Name: Joyner Lucas - Waiting on This (121Ayem Remix) - BEATSTARS SUBMISSION by ayem
Duration: 3 min 20 s
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i_just_mind_my_business.mp3

Trunk Knock

credits 


@iaeinao - vocals
@121Ayem  - drums
@1Hellion  - pad

Fazed

Lyrics:
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I say take what you deserve cause you done earned it, yeah,
After all those years of hiding pain behind the curtains.
Couldn't express shit with my voice so I had to reach out in these verses,
Waking up every other morning questioning God like what's my purpose,
If I'm really meant to be here then why the fuck I feel so worthless?

Everybody saying they got me, but for family, I'm still searching.
Man, my younger years they fucked me up and yeah that's for certain.
After all these years, you wouldn't think that I would still be hurting.
They asking is it worth it man, like I don't even know.
I been living life the solo way, a lonely boat I row.

Everybody wanna chase the fame but they don't know the ropes,
And these bitches try and play these games, but they done lost control.
Yeah I know, I been breaking down these swishers, roll 'em up and fade away.
I ain't worried 'bout these bitches my eyes set on better days.
I'm just worried what tomorrow brings, and how I'm getting paid.

And when I pass away will I move on or will I sit in gray?
I'm just worried if I make it, that I'll make it all alone,
Cause shit's been changing, people changing, yeah shit's been going wrong.
But I stay strong in these hard times, and take 'em as lessons,

Life can be hard when you're overlooking all your blessings, 
Swear I be feeling down man, this shit's just so depressing,
Like why I'm evening stressing? I'm never really sure, 
It's hard to make peace when you're stuck on how things were,
My mind is just a blur, don't know why I'm on this Earth,
It's like every single day I'm steady searching for my Purpose,
Tired of Feeling Worthless,
No matter what the curse is,
I'ma get this paper and make it count cause I deserve this, 
Fuck you know what hurt is?
Fuck I know what hurt is, 
It's when you're so broken but the pain don't reach the Surface...

Surface

Start Over

Late

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Joyner Lucas - Waiting on This (121Ayem Remix) - BEATSTARS SUBMISSION

Listen on Apple Music:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/purpose/1820402239?i=1820402240

Listen on Spotify: 

https://open.spotify.com/album/0x42vONAPUrWDH5ko7axYQ?si=n0i57tQ-TNaQpSV6nQPjHA

Listen on YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i5Mf1GOItA4&ab_channel=Clover


Wrote this in the middle of a quiet breakdown. It’s called “Purpose.” It’s messy, honest, and everything I needed to say when I couldn’t say anything at all. Hope it finds someone who needs it.

Lyrics:

i been tryna find a way back, into my life, i fell down for a minute now i don't feel right,

yeah im tired of fighting these demons, they been polluting my mind, like i don't know how i'm feeling, but i can say i'm fine,

it's a lie for myself, when i'm feeling helpless, been tryna kill this pain but nothing seems to help it, i'm trapped in my sorrows,

there's times i feel selfish, so I'll pray for tomorrow, that I'll have a purpose.  

is this even real, is this all pretend, tell me is this just all a dream,

i don't wanna feel the way i feel, cause i don't understand a thing,

my head just feels broken inside, i got problems i can't see and some i can't hide..

over and over again, i wasted my time with you, but maybe it's not how it ends and maybe it's just how it goes..

i been tryna find a way back, into my life, i fell down for a minute now i don't feel right,

yeah im tired of fighting these demons, they been polluting my mind, like i don't know how i'm feeling, but i can say i'm fine,

it's a lie for myself, when i'm feeling helpless, been tryna kill this pain but nothing seems to help it, i'm trapped in my sorrows,

there's times i feel selfish, so I'll pray for tomorrow, that I'll have a purpose.

Purpose

ILOVEITWHENTHEYRUN	

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Joyner Lucas - Waiting on This (121Ayem Remix) - BEATSTARS SUBMISSION

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