womp

estrogen and the doldrums (demo)

prod @recyclexbin

@ihatebixby
i know i talk a lot
i'll give u the time
just know im not enough
ur so out of line
look at the stars tonight
i'm falling apart
i know it's all a lie

@1endie 
i know by the way you move
and understood how could i be such a fool
she's not over him like she said she was
you dont have a clue
love is hard to find would you open your eyes
i know that i might
fall all over again
one more step me and roan hit the dance floor
all of my exs they tryina say hello
fuck it say goodbye to all my ops
im leavin in 40 i leave on the dot on the clock
so what are you waiting for
i dip out the function they say that its boring
fuck it too many text i ignore it
i take your girl then skrt off in a foreign

@whoisroan
i know we talked last night and we argued a lot 
and girl i hate to fight but sometimes it can’t be helped 
and girl you know i try to fix what we have 
cause i don’t wanna go back to the way it was
girl i keep trying but it’s hard, what u said made me feel apart
and ive been in my bed all day and i’m just hoping that u stay
and if u need to take a break i’ll try and give u all the space that u need because ur everything to me girl

throw ur life away w/ endie & roan (recycleBin)

@prodbyjoshwa

said ur coming back but i won't lie
u dont wna act try to fool me twice
heart trapped in the moment
i see it untapped looking in ur eyes

cuz u dont wna fall
on and off baby
slow
breaking my own heart lately
it's hard for me to breathe im
comparing endlessly

fucked up the memory
know what u said to me
wasting all my time
cant afford to let u see
take all thts mine </3

endlessly (joshwa)

@1spoder
baby,
you've been tryna find a way to save me
but everytime that you look it drive me crazy
fucking with my mind on the daily
oh hate me
go oooh-woa
you keep me on my toes and baby
go oooh-woa
i don't get why you go and blame me

@jayya1k
it gets kinda lonely baby 
when i’m without your love 
and i keep fucking up 
but don’t pretend like you’re innocent 
you’re toxic i’m into it 
and i don’t like to stand out but i’m tired of fitting in
lie to me don’t tell the truth
say that i’m all you need and more 
i can promise you 
i won’t be anyone but yours 
so don’t you pick up when he calls
drive me crazy off the walls
but i want you 
i want you

hypocrite w/ spoder (prod. noden)

@prodbyjoshwa

all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/denial

sorry for the inconsistency lately I been traveling and it's been hard for me to put out music since I'm not at home, hope yall enjoy this one tho <3


Lyrics:

Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
2x

I put my back on the burner
I stuck my neck out for you
I had you above myself
But that dont mean nun to you
Ive been okay
Its like you always want change
Cant even look at your face
Its like a never ending race
Waste of time 
I gave you my life
You said we’d be fine
Its too late to try 
ur wasting my time its true
I dont want anything to do with you
So dont hit my phone when you say that we thru
Im so sick of the bullshit that you used to spew
Sleep dont fix this tired
You keep me so wired
I know that you trying but baby ive been trying harder
Can i have a minute 
Need someone to fix this 
Slept thru my alarms but i dont care about my image
I want something then i get it 
It took me years to admit it 
I dont want this to finish
Its fine 
Its re-ocurring in my head but its fine


Its like your stuck in denial
2,063 miles
The cost of love aint a smile
The shit u do always vile 
4x

denial (joshwa)

prod @saiwai

chops @itsatrill 

@zephyrcove

lyrics
u make my heart stop
u make my jaw drop
with all this love that's inside of me
i was wonderin' if i could be
your second player in this game for two <3
why u actin' like a stranger?
actin' like a stranger

I can't believe
what u did to me
I'm losin' control

I can't believe
what u did to me
I'm losin' control

(I can't lie cause ur the best thing that I ever had)

I just can't believe
What u did to me 
It's unbelievable
That I've fallen this hard
For you (for you)
I would do anything to go back

To the way that it was
I need you tonight
While the stars are shinin' bright
For you (for you)
It's so bright (for you)
And only for you

u make my heart stop
u make my jaw drop
with all this love that's inside of me
i was wonderin' if i could be
your second player in this game for two <3
why u actin' like a stranger?
actin' like a stranger

I can't believe
what u did to me
I'm losin' control

I can't believe
what u did to me
I'm losin' control

spotify

losin' control (sai)

prod: jaelBeats
written: me
mixed and mastered: me
all plats:https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/summer-nights-2

Lyrics: 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
2x

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it a-

Tell me why u gotta lie
Tell me if its feeling right
Always wanna get a rise
I cant do it again

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us fall

know its been hard
Going this far
I cant move on
So please dont let us 

Waste another night alone
I cant tell u where im gonna go 
I just know youll always be my home
In the summer night hiding from the cold
4x

summer nights (jaelbeats)

written: me
mixed: me
produced: @1juanraa
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/strength

Lyrics:

(verse)

We've been hanging on for way too long
Promise me you’ll never hold your tongue
Honestly i think you don't belong but i don't really wanna be the one to talk
Gave me reasons why i shouldn't stay, dont try to fool me cause 

(chorus)

I know im not, not strong enough to hold you together, 
say that im better than i ever was
Losing my trust
forget bout our love
i never was
 I never was

(verse)

I dont why you can’t see from my side
Swear you’re the one but you dont do it right
You waste all our time
Still stuck on my mind
You’re falling apart but still say that your mine
Wont reply
I’m so tired
Of these lies
Gave you a chance 
never thought i would regret that
I was your man
How was i supposed to expect you’d 
do it again
(do it again)
Do it again

(chorus)

I know im not, not strong enough to hold you together, 
say that im better than i ever was
Losing my trust
forget bout our love
i never was
i never was

strength (juanra)

prod clozz 

lyrics:
if you were wrong
would you admit that
i was onto your lil gameplan
i wont judge
because the things you do 
i see myself in your shoes
i wish that we could do better
cuz when im 

by your side
it feels like im losin it 
u wanna be intimate
but i could never
tell u why
i know that your missin him
pretend im oblivious so i can be there

u said we had it all
i know you love to talk
you keep on sayin the same things
ur fuckin up 
u call me say that ur better
baby ur not in love
theres more to life then just tellin me that u wont interupt


not in ur right mind
im not ur lifeline
call when ur drunk
im too scared bout what i might find
wasting my damn time
u know its not right
acting so shady i never seen this in my lifetime

u wanna hurt me so bad
i know much better than that
u said u want something perfect
so why u keep coming back
ur promises always broken
i fuckin hate what we had but when im

by ur side

James Fauntleroy - Fertilizer [2014 Free Download]

[verse]
@1toge
You got me tongue tied, losin my mind right now
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go and leave
Cause this pain
It won’t go away
I only talk to you
Te amo to the moon

[verse]
@1kise 
I said there ain’t nobody else but you
I think that I’m ready to make my move
I know you feel the same way about me too
I guess there’s only one thing left to do
Oh my
I don’t wanna waste no time
I just wanna spend all of my time with you

[hook]
@1kise 
Babe you’re my only option
I see nobody but you
@flaued
Nobody else around me makes me feel like you do
@kise 
Babe you’re my only option
There’s no one else I would choose
@flaued
Without you, I’d have no clue
 Oh baby, what would I do?








  
[verse]
@yokulol
I want some more
Live in my head some more
Been all my life 
without you
I didn’t know what I was missin’
Can’t you just see I’m the one?
Can’t you just see I’m the one?
And all I want from you
Tell me I was right
Is all I want from you
And I don’t know what’s best for me
To the moon and back for you
Cause you’re my only option

[verse]
@flaued
Oh, late at night, all I do is think and dream about you
Cause you’re the one
You’re the one who makes me feel like a fool
A fool for you
Oh, just give my heart a chance

[hook]
@1kise 
Babe you’re my only option
I see nobody but you
@flaued
Nobody else around me makes me feel like you do
@kise 
Babe you’re my only option
There’s no one else I would choose
@flaued
Without you, I’d  have no clue
Oh baby, what would I do?






@riensu
If you asked me I wouldn’t know where to start
And I can’t stand the thought of us being apart
(don’t you let me go)
Wish this’d last forever
So don’t you let me go
Baby you’re my one and only
And I don’t mind that you’re my one and only love
I’ll go to moon and back for you
Cause you’re my one and only
I’m forever yours

"tothemoon" w/ yoku, kise, wil, riensu & manni ✰ (prod. kana)

first of the year
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/iggy5/promise-2

so if i try too hard for her
then i might get over you

and i been waitin too long
forget about the way it ends
forget about the things u said
girl its so hard to move on
i promise ill be back again
so please dont make me hang around
imma get you, get you back now
speed until i crash out
turn feelings to ash now
(keeps on goin round and round)
imma make sure u get treated right
(keeps on goin round and round)
until u come and spend the night

ill leave before the morning
i dont know where to go
talk, yeah its not important
i couldnt say the words
tell me what ur waitin for
i know u wanna say goodbye
i think im falling for it
i never want u in my life

you dont give me nothin
im stuck in my thoughts
sick of ur assumptions
you get what u want
you dont give me nothin
im stuck in my thoughts
sick of ur assumptions
you get what u want
i just cant put u back together
i been tryna make it up to you
i dont wonder why (no lie)
you couldnt hide (no lie)
knowing what you made me do

ill leave before the morning
i dont know where to go
talk, yeah its not important
i couldnt say the words
tell me what ur waitin for
i know u wanna say goodbye
i think im falling for it
i never want u in my life

and i been waitin too long
forget about the way it ends
forget about the things u said
girl its so hard to move on
i promise ill be back again
so please dont make me hang around
imma get you, get you back now
speed until i crash out
turn feelings to ash now
(keeps on goin round and round)
imma make sure u get treated right
(keeps on goin round and round)
until u come and spend the night

promise (juanra)

reupload, unfortunately the original was taken down :/
------
written: me
mixed: me
produced: @jarvas123 | @fortuneswan | me
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/falling

Lyrics:

(verse)

we keep on playing this game just going back and forth
you said u wanted the change, so what you stoppin' for
i gave you everything, and you still wanting more
maybe im going insane, but im still falling for it

i saw your name with another
tell me why i should bother
you keep me under the water
can't hold my breath any longer

(chorus)

i keep falling for it
stuck in ways so foreign
i'm the one who noticed
kept me down, unfocused
(x2)

i don't wanna f*ckin choose
know ill mess it up
tell me when you're coming through
it's never adding up
running out of love
you don't wanna try
not enough
i don't wanna fight
you can't pick a side
f*cked it up

i keep falling for it
stuck in ways so foreign
i'm the one who noticed
kept me down, unfocused
(x2)

(bridge thingy idek)

waste of my time i know that something ain't right
keep f*ckin putting me down cause i keep trying to try
(x2)

falling (jarvas)

lyrics

can you tune up my heart and play?
your words like rhythm like how you say
as our symphony starts to sway
we're in perfect harmony, and I hope we stay that way

lately I've been playing out of tune
and I can't play what you've been wanting too
the way you're playing ain't nothing I've heard of before

i just improvised my lines, but
you may have sense of where I come from
you're a melody that's stuck in my head

what can I do?
i'm not just following your lead
you're composing my every move

can you tune up my heart and play?
your words like rhythm with how you say
as our symphony starts to sway
we're a perfect harmony, and I hope we stay that way

i've been learning all the songs that you say make you feel alive
i've been burning them to disks, so i could listen while we drive
away from all the madness, this synesthesiatic love
that we've been feeling, I hope it lasts a while (oh-oh-oh)

what can I do?
i'm not just following your lead
you're composing my every move

can you tune up my heart and play?
your words like rhythm with how you say
as our symphony starts to sway
we're in perfect harmony, and I hope we stay that way

oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
play me your melody
oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
you are my symphony
oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
play me your melody
oh-oh, oh-oh-oh
you are my symphony

denial (joshwa)

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