[Lyrics]

(Hook)
It’s time to take me back,
I said it’s time to take me back,
in time just take me back,
in-mind just take me back,
inside I’m taken back,
take me back
(x3)

(Verse 1)
Friends and Relatives are hella missed,
baddest boys around, no one left to tell us it.
Jumpin’ dudes in hallways runnin through ‘em all day,
then came somethin’ new to our ways.
Self respect was learned but nothin’ felt was earned,
bro got cheated on, hoped someone else would tell ‘em first,
we felt it bad, he felt it worse,
went to hell and back for the sir.
Lies is just something that you wouldn’t do,
cheap-shots, something that you wouldn’t use,
appreciate your friends while you can, something I wish I could’ve knew.
We grew up together, no one stood between us,
then we drew our separate straws as life ran to meet us.
Me and Alex Long were just two country bumpkins,
Cy, Ty, Crowley, had that hip-hop steady bumpin’, 
ole Ashton always had his head in something,
Then we all grew up and our friendships blew up into nothin’.
Fights? I’ve had my fair share, last one I’ll admit, I was pretty well scared,
it wasn’t anywhere fair, I was left sitting there glared,
seein’ red and feeling bare. 
But, that doesn’t change the good times or good guys,
Birds of Prey when we could fly, I miss when we would die,
for each-other, we would lie for each-other, we would cry for each-other,
and inside of each-other there was a fire there under, neath, our souls.
While I regret a lot of things, I accept that I have changed,
I can expect we’re not the same but I hope to stop the infection on my name,
my heart and soul wove and I erect into these flames,
I am trekking through the pain.

(Hook)
(x2)


(Verse 2)
No amount of doubt can replace my memories about,
Latexo High School, an entity of South,
Pops, the boys, I’ll be living for you now.
I fear love because I’m Bi-Polar,
near none because I’m shy-sorta,
I’m hoping I’ll change when I’m older,
burdens and regrets were like lime boulders,
Thank God for the strength of my shoulders.
People say my name and they expectin’ me to rage,
I’m just checking in to say that I’m checking into stay,
nothing’s left for me but gain,
the rest I’ve seen is grayed.
I remember showin’ Riley,
and while he’s nothing like me,
he really liked the tight schemes and saw the light writings,
now it’s hard to quite find me ‘cause now I’m lighting
up my life inside of low kicks and high beats.
I appreciate you all, I can deviate my fall,
I will levitate in awe said to hate but naw,
I do it all to one day rest my case with God,
so many others express their faith in frauds,
I’ll forget, ‘cause my faith is strong.
In the end we were kids now we’re grown adults,
no longer scolded for our faults,
we were molded into vaults,
protecting our religion from the cults.
On a lower level I miss ‘em I do,
to Kerr I’d ship ‘em, I’d move,
I’d be rippin’ right through,
the crowd to fight for ‘em, just a kid and my crew...Take Me Back

Take Me Back

Tracklist:
#1 - "Rain"

#2 - "Promise You"

#3 - "Long Distance"

#4 - "I Need"

#5 - "Stars"

#6 - "Tranquility" 

#7 - "Self Care" ft. Consey (UNRELEASED)

Tranquility

Kendrick Lamar - Rigamortis  Remix featuring @conseyraps

Rigamortis [Ft. Consey]

John Lennon with the bars, victim of the system and the frauds,
A family’s my wish I miss ‘em and they’re gone,
I could write, I could diss until the mornin but I’d rather speak on what’s important,
Speakin to the normals, speakin to the foreman, no Anthony.
They said that love is war, but to me it’s just a thrill ride, it’s still nice,
To experience in real life, but some of us just miss it as it wheels by,
A few of us tried to kill time but we found out it’s still ‘live, 
Nassir in the back “Dead Presidents”, keep it real vibe,
I ignore all my surroundings when I reach to feel my,
Centerpiece, to make the melodies I’m still shy,
All the kids blow money just to pop the pills right? 
Some days my life is like a blanket of ghosts,
Because I take what I despise, then I tank it then go,
I’d rather be real and forgotten then be a faker and known,
I will never take from the throne, the one that it deserves, straight from the home,
I’ve paid up my soul just like I paint up the woe, 
I’m trying to speak, not straight up just flow.
I know that life is just a mere dream, all my bro’s are near me,
Raise the guard when my foes are nearing they talk online but will never know the real me,
Love is now my battlefield, loose cannon on the ill beats.
They all know I’m sticky wit it, I stick to what I know in the sticky wicket.
I’m glad that I can sleep at night with peace of mind knowing they won’t have a piece of mine,
Drink the wine, or the blood, no Sparta but I promise we will feast tonight.
They said they can fix a broken heart, I found out it was snake oil,
I find it funny all the fakes toil to try and make the greats foiled.
I had to shake a leg to put my ideas in motion, wide-eyed, I see ‘em in the ocean.

Dead Presidents (Remix)

I’m the Alchemist when I rap to beats,
I was hungry man I had to eat,
I had to the feed the beast that little Matty be,
That’s what most rappers sound like, sound alike actually,
I’m down to fight the fallacies and drown out all the crap we see.
“Matt why you do the raps, speaking out the truth and that?”
I do it for myself and for my family, I seek a heaven I can live on, that I plan to see,
I took the inner man in me and I had to break him down to understand the things
All mortals crave, and all mortals want. I find it funny people shoot and kill all for a blunt,
Kidnap someone close to you, burn down ya house for a buck,
It’s sad that Gangs are now prevalent in schools,
Get out of the system, no life, like they’ve never been to school,
No idea what to do, all they’ve ever been is “cool”,
And y’all think we don’t have our issues in America? 
Corrupt politicians took the constitution and tried to tear it up,
But all of us who studied are prepared for it, we’ll fight ‘em to the end,
I will never kneel, I’ll always be standing up, if we lose USA I’m goin to Canada.

Thoughtfulness

Reality Rap (Remix)

No, I won’t lay a verse about the capital’s,
I’m just here to rap it off, if the rappers reply I’ll attack ‘em all,
Smack a fraud and send ‘em all back to God
Don’t act like you’re strapped, you’re not, I’m blasting this off like an Astronaut.
I can’t respect a game without it’s own,
“King”, you don’t get that name without a throne,
Like rigamortis when I tighten muscles I’m breaking down ya bones,
Show me an emcee, I’ll take him out his home,
Put ‘em in the grave then claim I’m the one who phoned.
Synonyms when you hide masks, I sentence any shy rats,
Walk, inch, I don’t give a rat’s, keep it movin for I get the guy the bagged.
I’m calling this one holorime with the dolomite ‘cause I line (lime) stone,
I’m falling on my older-times kid’s a bolder-guy, wasn’t fine though.
I Never Let All when I TEA, I got my education from the DEA,
When I cross these streets I peek each way.
I was told that I can’t be so “aggressive” when I give a message,
Otherwise I deter the listeners and deafen them,
If I can’t be honest why do I give the message then?
That makes no sense to me, Freshmen with the Letterman’s,
Nobody will catch the bars like I shredded up the evidence,
I tried to teach rap, I set it up to better them,
But when it didn’t work out they said I did it for my betterment,
Not theirs, and it got me angrier then I’ve ever been,
I break it down scientifically as I study all the elements,
If they come a knockin’ let ‘em in ‘cause I need help investin’ in
This career I now pursue and without you it won’t happen…I’ll jus be a kid who sounds cool…
Matt…

Capital King

Hit ‘em with that moonlight vibe,
People see me and be like “Who’s that guy”? 
I don’t wanna hear the responses and I do not try,
But what am I to do when you all lie? 
Y’all say that I’m sweet and I’m kind but that isn’t how I’m feeling inside,
Act like I’m fine when I’m bleeding inside,
When healing your cuts I am deepening mine,
Every night I try to fight the beast that is eating alive the being in I.
People talk about me like I’m special, unique,
But I look in the mirror and there’s nothing special to me.
I see an over-weight kid who’s lacking in knowledge,
Remembering kids laughing at all his problems and it haunts him
Y’all think I forgot but I can’t it’s like a curse is upon him.
Every single night I hate myself and I berate myself,
Tell myself about how I hate my look and I hate myself.
If I had choice, no, I wouldn’t be here. I’d leave, I’d go, I’d disappear,
I’d rather the world would end, I was no longer living here.
I can’t reach out, I can’t talk to my friends because I’m scared that they’ll judge me,
They did it before and emotions at once tried to rush me,
I wasn’t prepared and they crushed me,
I felt like killing myself and I’m lucky,
That I didn’t have the strength to see it through because there’s people that loved me.
So who are you to say that I’m wrong, who are you to say I shouldn’t say what I’ve said in this song.
Who in the heck am I supposed to be? Why do I push out everyone that’s close to me,
I swear, I wish some of you would notice me.



[Interlude]
I just wish somebody would notice what’s on the inside.

[Verse 2]
I’m always so angry and pissed,
I put on mask before I visit or start debating with friends,
Inside there’s wounds that I kept away from your glimpse,
Away from your view, if I could I’d hide my emotions away from you too.
A few months back I almost got in a fight because someone made fun of me,
They act like I chose it, you think that was fun to me? 
I wish someone would stop it, or someone confronted me,
Instead I almost hurt someone over something so gullibly stupid,
I say I have nothing to prove because I feel I must prove it,
I say that I’m fine when somethings killing me, ruthless!
Think of my battle as David, Goliath, but today when we fightin’,
The path is unclear, in fact I’m unsure if I should survive this year.
Let me explain to my friends and my relatives my two different sides, me and the devilish,
Fiend I share a connection with.
I try to be nice and I try to be kind,
But there’s somebody else inside of my mind, influences my thoughts, what he’s doin isn’t my,
Choice, my thoughts, my voice, my heart, my joy, my lies, my ploys.
He made ‘em up himself, if I had a choice I’d send ‘em to hell,
But I can’t…because I need him…
Do you understand now?

Moonlight (Prod. StarBeats)

I’ve met a couple a bro’s and a couple friends,
I’ll hit a couple flows while I tell of ‘em again.
I love and respect those who supported me,
As a Christian I love those ignoring me!
Garret is such a homedawg, when I’m feelin’ weak, he fill my need, he so strong,
They wonderin’ where oh where do I go whenever I ghost on ‘em,
Some days I be feelin’ so lost, in the world that we made with NO GOD.
But we bringin’ him back, and I’m believin’ in that,
If you need faith you can see it in Matt,
All of my pain that I bleed in these raps you can read through your screen at ya pads,
I looked up to my dad, he no longer here, but I still see him in back.
I got-to say thanks to Jessica too, you’ve been such a blessing, and woo!
Thanks to teachers back from the school, we might have our issues but know that we cool,
Word to Uncle Kevin & Becky, Ju an Mik been helping me plenty! 
Thanks to my mom, Morris and grams with the things they’re attempting.
Even though we’ve fought in the past my brother’s there at my back,
I respect him for that, the past is over, don’t be expecting it back,
Before y’all judge a man, start reflecting things back,
See how you relate to the fakes you said were collectively trash! 
Not all heroes wear capes, they don’t hide out in caves,
They don’t have an iron mask that is hiding their face,
They hide in the shade, they guy you don’t like is the guy who could save,
Your and your family on that kind of day.
Thank you to Connor, thank you to John,
Thank you to Sarah for your greatness in heart,
Bryson was there when I was facin’ the dark,
I talked about suicide in the last song,
But I’m beggin don’t put that blade to ya arm,
You’ve always got a place in the world, a place in my heart,
Just because the devil been makin’ things hard,
Doesn’t mean we should quit and give what he wants,
I love you and miss you so much.
And same to those that I didn’t name in this song.

[Outro]
Thanks for checking out the song! 
#2 on the “Thoughtfulness” Project! 
Love to all y’all. Share and repost this on facebook! Let everyone hear!

Will (Remix)

BXile "Knock Knock" ft. Matthew Music & BBAE

Brothers (Apology)

Elevator: COVID-19 Cypher Entry

I know the times are so scary with riots and protests, but keep your eyes on the focus,
Vision is clear, the time we were hopin for is here and we own it.
If Creation still serves you then so will I, I own and admit the issues I know are mine.
Stop ruining lives over the death of a man, if our government sucks come and better it then,
Do not destroy all your friends and relatives, kin, I agree but the objection is this,
You’re killing our people, a woman loses her husband, and her kids,
Asking where’d he go, she knows he had left to defend
The business that fed them and kept them ahead of homelessness. 
I tell you we will survive through COVID and this, pray, go with the drift,
God has a plan and I know that this is, scary, but hold onto him,
God will carry you through the oceans so you don’t have to swim,
Don’t have to row, just place your trust unto him, don’t try, there’s nothing to grip.
Stay Safe. Protest. Pray for better times

Oceans Freestyle

Let me open verses, talk about the Blessings and curses,
You hype up your music but then directly subvert it 
But contradicting in the next track acting like we ain’t heard it,
Or like Dax re-use bars like we was deaf, you rappers worthless.
Let me place him in a casket, you been fakin it and that’s it,
You wonder why I hate you and despise you but give you no energy so I zapped him,
You kinda like my last friend, internet relationship so whackness, real talk, I add it, you subtract it,
Matt been rapping to the masses since Aladin was a fat prick, take ya trash off and slap this. 
I won’t even speak on how you beat ya moms up in the song but I will say that I really think it’s wrong,
You called your dad abusive then abused others like you was right all-along,
I introduced you to this, you’ve been biting bits off since day one don’t deny it ya fraud.
You claim to be the B rollin’ over C’s but if we goin’ over seas you jus go and seize,
Mentally so you can say “sorry chief, it’s a no for me”.
You said you was comin, it was quite a long wait for no bite or no taste,
No bars and no weight no fire no flames not even a track to help heighten your fame. 
You lame, I cruise threw crews like my name was JAC,
Stay away ‘fore I wring ya neck, take ya ring, leave you layin on a slab.

Matthew Music 🎵

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