Whilst I work on my album, I will be posting songs that never got to see the light of day here. So here's 1

produced by blvnkface & yeezo

my heads been empty vacant
i dont know if ill make it
hung up on all your promises
cant stand to let you break them

lets talk
white chalk
dont want this to end badly
you stay leading me to nothing too, it's upsetting
razor burns
as i slice my flesh
fighting my reflection
know its never uncanny

make fun
you still run
don't give me all the stories
you were dead wrong about me
its actually quite funny
tell me why
you gave up on me so early on but now im doing better than you ever would

my heads been empty vacant
i dont know if ill make it
hung up on all your promises
cant stand to let you break them
throw me in the roundabout
confuse me with your word lets
i try to settle differences
you wont let me face it

say
its late
i spent another night alone
let my thoughts bounce on the wall
just say
im okay
never care free cause im still waiting here up on the fall
i dont think that i'll make it
im still empty lately
breaking up the silence

maxiim - roundabout (prod. blvnkface x yeezo)

this is a very old song

Why you tell me that it's just that easy?
I've been tripping over shit!
I cannot seem to ease in
Repeat the cycle, back again to fucking sleeping
One day I know I'll up and change my world, I can see it
Don't know if I can change, i'm stuck in my own way
Will it ever go my way? (x2)

Just what the fuck am I supposed to say?
Fuck all this music, i'm losing my sleep
Yall can't see through this, you just act like some sheep

And I don't know where I will go
Been far too long stuck up on this road
Only knowing the way I know how to go
Please give me a second I just wanna unload
Yeah I wish I could change, it's just the facts I can't erase
Wish I didn't fucking hate
Losing my mind anyway
Will it ever go my way?

Why you tell me that it's just that easy?
I've been tripping over shit!
I cannot seem to ease in
Repeat the cycle, back again to fucking sleeping
One day I know I'll up and change my world, I can see it
Don't know if I can change, i'm stuck in my own way
Will it ever go my way? (x2)

maxiim - will it ever go my way? (prod. xmichaelwarren)

prod by me
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/sudonym1/watch-me

they talking shit like "why me?"
dont catch ur drift
bitch dont try me UH
vetements a stepper
im making the cheddar
I always got something to say
I been pissy UH
bitch please
fuck yo hypocrisy
you not getting money so u should just watch me

WATCH ME, BITCH WATCH ME
WATCH ME, BITCH WATCH ME UH

1k big brain
i let the bullet spray
bloody big splatters
I do what matters
one two
countdown till you come to
choking to death now yo face looking dif hues
discolored blue face, bitch die
comprehend as to why u try
psycho, bitch go crazy
better lay low they watchin where you go lately

RUN

LIKE WATCH ME
LIKE WATCH ME
WATCH ME, BITCH WATCH ME
WATCH ME, BITCH WATCH ME
LIKE WATCH ME
WATCH ME, BITCH WATCH ME
WATCH ME, BITCH WATCH ME UH
vetements a stepper
im making the cheddar
I always got something to say
I been pissy UH
WATCH ME, BITCH WATCH ME
you not getting money so u should just watch me
WATCH ME, BITCH WATCH ME
WATCH ME, BITCH WATCH ME UH

one two
countdown till you come to
choking to death now yo face looking dif hues
discolored blue face, bitch die
comprehend as to why u try
psycho, bitch go crazy
better lay low they watchin where you go lately

RUN

WATCH ME

disheveled (pekarot) (2021 snippet)

im so god damn tired!
and i'm just grasping for something I can hold on to
so sick of ur bullshit games
pretend care got a pity play
yea all of that BS just to SAVE FACE!
I can't do it, can't catch rest no more
I fought my sleep, to stay up and scream out my chest!
As I plead, they won't hear me but it's okay :(
cause i'm better off now, it's like okay
Lie to myself, end it in big rage!
Speaking of mind games, i'm playing these tricks on myself...

TO MAKE ME FEEL OKAY!

I DON'T
GET IT

SITTING AND WATCHING THE TIME TICK DOWN..
AND I'M SO SICK
TO MY STOMACH

YEAH I GUESS I'M JUST LUCKY TO LIVE ON....

SO SICK!
of ur bullshit gaze.
SO SICK!
of your "pretty play" I...
I'm sick cause it
takes time

IM OVER IT
GET ONTO IT

so sick (nicohorry)

this one was in the vault since 2022
everything by me

Tell me tell me
what do you know?
now and again you always
call me on my cell phone
Tell me tell me
will you ever show it?
high tide im drowning
think i can't get out of this
how talkative could I be?
I saw your face in the water
i'm drowning in open sea
can't get help from those who ponder

and now it's taking me far away
running circles again scenario of my escape
cut me down from the branch, i pray
another hope for another day

and i know i'll never get up out of it
never ending cycle, know im getting fucking sick of it
and i know i'll never wake up from this shit
like a constant nightmare, i'm so broken down from all of this
(x2)

and I won't go either way
please take me back to the state
the edge of what I can't see
i'm falling back in my seat

no way no way I won't get a break
no way no shame I won't get away (x2)

I won't get away, no i won't get away, (x2)
tell me tell me what do you know (x2)

and i know i'll never get up out of it
never ending cycle, know im getting fucking sick of it
and i know i'll never wake up from this shit
like a constant nightmare, i'm so broken down from all of this
(x2)

Tell me tell me
what do you know?
now and again you always
call me on my cell phone
Tell me tell me
will you ever show it?
high tide im drowning
think i can't get out of this
how talkative could I be?
I saw your face in the water
i'm drowning in open sea
can't get help from those who ponder

TELL ME TELL ME WHAT DO YOU KNOW
NOW AND AGAIN YOU ALWAYS CALL ME ON CELL PHONE (x2)

TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME WHAT DO YOU KNOW (x2)

Falling

archived from 2021

shattered window to help
im falling down to my knees
cant pick myself up
im tripping all in the trees
what do they want more from me
its enough i cant give more
just let me be me (x2)
my heart is so damn torn
just let me be me (x2)

they told me get a grip
yea im really fucking over it
they told me get this gone
yea im sick of all the fame trips
and i just wanted on but
i guess im not the A-list
it all feels wrong yea
they keep me on a wait list
black box white list
cut it out im done with this
detox just walk can you get a fucking grip
yea ill walk yea ill walk yea ill walk
away from it
they told me to get over it
just grow the fuck up

get over it
and get this gone
im sick of all the fame trips
i just want to get on
you will not play me for a fool
not another pawn
let me be me i want on

get this gone / prod. dercept

archived from 2021

take off the cape you not a hero
through the chest i take an arrow
think that im the one not me
the halls are getting narrow
look in the mirror hate it so much
what i wanted so desperately
i hate it all i wanna disappear and
never come back i wanna change it all
and make it so i never relapsed
i hate this pressure and this pain
feels like a damn heart attack
say this life is what its worth that
there's no damn string attached
i feel attached to a puppeteer
life pulled by strings a decision i fear
no point in crying over nonsense
i wont shed a tear i feel just like a project

you say that theres no strings attached
you lied to my face broken by the past (x2)

and i lost my way of life
where do i go from here
i cant sleep at night

strings attached / prod. 19hearts

archived from 2021

oh my bad
guess its my fault again
i been tripping over myself
i just needed a friend
you weren't that
its just me in the end
separate my thoughts
pick it apart again
break my trust i know im not tripping
burnt that bridge its down in the ditches
fuck me up and got me real bad
you went and gone behind my back

(muffled screams)

cause you know i took my chances
and left what i earned
left i all behind not a thing that concerns me
dont rush me now cause im not in a hurry
keep treating me like this i do not deserve it
i fell to the ground yea i crash on the pavement
worlds falling down not a thing that could save this
i stepped too far its too much i cant take this
im falling down screaming into an abyss

no worries / prod. blvnkface

archived from 2021

(Intro)
tell me I'm so selfish for doing what I feel like
face in the mirror looking at me shit don't feel right
I feel a pit in my stomach! yeah!
it's pain, pain, PAIN & MORE!

(Verse)
I feel it gnawing and clawing, ripping out my insides!
I'm not comfy but I'm used to not feeling at all..
I don't give a FUCK about ur point of view!
It's not a feature film please don't tell me how u feel bout it

(Hook)
SO... GOD... DAMN! CLUELESS!!!
You can't even find the fucking line to trace -.-
I'M... DONE!! WITH UR BULLSHIT!!
You're never going anywhere, keep acting, basket case!

(Part I, Outro)
I can only run so far, pull for the sky.
Not a chance not my heart...
Spill my guts on the carpet, i'm inside out :(

(Part II)

IN THE BACKGROUND! Not the main one?
In the background... Tryna have FU-
DEATH'S COMING COMING.. It's ripping out my insides,
never EVER feeling comfortable, I'm used to it....
big red stains all over tile floors
blood spirts out! why'd you have to be a *****????

*screams of agony*

(Instrumental Fades)

keep actin, basket case!

archived from 2021

every second I wasted feels just
like ive misplaced myself cant replace myself
money gone like its nothing impulsivity shines
i need help not a thing on the shelf

i just dont have it in me im a ghost a mirage
my life is like a montage this act wont get an applause
if i could change it all back i would just because
like a box in a garage its an unfortunate colllage

im tired of illusory i feel sick to my stomach
in my head again im doing laps around up to the summit
im stuck in these cycles some shit that ill never break
just a lesson well learnt these tables turning so fake

guess its not cut out for me a picture painted wrong
ive always had my doubts i kinda knew it all along
fuck a repost check im working hours way too long
i want it anyway i dont wanna stay here
stuck on this repeating cycle i dont wanna stay here
and i dont think i wanna fight no more sick of going on
like what the fuck is this for?

forfeit i cant fucking take it
crash against the cement
cant take it anymore
pretend wanna leave an indent
cycling back not content
fuck this i want more

MAXEEM²

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