being odd these days since i don't get sleep
got no time 'cause i'm wrappin' it on my wrists
all my old videos still in my phone
listenin' to my voice, man' i really feel like a clone
sorry for the child who lives inside of me
for not being a youtuber, yeah, always been your dream
i'm hella wasted 'cause nobody ever told me
i would be this stuck, man why am i so dumb?
i don't put expectations in people i don't know
since i'm a fool and i always fail on my own
i hate this damn world, wanna go back home
to watch some old dvds, when i get so alone?

no dogs are barkin

August 2, 2025 (Original "RB, 44": December 10, 2024)

⦁︎.⬤.⦁︎◖︎RB, 44 (Joff Rain) (remaster.v1)◗︎⦁︎.⬤⦁︎ ֯●︎

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IT MEAN’S EVERYTHING (BreakCore)

gone again

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Estoy perdido y no entiendo los porque 
si tú sigues, en el espejo viéndome...

//Disforia es el reflejo de la inseguridad y la lucha constante entre aceptarse a si mismo y horrorisarse al ser conciente de cada uno de sus defectos, generando temor a si mismo, queriendo huir, pero finalmente aceptando que no importa nada más que ser genuino, por más que sientas que estás muriendo...

Disforia (demo)

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shifty v3

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MATTEBLACK, THE WATER BEARER

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