Mattiee

written by Easha Nandyala

LYRICS:

I wanna go to the ocean where I’m free
the forest for the color changing leaves
maybe a mountain, city, or country
livin a daydream, keep on forgetting
same old places, worn out faces
if this is home then why am I homesick

CHORUS:
I wanna go, I wanna go far away
where nobody knows my name
nothing to prove, nothing to lose
starting over, starting new
anywhere but here

on the ground, got no baggage
breaking off bad habits 
furnishing my studio how I like
spending the day and staying out all night
and I’m bored of being bored, craving something more
broke as hell, heaven is a setting I haven’t been 
travelling, taking in serotonin shots, I gots to try everything
falling in love on a rooftop, 
soul searching and it don’t STOP
friends with the deep conversation, sharing our secrets
cutting my hair
learning a foreign language, como se dice “take me there”

CHORUS:

BRIDGE:
one way ticket to LA
Mumbai, Guantanamo Bay
Santorini, St Tropez
ay, ay, ay 
Amazon, Appalachian
Bermuda, Beijing, Boston
give me a movie cliche

CHORUS: x2

Far Away

LYRICS:

in the corner of the room
you’re watching me like poetry yeah
and I’ve always been alone
but lately can’t help the excitement

dressing up, roaming about
talking prettier cause maybe you’re around
moving close, getting a rush
freaking out when you lean in and our hands touch

CHORUS:
you make me feel
you make me feel
and I don’t know how to act
don’t know how to be
colors of your love came so suddenly

I say jokes under my breath
that no one hears but you still laugh
we have a language of our own
but too shy to say anything

you hesitate, then compliment
something trivial so I won’t take offense
and your eyes dare to hope
never knew I had a heart someone could hold

CHORUS:

BRIDGE:
keep doing what you’re doing
doing what you’re doing
doing what you’re doing

CHORUS: (x2)

You Make Me Feel

my world is pixelated
pieces of a saturated
virtual insanity

my life is isolated
yet I live for empty faces
liking only what they see

PRE-CHORUS:
and I…
I’m

CHORUS:
stuck in two dimensions
surface level breathing
see my own reflection
trying to find a meaning
there has to be more
there was a before
got lost in the illusion
of a modern world

I tried to keep the dark away behind a screen
kept my head down from reality

missed the snow, missed the rain, missed the pain
till I didn’t feel a thing

PRE-CHORUS:

CHORUS:

Two Dimensions

In My Mind

LYRICS:

meet cute, so soon, too good to be true love
but we make up any sign from above
you like what I represent, I like the attention
mistake it for romance

Captain Cardboard, I’m the source of your kicks
who needs a life when I have yours to fix
glow up for the party scene, blow up when it’s time to clean
camera’s off, so are we

CHORUS:
build me up and love me like I am your
dream girl
fall apart and love you like I am your
dream girl
just play the role and be my man yeah 
I’ll be your Manic Pixie Dream Girl

get determined to be disappointed
at this point I’m better as an idea
you say that I’m acting different when I stop pretending
to show up just for show

CHORUS:

BRIDGE:
sorry that I wasted all of your prime time
sorry that I wasted mine
trying to be somebody bigger than my body
trying to rely on a lie

CHORUS: