just some thoughts

1/3

HOOK:

something sinister to it, an infinite void spinning a vortex of frivolous noise/ nothing but coldness feel the frost creeping into your core/ no direction just a withering door//

VERSE 1:

woke up in a familiar place, am I in a dream or did I really fade, this isn’t what I meant when I said give me space/ please bring me back i’m feeling sick the plane stretches into figure eights sideways, have I been here for three minutes or five days I have a migraine my sight’s janky and my mind’s flayed, ain’t no light here man is this my grave/ somebody answer me is this my grave// can’t tell if i’m upright or i’m sideways, always been uptight with my parents but never apparent I would lose one, or they would lose me/ was never a parent so I don’t know what it was like to speak to me, always kept my distance my existence always loosely, man isn’t that ironic/ ain’t no loose leaf here to soothe me from my mood swings i feel like sous vide with no agua, can’t speak like no habla, smoke clearing wrote nada, soul seeking cold water it’s a splashing fest, is this what happens after death when you reach the end and find you’re at the edge, when you walked for miles now you at the ledge, hold on i need to catch my breath i gotta ask some questions, what happens after this, if anything or are we really at the end i should feel sad but now i’m apathetic is that happenstance or just what happens here, please somebody let me outta here//

HOOK:

something sinister to it, an infinite void spinning a vortex of frivolous noise/ nothing but coldness feel the frost creeping into your core/ no direction just a withering door//

BRIDGE:

I don’t feel so good 

VERSE 2: 

Death is omnipresent, this is my hypothesis, but as I’ve pondered over loss I’ve gotten heavy with the concept/ when i got here i was floating now i’m fallin and my thoughts infested with this nonsense/ i recognize there’s more to life than the ending, but it’s hard to like the journey when this doom is so impending and this gloom is never ending but i hear something// crying in the distance so familiar my eardrums scream for help/ that’s my momma sobbin on my shoulder, and finally it hit me man i’ve been in a coma/ more irony// but all this talkin has helped me to flip coin and see the other side, matter can never die so what we see as death is just another life we’ve yet to live, i feel the sedatives in my body but still got severed limbs, i reach to pull together voice is getting thin, open my eyes to the sun setting in//

OMNIPRESENT

Recorded in June of 2021, prod, hook, and mix done by JVNUS

The Fog Deepens...

Devil Showers

2/3

LYRICS:

money ain’t a thing if i got it, money is the scheme when i’m plottin//

before the money there was love, but before the money it was tough/ then came the money so corrupt, it’s a shame it ain’t enough//

VERSE 1:

Look, sittin back watchin, i done built it all up from the bottom now i’m reigning on the top boy stalin/ all i’m tryna do is feed the fam, but these people so demanding like i ain’t the one who let em in my family i’m just tryna understand/ leader of the free world marching through the jungle till my knees hurt but never buckle or break, not till the Cong is under the weight of my boot suffer and soothe drunken disputes suckin the youth out these troops till we finish crushin this coup// i can see the fear in their eyes but i don’t think they realize the stakes here we got stocks back home that need to stay clear this ain’t a public service it’s a private company, siphoning money from our schools and hospitals so the higher ups live nice and comfy/ the machine’s been running too long to take a cog out, the drain’s been full too long to force the clog out/ i hope this ain’t in vain and we get these Cong out, till then ima keep goin strong that’s what this all bout// so what u talk bout, i send these dogs out don’t care if their family missin em you can’t call out/ i seen the horrors of normandy beach this is small now, the jungle is my stomp grounds i hawk rounds and dodge rounds done killed so many viet guerillas now i done lost count/ you think we’ll all drown i think you full of sod now, choppa gunners out the swamp house, c'mon now//

HOOK:

I’m a slave for the money no shame in the money i’ll main for the money woah/
I take aim for the money blow brains for the money no change in this country woah//

money ain’t a thing if i got it, money is the scheme when i’m plottin//

I’m a slave for the money no shame in the money i’ll main for the money woah/
I take aim for the money blow brains for the money no change in this country woah//

VERSE 2: 

The omnipotence of the dollar got these collar toting false promoting dogs frothing at the mouth to squash our hope and prop their oligarchy on the backs on those who lack the dough, that’s their natural focus and they’ll happily go to any lengths to keep it, while selling you a lie that you believe in/ this system ain’t built for any divergent people or the ideas they’re thinking, they’ll find and delete it/ i hide from the reaper but his scythe steady swingin is this pride or just weakness, try and distinguish my mind from the ether that supplied me with being// while i fight through these demons with their eyes steady gleamin hear the ice steady creakin rise from your seating/ i fly but i’m sinking, i’m alive but i’m dreaming, i’m fine but don’t mean it, i cry but in secret, the rise of the phoenix, i’m right underneath it, the crimes of the fearful, the cycle repeats tho//

OUTRO: 

money ain’t a thing if i got it, money is the scheme when i’m plottin//

I’m a slave for the money no shame in the money i’ll main for the money woah/
I take aim for the money blow brains for the money no change in this country woah//

OMNIPOTENT

OMNISCIENT

VERSE 1:

here i sit, dangling from a chain like a slab of meat/ reach my hands out grab half a link, mind close to cracking think i’ll have a peak/ like a serpent swimming through the craggy deep looking for a crab to eat// cracks bellow ash and dust, the vermin says he’ll carry us if he must, the thought is sickening it fills me with disgust i simmer with a grimace as he lifts him up, sit and wonder how they haven’t bit the dust, if it was me i’d give it up// since separated from my master’s hand i’ve steady passed through lands, this ain’t my final destination etching sacred so i get complacent celebrate the dead awaken now it’s back to plan/ volcanic ash ceramic cracks and massive slants, eat a hobbit whole if i have the chance, like a lion stalking through the savage lands i kill him with a thought from enigmatic chants/ i can feel the summit like a gnashing ant it’s creeping up slow, my freezing blood pierce throats and drink hope with jagged fangs// guess we at the top now, try not to fall down, you bid for yo master steady call out, master frodo… no answer try again, master frodo, no answer try again, master frodo, oh can it i sank my teeth in, try not to breathe in this air is lethal/ for 185 days my influence seeped in, and slowly broke his spirit smoke and mirrors frodo’s been defeated, you were a hair close, but there goes salvation it’s plunging off the deep end, at least the view is scenic you can feel ya stomach sinking through the floor try to reach it, now ya hope is disappearing//

VERSE 2:

I am the One Ring, imbued with the power to corrupt kings, conqueror of all like it’s nothing/ i truly find all life disgusting, which is why all die who touch me ‘cept the bald eye above me// my thrall like the stars, sky, and sunbeams, hit you with a ball of fire for running in the smog, light is nothing/ at his side Sauron smite your country with an iron fist, enlightened vision through the dark i become free// but suddenly there’s clawing at my head a creature with a stench, little old sméagol’s come to get revenge, no matter i will give him an easy death soon as i can wring his neck, but he’s nimbler than i expect can’t even find his head, wrestled to the ground i feel him bite in flesh, turn of events, somehow the runt now i possess, whatever i just need him to slip me on, victory is so close it fills my thoughts, visions of a sea of fog, bodies of the fallen line the city blocks, lightning crashes fire eats the buildings all demolished by my singing song, the tributes from enslaved kingdoms taste sweet as apricot, soon all life is snuffed out by the bitter frost, brought about by a vengeful god, lidless eye watch over empty lawns, barren streets and ruined halls, i hear a noise but i disregard it doesn’t pierce my mind at all, and before i know it i begin to fall//

THE END OF ALL THINGS

SNAP CLAN CYPHER (feat. Koseph, Drake, ZekeLooperZ, Ric G, al., Riley)

lyrics:

i don't know if y'all noticed but on the low i been off the net a lot/ i been tryna keep my peace i been losing sleep i've been under stress a lot/ and lately i been out the house tryna navigate the doubts in my head a lot/ but now i gotta log back on cus a sad fraud steady sending shots// if you wanna watch the party die i’m more than happy to oblige, but first lemme turn on the lights since you hot let me put you on ice cus you not writing all them songs right, since you wanna crash out here’s a crash course on how to diss a rapper right, i’m a faggot right? Guess it’s fitting i been topping you with every single rap i write// you are not clever, big bad blaq in his feelings over aired texts but when i air techs you gettin scalped like a pair of air techs, i ain’t scared of threats you unoriginal heard all ya disses back in middle school you need some new material, this shit is so trivial i gotta ask what’s the deal with you// i know the deal with me, funny everybody go to bigotry cus they ain’t got no other way of dissing me, thinking i’m ashamed of who i choose to see, thinking ima feel some type of way bout how you move and speak, well i got some news g, i ain’t never been ashamed of my sexuality and honestly that’s probably why u mad at me// i ain’t stressing honestly it’s kinda flattering i know you feel something when you look at matt even mentioning my hair like aw baby you shouldn’t have// dawg you looking bad with the wet back bar vince said that shit on an earl song and he did it better so ya bigotry ain’t even get you credit, two whole tapes dissing white people but you in a white girl’s twitter mentions that ain’t even mentioning the messages you sending, talkin bout “i’m a man of principle” nah dawg you a man of fetishes// lashing out at me just shows you insecure about ya penmanship, need to reconsider ‘fore ya fucking head is split, ima say it slow so you really get the shit… ahem ahem

I ain’t even stressed i ain’t even pressed that shit was weak as fuck/ defeat bars in 2024 dawg you need to clean it up/ telling knowitall he need to act his age man that’s a fucking riot/ pretending to be an answering machine dawg you a fucking child//

Matt Draugos

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