Darkroom

LYRICS:
underneath my belgian horse theres a truth
underneath my belgian horse theres a truth

undearneath my thick boned skin theres a soul
underneath my mirror of gold theres a lust of perfection and a deep satisfaction

and underneath my wise and old
theres a child
undearneath my wise and old
theres a scared little child
hiden under, running in the wild

Belgian horse

free me (demo)

to pursue you

C L O U D S (small demo)

one soul

effort

Train wreck

about being in a relationship with someone while you are struggling with mental health and fear of being left and replaced by someone else because of it 

negativity

wake up from wonderland

done with you (demo)

love will die

never meant to be

what I mean

Never love a girl

Paradise

Toxic romance

Alone

Mental rain/made stoned asf

re-meaning: song about the relationship with myself

perfectly-insane

Decompose

Dont be a stranger

senerade in the rain (old song)

dance on your downfall

insecure
pityfull
sad songs
doing wrongs
ugly face
no grace
unlovable
shitfaced
seeking love
pleasing you
crying and breakdowns too
heartbreak 
heartache
missing them
chasing em

i met her in the dark
i stabbed her in the heart
white swan is alarmed
black swan is armed

confident
apathy
feelingless
except for me
bragging hard
working out
productive
no alarms
pretty face
sexy lace
boys are toys
lead you on
cut you off
dont care
dont wanna hear
daredevil
working hard
being smart
cold and bold
smiling trough it all

i foud her in the dark
she stabbed me in the heart
white swan is dead indeed
black swan is the lead
black swan is the lead

a white feather
landed on my wing
where it hides the bad things

black swan

alphabeth boy

alpabeth girl (maleine martinez-alpabeth boy cover)

in my life

The beatles- in my life cover(self love version)

Change

distant memory

Whats The Frequency Kenneth?- REM (a submission)

selfish world

womanhood

Lyrics:
life is shit
this is it
but I don't complain 
I only entertain
laugh at it all
it's a fucking game
life is a movie filled with comedy and blame
all experience is a win and a gain

universe is screwing me over
4, turns into 3 clover
but I still stay sober
speeding through the mess
with my red dress of success

a little bird crashed in my window
broke all my glass 
clean up was a pain in the ass
I cut myself while picking it up
but I smiled and drank the blood from my sippy cup


universe screwing me over
4, turns into 3 clover
but I still stay sober
speeding through the mess
with my red dress of success

got beaten up, cheated on
raped and assaulted ton
lost the case in the courtroom
no one takes me seriously
all the unfair carrying me
but I'm still here to be
spat on them
move on with fucking clarity


universe screwing me over
4 turns into 3 clover
but I still stay sober
speeding through the mess
with my red dress of success


i don't let life
win over me
I don't let life
make a misery
I have goods 
I carry on
with broken armour
through the hell that's become

hard-working lad
through insanity and mad
pistol rage
stays locked in a cage
I'm of gold
black heart and bold
when life is pain, I vibe with the pole

surviving

puppet master (demo)

Song about comittment issues and how people ruined my View on love

comittment

18| F | Music is passion❤️ only using instruments, garageband and logic pro without any professional equipment X

aurara

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