Rose

Lyrics:
Hmmmmm nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
Hmmmmm 
Hmmmmm nah, nah, nah, nah

The steed is a wanted horse
It's only wanting me
The day you emerge its course
The day you won’t lead
And it's apparent you will feel the sounds
Of the everlasting leaks
But you don't wanna raise the sound
So you follow all the leaves

I threw my license away
I threw my license away
Deep down I let it fall away

The steed is a wanted horse
It's only wanting me
The day you emerge its course
The day you won’t lead
Getting off is a waste right now
It's only this I see
I barely see myself


Floating out to sea
Floating out to sea

License

Lyrics:
[Intro]
Ohhhhhhh
I’ve never been first
I’ve never been first place
You’re following the pattern
Ohhhhhh

[Chorus]
I’ve never been first
I’ve never been first place
You see me standing
Spinning around in your gaze
I’ve never been hers
I’ve never been her chase
In the group of them all
I’m always the last to
Be first place

They choose me last, I’m in my place
Even when they make mistakes
They don’t risk to raise the stakes
There’s no one
That plays on
As soon as they see a better option

I’ve never been first place
I’ve never been first place

[Verse 1]
They only ever sit me down again
Without saying a word
I can read it plain, it’s written out again
I can tell within a minute how your eyes move
The interest has moved too
Somebody else new

[Verse 2]
I’m sitting waiting, counting each daylight
Taking each day as a new one but I’m hoping all night
Debating if I’m missing something my side
‘Cause I can barely keep her eyes stable in my sight

[Chorus]
I’ve never been first
I’ve never been first place
You see me standing
Spinning around in your gaze
I’ve never been hers
I’ve never been her chase
In the group of them all
I’m always the last to
Be first place

They choose me last, I’m in my place
Even when they make mistakes
They don’t risk to raise the stakes
There’s no one
That plays on
As soon as they see a better option

I’ve never been first place
I’ve never been first place

First Place

Underbelly

I’ve left the pain in many
Oh woah woah woah
Between the lines of friendly, most won’t know
It’s an underbelly
Oh woah woah woah
Within the finds of letting the ghosts be shown

A battle, servant
Always holding down
A careless serpent
Always looking round
Forgetful morals
Tryna push it down
A lesson full
Plural
Tryna sweep it round

Yeah, how can I place a severed ring
Within a heinous foresight
Shared love
Followed up with body bags
At last
Is the shame on
Better turn it off
If you’ve ever followed love
You know it tastes wrong

I’ve left the pain in many
Oh woah woah woah
Between the lines of friendly, most won’t know
It’s an underbelly
Oh woah woah woah
Within the finds of letting the ghosts be shown

A battle, servant
Always holding down
A careless serpent
Always looking round
Forgetful morals
Tryna push it down
A lesson full
Plural
Tryna sweep it round

There’s two sides within a cinema club
But not the one that’s patient
I should’ve known from the moment when you never stayed waiting round
Sometimes I think I was a ploy in your escape lust
But then again I instigated so who called the bluff

I’ve left the pain in many
Oh woah woah woah
Between the lines of friendly, most won’t know
It’s an underbelly
Oh woah woah woah
Within the finds of letting the ghosts be shown

A battle, servant
Always holding down
A careless serpent
Always looking round
Forgetful morals
Tryna push it down
A lesson full
Plural
Tryna sweep it round

Underbelly

Too Far Gone

I do this all the time
Oooooooo
The sun rises so nice
But it always ends up falling down
With no lights
I don’t know why I should climb
Oooooooo
I wish I could quit
Then the sacrifices will end now
To my surprise

But I’ve gone too far
Surrendered without reason
I can’t just leave it
But it keeps on feeding
The loss of everything where I once thrived
I wish the path showed its truths
So I could know how long I can hang on
And replenish all the ashes

Na, na na
Na, na na
Maybe it’s selfish
Na, na na
Na, na na na

There’s never settled lights
Hmmmm
The unknown unties
Whether I can weave around
To sacrifice
Damages with time
Will sooner lead to
Whether I was right or wrong
Will it suffice?

But I’ve gone too far
Surrendered without reason
I can’t just leave it
But it keeps on feeding
The loss of everything where I once thrived
I wish the path shared its truths
So I could know how long I can hang on
And replenish all the ashes

Na, na na
Na, na na na na na 
But maybe it’s selfish
Na, na na
Na, na na na na na

Too Far Gone

Lyrics: 

I pledged I would always sway from being alone 
Who knows, who knows, who knows

I ask a question for you to answer 
But I’m left with silence 
It’s crawling around inside me, I feel Everything with violence 
So I sit and wonder if there’s anyone behind this
Sometimes I think they do not care if I’m in eternal abyss

I pledged I would always sway from being alone 
Away from sitting in grief, but now I’m toned 
You would think it was in a place that I call home 
Where I’m not running from life, hiding unknown 
I pledged I would always sway from being alone 
But now I sit in a grief where I am toned

If you’re alone, you’re left, and that’s what’s believed if you’re not important 
I make up stories inside my head, tryna find the importance 
I wanna feel alive even though I’m trying 
I’m embarrassed by what is forming 
Needless to say that I’ve grown to fail 
But I can’t report it

I pledged I would always sway from being alone 
Away from sitting in grief, but now I’m toned 
You would think it was in a place that I call home 
Where I’m not running from life, hiding unknown 
I pledged I would always sway from being alone 
But now I sit in a grief where I am toned

I pledged I would always sway from being alone 
Away from sitting in grief, but now I’m toned 
You would think it was in a place that I call home 
Where I’m not running from life, hiding unknown 
You would think it was in a place that I call home 
But now I’m sitting in grief where I am toned

Pledged

Thieves

It ain’t her fault I’d narrow it down to thieves
Her start misled her too far then stolen with ease
A pattern she filled, she turned to a life of thieves
With wounds they mould turning her cold, not letting her be

So precise, to want to go and dress so nice
Keeping limits on nothing to try and hold on
But in ways I feel I let her turn, how selfish it was so hard
But in lust I fell to a trust that crushed
The image of something I couldn’t hold on
Now the truth feels real
The damage was already done, she was too far gone

She outweighed my mind enough
I couldn’t put her down to let her leave

It ain’t her fault I’d narrow it down to thieves
Her start misled her too far then stolen with ease
A pattern she filled, she turned to a life of thieves
With wounds they mould turning her cold, not letting her be
Now she’s running with thieves
Running with thieves
Running with thieves
Losing sight of her dreams
With no way to retrieve
As bad as it seems
Taken over by thieves
Over by thieves
Over by thieves
Losing sight of her dreams
With no way to retrieve
As bad as it seems

She never looked ahead
Giving it a care
No focus to a thread
’Cause she only wanted to bury a lost soul,
A lonely soldier
Screaming to be someone
Her radar conveyed a door opening to impede
Into an arena to see her, where before you hadn’t seen
So she lent to fall
With default
Thinking spectators wouldn’t leave — but wasn’t she wrong
So wrong
They ate her and spat her out, out, out

It ain’t her fault I’d narrow it down to thieves
Her start misled her too far then stolen with ease
A pattern she filled, she turned to a life of thieves
With wounds they mould turning her cold, not letting her be
Now she’s running with thieves
Running with thieves
Running with thieves
Losing sight of her dreams
With no way to retrieve
As bad as it seems
Taken over by thieves
Over by thieves
Over by thieves
Losing sight of her dreams
With no way to retrieve
As bad as it seems

It ain’t her fault I’d narrow it down to thieves
Her start misled her too far then stolen with ease
A pattern she filled, she filled turning in her life to thieves
With wounds they mould turning her cold, not letting her be
Now she’s running with thieves

Now she’s running amongst the thieves
Running amongst the thieves
Now she’s running amongst the thieves
Running amongst the thieves
Now she’s running amongst the thieves
Running amongst the thieves

Now she’s running with the
Now she’s running with the
Now she’s running with the thieves

Thieves

Silent Dreams

I'll count up my endless chrome eyes
And exercise
The hardened tears I’ve cried
Till it’s too close to nuanced
And where it shows is hidden within the lines

Never looking for a kite to follow
Even if I built the frame tomorrow
It tangles with the one I have chained
I’ve never had the time to cut off
Learning how the metal was made
Afraid at how the time remains
Looking for the one I have saved

That’s one of my silent
That’s one of my silent dreams
To kill them with kindness
But
Do it ever so silently
That’s one of my silent
It’s one of my silent dreams
To kill them with kindness
But
Only when the time is seen

The sign beneath my path has two ways
Founded by the feeling where I hide and then take
But I only have time to realise
Down
Down when I have nothing to say

Never looking for a kite to follow
Even if I built the frame tomorrow
It tangles with the one I have chained
I’ve never had the time to cut off
Learning how the metal was made
Afraid at how the time remains
Looking for the one I have saved

That’s one of my silent
That’s one of my silent dreams
To kill them with kindness
But
Do it ever so silently
That’s one of my silent
It’s one of my silent dreams
To kill them with kindness
But
Only when the time is seen

Only when the time is seen
Only when the time is seen
Only when the time is seen

That’s one of my silent
That’s one of my silent dreams
To kill them with kindness
But
Do it ever so silently



Silent Dreams

Reasons To Let You Go

The way it heals it never sets the way it was
Am I learning way too old
Reasons why I should let you go

Forever broken glasses, I’m through with you
With every shard, a memory’s born
Broken in pieces I haven’t seen in so long
We’re at different phases
The falling of the ashes is cruel to lose
But it may save the way we loathe
If we stop and learn to grow

It wasn’t always bad, but it never seemed to end good
Reasons I’m amazed, ‘cause the flying had a passion base
To lay, so far away
Changing with the days let it flow to waste, oh
The way it heals, it never sets the way it was
Am I learning way too old
Reasons why I should let you go

Thinking about our actions, and I’m ashamed to share the pain
Maybe we’re really just one and the same
A feeling too strong it explodes to reclaim

It wasn’t always bad, but it never seemed to end good
Reasons I’m amazed, ‘cause the flying had a passion base
To lay, so far away
Changing with the days let it flow to waste, oh
The way it heals, it never sets the way it was
Am I learning way too old
Reasons why I should let you go

And if we bleed, it’s only signs for both to know
If our hearts have closed the flow
Then it’s a reason to let it go


Reasons To Let You Go

Light years

Moving on, in a different place
Hiding but feeling safe
A simple love
A foreign state
Where days aren’t filled to wait
Never signed and sealed a date
To relive that golden haze
But later
I’ll decide, when far away,
To step where signs were laid

The thing is, the time was right
I exceeded my lasting share
The place that gave me life was slowly pulling hair
I tried to resolve the issue, but violence leaves no care
It was best to leave with no fears
It was best to leave than shed tears

I’ve been gone, gone for light years
I’ve been gone, gone for light years
I’ve been gone, gone for light years
I’ve been gone, gone for light years

As the time drives on by
The memories are turning fake
In essence, it doesn’t mean it’s a waste
It’s exactly what I’m away for
A nuisance, a glimpse of something, where it leaves a ray
A place where I left myself to lighten up the grey

I’ve been gone, gone for light years
I’ve been gone, gone for light years
I’ve been gone, gone for light years
I’ve been gone, gone for light years
I’ve been gone, gone for light years
I’ve been gone, gone for light years
I’ve been gone, gone for light years
I’ve been gone, gone for light years

Light years

Sticks & Stones

All my fears are pierced, are pierced

I’m afraid to almost say
I’m throwing all the sticks and stones
The words are taking
Leaving a romantic groan

Be, let it be
Deceived, into grief

What was there to take
From throwing all the sticks and stones
The words are shaken
Leaving a romantic moan

All my fears are pierced, are pierced

I’m afraid to almost say
I’m throwing all the sticks and stones
The words are taking
Leaving a romantic groan

Be, let it be
Deceived, into grief

What was there to take
From throwing all the sticks and stones
The words are shaken
Leaving a romantic moan

I’m throwing, I’m going
Barely into appraised
Where you won’t find it in days
I'm wondering what you have saved

I’m afraid to almost say
I’m throwing all the sticks and stones
The words are taking
Leaving a romantic moan

What was there to take
From throwing all the sticks and stones
To sell the sticks and stones
Is that not how that goes
To relieve from being shown
The words are taking
Words are taking
Words are taking
Can barely let it go
Can barely let It go



Sticks & Stones

I Don’t Know What This Is:

I don’t know what this is
I don’t know what this is
I’m failing almost daily
In straying away to exist
I don’t know what this is
I don’t know what this is
I’m chained, from the blame
But close enough to assist
With this around
It’s hard to narrow it down
What you can’t persist
And I haven’t messed around in so long

I don’t know what this is
I don’t know what this is
I’m failing ever so lately
In straying away to exist
I don’t know what this is
I don’t know what this is
I’m chained, from the blame
But close enough to assist

I don’t want a delay on an answer
When the questions are called
The search is all I have known
There’s nothing but shame that awakes when stored
I’ve got endless thoughts, what’s a real one
It’s intertwined with the space that is warped
In my multiplied private eye
Where it’s too hidden to realise
I wonder if the past has shaped me
It’s something that I wait for in time
It’s a marathon, and it’s draining
I’m blinded by my training

I don’t know what they see in me
Who they are, I don’t know
I paint on the cusp
Where I don’t always try
But I, wonder if it’s inside
But I, really don’t know why
This gift is shown through my eyes
Unclear if the words are in time

There’s something way too powerful in what it does
Hidden in haze, the truth is twisted when discussed

I don’t know what this is
I don’t know what this is
I’m failing almost daily
In straying away to exist
I don’t know what this is
I don’t know what this is
I’m chained, from the blame
But close enough to assist
I don’t know what this is
I don’t know what this is
But i’m failing ever so lately
In straying away to exist
I don’t know what this is
I don’t know what this is
But I’m chained, from the blame
But close enough to assist

I Don't Know What This

Fall for Pieces:

Will I wait for
Will I wait for you
Or follow you

I’m always led to a foreign place
I don’t want the keys
I don’t want the keys
You always stray from cautious ways
I don’t want the keys
I don’t want the keys
Every time my body ceases
It’s like I save myself to fall for pieces
And you’re gonna want to raise a sleek risk
But it’s too far to piece this

I don’t wanna set the sail
For what I know it’ll bring
Clashing hearts, both in sync
I need another way to turn this tale
because it knows itself, the ending stops too sharp
Fulfilled from the feeling how i don't know how to feel, Ohh

I’m always led to a foreign place
I don’t want the keys
I don’t want the keys
You always stray from cautious ways
I don’t want the keys
I don’t want the keys
Every time my body ceases
It’s like I save myself to fall for pieces
And you’re gonna want to raise a sleek risk
But it’s too far to piece this

Resort to waste
I can’t recall
My late display
It rarely leads to
The end in place
Don’t know what it’s made of,
It’s hollow, but the layers find a way
To cast away the sound
It’s all but received

I’m always led to a foreign place
I don’t want the keys
I don’t want the keys
You always stray from cautious ways
I don’t want the keys
I don’t want the keys
Every time my body ceases,
It’s like I save myself to fall for pieces
And you’re gonna want to raise a sleek risk,
But it’s too far to piece this

Now it’s just the same old suffering
The same old suffering
You can count it out till we’re flesh
It’s easy to hide away, but when we meet, it’s torn
Another day we lay to rest
But it’s just the same old suffering

Fall for Pieces

Call Out My Name

Hmm hmm hmm
Hmmmmm
Hmm hmm
Hmm hmmm
Would you call out my name

Whenever I’m alone, I feel close to be
Finding myself to exert the peace
What would I say
What would I say
If everything I questioned came with seeds
Uh, or perceived
Leaving wonders for what she sees
It seems
It’s through me

Why does it feel unjust

So call out my name
And go show me that you want me to my face
It’s lightly explained
Why you never tried to embrace me with your love
To call out my name
Leaves me with the impression you’ll be enough
So call out my name
If you wanna call out my name

So what’s next
If in the flesh
You’re not impressed
With what’s made up
I’m forsaken to know your makeup
With no meanings to go and shake up
I’m easily impressed
For as little as it took
You came then you went and my world shook
No wonder it lasts
I open for a change no one knows

So call out my name
And go show me that you want me to my face
It’s lightly explained
Why'd you never tried to embrace me with your love
To call out my name
It moves away from the feeling of being unloved
So call out my name
If you wanna call out my name

Hmmmmm
Hmmmmm
Hmm Hmm Hmm
Don’t wanna fall at faults
And hear her call my name
Hear the calls
Hear her call
Hmm Hmm Hmm Hmm
Why does it feel unjust

So call out my name
And go show me that you want me to my face
It’s lightly explained
Why you never tried to embrace me with your love
To call out my name
Leaves me with the impression you’ll be enough
So call out my name
If you wanna call out my name

My name
If you call out my name
Then call out my name



Call Out My Name

Divided

The only one for me;

Fear comes
And creeps on.
It’s a lonely cost
To only wait to meet.
A brave soul
Hangs on to reap.
The lonely one
Pays the cost to meet.

I haven’t fallen off this ship,
But the other riders are safe,
While I’m hanging on for my place.
It’s been way too long.
Chapters end but they start so quick,
Learning hidden details again.
Moving on like nothing sustained.
They never wait too long.

Please inform me why
I’ve only been shunned when I want to adore.
Hm.
I’ll never see.
Breath.
The everlasting needs
For more life.
The further it seems,
The less I wanna know if it will really come.
For when it feels out of sight,
I’m divided to let go of the life.

It’s hard to tell, but the feelings felt
With living on,
In fear of
The unknown.
I prevail to find the healing I know.
It’s the truth.
But I trust the fall
To find you on the way of it all.
You’ll be the only one,
The only one for me.
I prevail to find the healing I know.
It’s the truth.
But I trust the fall
To find you on the way of it all.
But I trust the fall
To find you on the way of it all.
Then you’ll be the only one,
The only one for me.



Divided

Down The Road

When it’s time to go, I’m leaving.
It doesn’t pay enough
To never leave hope down the road.
It’s filling up my soul
To whoever’s not close
That I’m leaving.
A sudden change to control,
It’s a gradual set slope down the road.
It’s piecing up,
Learning how to let go.

On either side,
It feels like they never age.
The air is so cold
After taking away the flame.
And that’s all for tomorrow
Coming my way.

When it’s time to go, I’m leaving.
It doesn’t pay enough
To never leave hope down the road.
I’m tired of burying my soul
With letting my head drown,
So I’m leaving.
It’s the change I need for control,
It’s a gradual set slope in the road.
It’s piecing up,
Learning how to let go.

Down the road,
It’s piecing up.
It doesn’t pay enough
To never leave hope.

Down The Road

Fog

There’s something in my mind
Which lets fog entrap my hopes.
Hmm

What’s been left to choose
When all I’ve given is used
And riddled with the past,
Too tight to release its mask?
I feel like I try to run,
Away so I can lose truths
But something’s coming fast,
Following its task.

I’m haunted by this fog,
That’s strong with its taste.
And I know
The feeling that it leaves can’t cut to shape.
I’m haunted by this fog.
This fog is clearly in my way
Where it shows
The way I disengage.
Maybe I am just a dreamer
Who really breathes to ease,
To fall along with dreams,
To keep me on my way.
So I never ask or take,
And store within a safe.
Maybe I am just a dreamer
Who really bleeds to ease,
To follow along with dreams,
To keep me in a place
Where I’m held to keep me sane.

I’ve finally found a cue
That keeps me on the move.
But there’s someone unrefined
That leans into the blind.
I always doubt myself
To keep me low.
I try to fight with stealth
But it just ends up seeing my print,
Altering me quick,
To question a reason exists.
It’s either the whole world’s against me, or
I’m feeling guided to create for more.
It’s never in between,
Or showing a way to be seen.

I’m haunted by this fog,
That’s strong with its taste.
And I know
The feeling that it leaves can’t cut to shape.
I’m haunted by this fog.
This fog is clearly in my way
Where it shows
The way I disengage.
Maybe I am just a dreamer
Who really breathes to ease,
To fall along with dreams,
To keep me on my way.
So I never ask or take,
And store within a safe.
Maybe I am just a dreamer
Who really bleeds to ease,
To follow along with dreams,
To keep me in a place
Where I’m held to keep me sane.



Builds Mistakes:

I liked the way I felt with risk
To do it by myself would I leave again?
Maybe I jumped to play, or stayed to crisp
A guide off a shelf did I read with intent?

Huh huh

I came off unscathed
But it lingers did I leave for me?
I tried to replace
But it feels like it's saved with the lies
Nothing’s in my way
It's more myself that lets it feast for free
It clings on to prey
Then a voice came to say
"You left with heart for safety,
Trying to run away
But with too much time to face,
Was alone just hard to take?
You decided to cave
And jump for no one's sake.
It was easier before you paved
A trail that builds mistakes."

Vision is blurred this fog is strong to keep belief
It parades along, feats are indeed cast
It withstood, hardened beats to me
I’ll be ashamed once it stops
Cause how hard the range can cause
Leaving delusional treats
With how the past is morphed.
Being alone is hard to see
It plays on your pain
It likes to wait on and enlighten what remains
Taking a great response to what lingered before you came.

I came off unscathed
But it lingers did I leave for me?
I tried to replace
But it feels like it's saved with the lies
Nothing’s in my way
It's more myself that lets it feast for free
It clings on to prey
And a voice came to say
"You left with heart for safety,
Trying to run away
But with too much time to face,
Was alone just hard to take?
You decided to cave
And jump for no one's sake.
It was easier before you paved
A trail that builds mistakes."

Builds mistakes.
A trail that builds mistakes.

Builds Mistakes

El Dorado

Gates are only built to be closed,
But they’re always left open again.
Towers subdue the light enclosed,
To reward residents for rent.

And it’s cruel to meet the end
With half the time you repeat.
If you try to search for sense,
You fall to reality.

El Dorado
El Dorado
It came and went with machines.
A domino effect, I know,
It slithers to merge in routine.
The guards for grace fade away,
Leading the world to misplace.
El Dorado
El Dorado
It came and went with belief.

Gifts are given to the special names,
And shun the unknowns to receive the blame.
And they think it’s a compromise
When actions are improvised.
But they failed to see the flame,
And it feels like they keep smiling
Even when the world reaps the shame.

Then the fools invite new claims,
To distract the cracks that’ve worsened.
A new year to begin with change
Then it ends with retreat.

El Dorado
El Dorado
It came and went with machines.
A domino effect, I know,
It slithers to merge in routine.
The guards for grace fade away,
Leading the world to misplace.
El Dorado
El Dorado
It came and went with belief.

And it’s cruel to meet the end
With half the time you repeat.
If you try to search for sense,
You fall to reality.

El Dorado
El Dorado
It came and went with machines.
A domino effect, I know,
It slithers to merge in routine.
The guards for grace fade away,
Leading the world to misplace.
El Dorado
El Dorado
It came and went with belief.



El Dorado

Stories

I wouldn’t mind this weight to disperse
Occasionally, ever so.

To my valet
I peeled off, I peeled away
Too far to fray
No way to partake
Everyone needs a forest
To slip astray.

Distance grows farther
So fast when you leave it
And as soon as 
It builds up as stories
The closer the solace,
It’s too hard to paint thee.
Regret on leaving can recur
Parts of my stories
Fall onto choice,
Too deep in stories
Leans into noise.

I still haven’t said the end
But no one knows it’s the end.
Walking in silence creates
A longing to relive and attend.

Faces, places,
It’s too hard to leave me.
Pages fill up with stories,
The fear of returning
And being labeled a past thief.
Ashamed who I am can occur.
Parts of my stories
Fall onto choice,
Too deep in stories
Leans into noise.

Distance grows farther
So fast when you leave it.
I feel like this is the end.

Stories

Cupid’s Arrows

Yea, yea, yea
Hmm, hmm
Falling away from love
There’s favourites
To their fits
How come everybody pays to the cause
They’re catching Cupid’s arrows
Taking all the love
When they never have to wait, no
Even though I’m waiting myself

Either way, I’m never first
But pins and needles come my way
And this puzzle to be seen is so tough
So maybe I am cursed
I know it’s sad to say, but I’m never someone’s lust
I’m always wondering why it’s there
Where I can see it at a glance but never close enough to measure trust
I know they never really care
When I try to please
There’s a sense of disgust

I’ve jumped through hoops to try and change my course
By relieving my mind but it adds more weight on
Trying to forget by taking care of myself in hope it eases up
But the distance fades off

Finding love seemed to play out before
But now I seem to fall out of time
To live and never gain
I could never paint it why
Everyone sustains their pour
When their hearts get exchanged

How come everybody pays to the cause
They’re catching Cupid’s arrows
Taking all the love
When they never have to wait, no
Even though I’m waiting myself
It’s a battle all alone
How come everybody pays to the cause
They’re catching Cupid’s arrows
Taking all the love
When they never have to wait, no
Even though I’m waiting myself
It’s a battle all alone

I’m never gonna have a stone to throw
I’m only gonna put one down
I’m never gonna pull a sword with force
I’m only gonna let it be found
For some it’s so easy
Walking where it’s breezy
They never have to try to play it safe
With no set ties
Living as a prize
Where struggle never lies
It just falls in place
For no sake

I’ve jumped through hoops to try and change my course
By relieving my mind but it adds more weight on
Trying to forget by taking care of myself in hope it eases up
But the distance fades off

How come everybody pays to the cause
They’re catching Cupid’s arrows
Taking all the love
When they never have to wait, no
Even though I’m waiting myself
It’s a battle all alone
How come everybody pays to the cause
They’re catching Cupid’s arrows
Taking all the love
When they never have to wait, no
Even though I’m waiting myself
It’s a battle all alone
How come everybody pays to the cause
They’re catching Cupid’s arrows
Taking all the love
When they never have to wait, no
Even though I’m waiting myself
It’s a battle all alone



Cupid’s Arrows


Close to Bone:

Now, did it feel right
You found out ways to turn my mind
Away from falling signs
What a noble way to say I’m blind
And not wise
One day I’ll see the fall in time
Believing that I’ll be inclined
Away from you but not outshined

Ohhhh if leaving can improve
I’ll cut the ties for someone new
You don’t believe me but it’s true
I’ll tell you now

You deem it’s right to follow
And set your sights to finally face, then seem unfazed
Choices you’ve made have led to quite a wallow
Leaving a scent that becomes a stain
But you never stayed
Couldn’t tell the difference when our hands grew closer
But now I know that your heart’s too cold
I sense the feelings close to bone

You’re hanging off me, I feel you deep in my dreams
You’re needless to need but somehow closer it seems
To highlight your means creates a distance I see
The limelight can bleach, but nothing compares to your schemes

Ohhhh if leaving can improve
I’ll cut the ties for someone new
You don’t believe me but it’s true
I’ll tell you now
The right to follow

I figure the flaunt was attention
You needed something to replace to hold it tight
Waiting to escape when the time was right
Someone to reshape and rinse their kind

Ohhhh if leaving can improve
I’ll cut the ties for someone new
You don’t believe me but it’s true
I’ll tell you now

You deem it’s right to follow
And set your sights to finally face, then seem unfazed
Choices you’ve made have led to quite a wallow
Leaving a scent that becomes a stain
But you never stayed
Couldn’t tell the difference when our hands grew closer
But now I know that your heart’s too cold
I sense the feelings close to bone

Close to Bone

Lost Lost Summer:

Fast forward with the hand on my wrist
Lean to it, the past will show
Faint glow, for tomorrow will crisp
Lean back and the present will slow
How’s it, trying to breathe within the long lost summer
Wishing you could take it away
Darkness in the eve, can’t part the colours
And I don’t want the last to grey

Leave me to fall out the clouds
And land on the ground, it’s more queasy
Passing by then trying to compete
With no seat

Every year I’m going round
I fall in love before
Leading up, I try to be someone practical
Never settling down, I’m chasing animals
I’m being irrational
Something so fashionable
But running at a loss

Fast forward with the hand on my wrist
Lean to it, the past will show
Faint glow, for tomorrow will crisp
Lean back and the present will slow
How’s it, trying to breathe within the long lost summer
Wishing you could take it away
Darkness in the eve, can’t part the colours
And I don’t want the last to grey

The nights are long
Memories are lit by
Something so strong
It’s used then brought up as a longing quest of truth
Where nothing can change the view with proof
I never want the saddest arrest to soothe
Which leaves me with the hardest blues to shoe
It’s like a passage of pain
That lingers with age

Every year I’m going round
I fall in love before
Leading up, I try to be someone practical
Never settling down, I’m chasing animals
I'm Being irrational
Something so fashionable
But running at a loss

Fast forward with the hand on my wrist
Lean to it, the past will show
Faint glow, for tomorrow will crisp
Lean back and the present will slow
How’s it, trying to breathe within the long lost summer
Wishing you could take it away
Darkness in the eve, can’t part the colours
And I don’t want the last to grey



Long Lost Summer

Pitch Side:

I hate the reminders
I hate the reminders
I hate the reminders

Pitch side
I'm bleeding from my main
Brain
To see what I will gain
Again
Leave it all to paint
Need it all to paint
Pitch side
I'm bleeding from my main
Brain
To see what I will gain
Again
Leave it all to paint
Need it all to paint

You’re, you’re, you’re all I’ve ever needed, why?
Freedom wraps the soul, tight
Needless of the time, shy

I want to raise the checks
I don’t want to raise my keeps
I don’t want to raise the steps
I just want to raise belief
I feel damned to act insane so cunningly
And it hands me progress
The demands I want to contain, I cannot reach

I know, I know
I know what it takes
I know, I know what’s at stake
I know, I know what it takes
I know, I know what’s to break

Pitch side
I'm bleeding from my main
Brain
To see what I will gain
Again
Leave it all to paint
Need it all to paint
Pitch side
I'm bleeding from my main
Brain
To see what I will gain
Again
Leave it all to paint
Need it all to paint

Two-sided brain
Misled by common strain
Within the chase
Nor I can seal the case

No way to feel the past collateral
From myself, to put a lot of weight on me
I can’t fill a field when something unfilled
Remakes to put a cape on me

Again, the paint’s from me
The paint I try to bleach
No one sees my seek
I fight in hidden creeps
Painting in my seat
Plain sight but under reach
Painting in my seat
Painting in my seat

Pitch side
I'm bleeding from my main
Brain
To see what I will gain
Again
Leave it all to paint
Need it all to paint
Pitch side
I'm bleeding from my main
Brain
To see what I will gain
Again
Leave it all to paint
Need it all to paint

You’re, you’re, you’re all I’ve ever needed, why?
You’re, you’re, you’re all I’ve ever needed

Pitch side
I'm bleeding from my main
Brain
To see what I will gain
Again
Hung it all to paint
Uh
Bled it out to paint

Pitch Side

Up to You:

It’s up to you
It was up to you
Up, up to you
It was up to you
Up to you

Tell me how you decided it was better to flee
Than strengthen what remains
A touché that was never explained
So you left the question seen
Too busy thinking about yourself
You would rather go and hide it all alone
So you tamper with the trail to wealth
Breaking off all ties so I’d never know

And that I would never know
I’ve grown, but you tarnished your name
But I feel you’re the one alone

You wanna try and compare what I’m worth, uh huh
You feel it’s time to leave and search for something above
Will you learn from what you’ve known, not what you’ll know? Uh huh
Perceiving as naïve could actually blur your strut
Can blur your strut

With all that you have left
You don’t know what to keep
You’re left wondering what you’ve done
And found a way to blame me
You say, you play, another excuse
That’s a game I would rather lose
There’s no point tryna hide some clues
There’s nothing else you can try to do
Again you’re thinking about yourself
Just trying to return to what you’ve thrown
There’s nothing I can do to help
Breaking off all ties so you’ll never know

And that you will never know
I’ve grown, when you tarnished your name
So you’re the one that remains alone

You wanna try and compare what I’m worth, uh huh
You feel it’s time to leave and search for something above
Will you learn from what you’ve known, not what you’ll know? Uh huh
Perceiving as naïve will actually blur your strut
It will blur your strut



Up to You

Where Do I Go:

Where do I go
Where do I go
Where do I go
Where do I go
Where do I go
Where do I go
Where do I go
Where do I go

As I’ve done before, I’m looking for a path to take
This time, I feel it to be the one that I should make
But as I know, it’s never easy to leap the escape
I never mean it, but sometimes it can end with hate

Though I stop to stare, I’m rarely holding on to something that was there
It limits to who I open to
It’s not that I don’t care — I’m searching for a brand new
Start, where I can find some clues, to learn to live with and use
I need a place to find myself
So I can dig up wealth, and to pass the trace
My plea leads with hope to shelter away the excuse
I need a chance to make the change to what I deem is true

Where do I go
Where do I go
Where do I go
Where do I go
Where do I go
Where do I go
Where do I go
Where do I go

I’m leaning to what is paved
So I can’t give it up
But I don’t know if it’s made
To truly jump
It has to be my escape
So I can’t give it up
It has to be my escape
So I can’t give it up

Though I stop to stare, I’m rarely holding on to something that was there
It limits to who I open to
It’s not that I don’t care — I’m searching for a brand new
Start, where I can find some clues, to learn to live with and use
I need a place to find myself
So I can dig up wealth, and to pass the trace
My plea leads with hope to shelter away the excuse
I need a chance to make the change to what I deem is true

Where do I go
Where do I go (To what I deem is true)
Where do I go
Where do I go (I deem is true)
Where do I go
Where do I go (To what I deem is true)
Where do I go
Where do I go (To what I feel is true)

Where Do I Go

Throw It Away

Its time to throw it away

Ohhh I couldn’t think to lose you
As soon as I saw your face made a light worth moving to
Ohhh I always tried to soothe you
And you would take that and throw it away
To leave me astray

There’s days you’re running from me, whilst I’m waiting for you
Then you’re waiting for me
It’s the same old place, you’re standing to leave
Asking whether we see something coming to be
I know I said wait but this time it’s too late
A lie I had to use, where I rather would lose
Then come to choose

When together our thoughts are to keep this
It’s like we’re stuck in time somewhere far away
But it leads me down to harsh feelings
Thinking back how you played your drunk mistakes
Apologising, saying I couldn’t lose you
But you can take that and throw it away
You left me to fate

There’s days you’re running from me, whilst I’m waiting for you
Then you’re waiting for me
Now the same old place, you’re standing to leave
Asking if ever we’ve seen something coming to be
I know I said wait but this time it’s too late
A lie I had to use, where I rather would lose
So I had to choose

Choose
It was time to take it and throw it away
So I had to choose
It was time to take it and throw it away
So I had to choose

Mattias

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