll get the hang of all this bullshit when you can
let's try again let's try again let's try again

#bitbird #sanholo #N33T
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Mirrors

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N33T - Mirrors

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Xavi-Justwanna (out now on Lost in Dreams's Gate Vol.3 Comp)

old song
I haven't been posted for a while now

Somewhere Far

Everything to Me

23 year old LA native making electro pop and disappointing his parents

1/2 of Crumb Pit
1/1 MATT BARRI

Silver Lining (feat. Alaska Sargent)

MATT BARRI

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