Like all sorts of music including ones about heart break - (being rejected from a friend or relationship with a girl) I have been hurt and got jealous over a girl before(twice😔) , it really has hurt me because I thought I had found love but I was proven wrong 😑 but I have managed to get through & all I want is a girl to make me happy and hope for a future relationship but there are songs that make me happy like Buster By $atori Zoom, 1nonly - Gostkilla, Jasiah- Scorn Sadfriendd- Hearts, Rev - Valentino, Amol - Blue eyes + cold heart etc, right now I think a beautiful shy girl who has a few tattoos, Piercings, wears black etc that has a interest in a relationship in me & i don’t care if she has those tattoos, piercings , wears black etc because I can relate a few of those things & I think she has never been in a relationship like me because I don’t know her very well including me but there are few things I see that relationship might be happening - She felt bad for what happened to me in work because I had 4 depressing months over a girl I thought was my girlfriend but I was wrong 😔 I got bit physical by pushing over her boyfriend (it almost got me fired) and she doesn’t like me 😔. I think I am lucky because this other girl had the same interests as me especially wanting a relationship, this is only the 3rd week in my new shift and she is already mirroring my behaviour and waits until I arrive/ leave, says good morning/see you, happens to look at me when I am not looking, talking her friend about me when I am near by etc & it makes me extremely happy especially the fact I don’t see those two anymore. I had extremely messed up hurtful year from the year before, last year & the beginning of this year especially on Valentine’s Day until I moved to the new shift but music makes me feel happy/Sad/angry, hopefully this 3rd girl that got my interest will be my future partner that makes me happy for a brighter happier future, helping me get back into some of my hobbies like reading books, getting me into new ones & spending time with me when my brother & his partner are going away and coming back from 4 days too  a week etc so I am not alone because I hate being alone and it’s been that way since 2018🥺😊👍🏻💝❤️‍🩹😳❤️. So yeah that’s what happening with me right now for the beginning of 2024😥🫥😤😊🤗🥰🫣🥹😱🤯😵‍💫💋📱❤️💖💝💜❓♥️🔜🎵

Matthew