untitled_9_8_23

spinning w/ hager (stinkpackgenius)

inspired by mirrored mind (2005) and the mental journey to figuring out personal identity

lyrics:

and ive been trying so hard
not to speak to myself
i wonder if ill grow up
those cuts speak for themselves

and i grew complacent
between the ages
wanted to grow up
why did you change

and i've been trying so hard
so what
so what

(少し疲れました。休憩が必要だと思います。)

those times i wish i fell asleep
in your arms
why do you feel so out of reach
im so alone

all those attempts shouldnt have failed
i sometimes scream
i pray for help
god just take me home

(およそ一ヶ月ほどの間。)

and ive been trying so hard 
not to speak to myself
i wonder if i'll grow up
those cuts speak for themselves

and i grew complacent
between the ages
wanted to grow up
why did you change

and i've been trying so hard
so hard
so what

if you ever feel as if you are alone, talk to someone. please dial these numbers:

dial 988 (USA)
dial 116 123 (UK)

carlisle

Lyrics:

($UEL whistling)

At this point I really can't look back
Really tryna find out where the love at
Some of these days got me so sad, but I ain't gon' cry 'bout it ('bout it)
No I ain't gon' cry 'bout it ('bout it)
Really tryna keep my pride, ain't gon' die without it
I ain't tryna prove right all the haters doubtin'
So I ain't gonna cry about it
Oh, woah(No I, no I)
So I ain't gonna cry about it 
Oh, oh (No I, no I)
So I ain't gonna cry about it 
Oh, oh(No I, no I)
So I ain't gonna cry about it
Oh (No, no I)
So I ain't gonna cry about it


You know I don't hang with no bums
So why do you act like I'm dumb?
You're always just sitting alone and talking to girls on your phone
Like what do you even want from me?
I'm just tryna find love I don't wanna bleed
So just leave me alone and please get off my phone
Like what do you look at me for?
I've been cashing out with a hunnid or more times I've fallen down or I've crashed on the floor
I can't do it anymore! 
I don't know what I can do
I don't know if I can go 
I don't know if I can go (idk)

At this point I really can't look back
Really tryna find out where the love at
Some of these days got me so sad, but I ain't gon' cry 'bout it ('bout it)
No I ain't gon' cry 'bout it ('bout it)
Really tryna keep my pride, ain't gon' die without it
I ain't tryna prove right all the haters doubtin'
So I ain't gonna cry about it
Oh, woah(No I, no I)
So I ain't gonna cry about it 
Oh, oh (No I, no I)
So I ain't gonna cry about it 
Oh, oh(No I, no I)
So I ain't gonna cry about it
Oh (No, no I)
So I ain't gonna cry about it

What you hating on?
My heart's telling me that I'm wrong
My arm's looking for you so long
Will you trap for me? Oh, oh
Pull up when you're not home
Want you to pull up into my life
And I know you won't notice, but my vision's messin' up my focus
I don't get it baby
One point won't you listen baby?
My heart is amputated, when you talk to your friends I hate it
But I don't get it baby 
One point won't you listen baby?
My heart is amputated, when you talk to your friends I hate it
I won't cry about...

At this point I really can't look back
Really tryna find out where the love at
Some of these days got me so sad, but I ain't gon' cry 'bout it ('bout it)
No I ain't gon' cry 'bout it ('bout it)
Really tryna keep my pride, ain't gon' die without it
I ain't tryna prove right all the haters doubtin'
So I ain't gonna cry about it
Oh, woah(No I, no I)
So I ain't gonna cry about it 
Oh, oh (No I, no I)
So I ain't gonna cry about it 
Oh, oh(No I, no I)
So I ain't gonna cry about it
Oh (No, no I)
So I ain't gonna cry about it

cry about it (ft. scruff)

cry about it (ft. scruff) [p. sai]

first song type shi

(OUT ON ALL PLATS BTW)

“next thing you know jayne gon’ have batsponge singing” -niztopia 2023 sept 30th

lyrics:
(fuck off)
I want, you in my room with the lights off
talkin' bout us when we grow up
and we're older 
and we're hopefully sober
now im drunk, off, you.
and im just so confused
why would you say that you love me 
then run away, i dont get it
i just really wanna drink with you, babe
now i drink alone inside my room, please
tell me what it is that i can for you
its done no questions asked, but
for now i'll pour a glass babe
sitting on my ass all day
just waiting for a text
i got a damaged liver but the pains in my chest
im drunk with the thought of my ex

@1jayne:
tell me what you need
cause i've been begging through a screen
so give me one more chance 
i'll beg and i'll plead
i'll do anything, anything, anything..
cause its my fault i get drunk im losing focus
i dont need no one, but i think that i need you
i just wanna be someone that you can lean on
like, mixed emotions all the time
girl i wish, that i could just read the signs
baby tell me what you want 
i dont wanna lose your love
it could be gone in a second 
and i dont wanna lose your touch
baby you mean the world to me cant you see it
but now im gone and lost im so lonely and defeated
but now its me and not plus you
im sorry if i ever doubted you
im sorry i cant live without you
im still writing these songs about you 
this happens everytime, i try to get you off my mind
like baby please come back to me.


i just really wanna drink with you, babe
now i drink alone inside my room, please
tell me what it is that i can for you
its done no questions asked, but
for now i'll pour a glass babe
sitting on my ass all day
just waiting for a text
i got a damaged liver but the pains in my chest
im drunk with the thought of my ex

i just really wanna drink with you. w/ Jayne (prod. JustBen)

reupload, unfortunately the original was taken down :/
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written: me
mixed: me
produced: @jarvas123 | @fortuneswan | me
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/falling

Lyrics:

(verse)

we keep on playing this game just going back and forth
you said u wanted the change, so what you stoppin' for
i gave you everything, and you still wanting more
maybe im going insane, but im still falling for it

i saw your name with another
tell me why i should bother
you keep me under the water
can't hold my breath any longer

(chorus)

i keep falling for it
stuck in ways so foreign
i'm the one who noticed
kept me down, unfocused
(x2)

i don't wanna f*ckin choose
know ill mess it up
tell me when you're coming through
it's never adding up
running out of love
you don't wanna try
not enough
i don't wanna fight
you can't pick a side
f*cked it up

i keep falling for it
stuck in ways so foreign
i'm the one who noticed
kept me down, unfocused
(x2)

(bridge thingy idek)

waste of my time i know that something ain't right
keep f*ckin putting me down cause i keep trying to try
(x2)

falling (jarvas)

written: me & dj
mixed: me & dj
produced: me

im finally utilizing my guitar 

all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/do-what-u-wanna-feat-djembe-2

Lyrics:


Tell me is it true
Would you give it one more shot
Would you tell them its alright for now 
Yeah i dont wanna stop
Just give me a sign
Taking all your problems away
If you gave me one more chance i swear i’d
Make it all okay
Make it all okay

Do what you wanna do
Im seeing both your faces
Choose who you wanna choose
Thats not a risk im taking

I don't know what i'm doing baby my mind gone
I aint ready to let it let it be bygones
But im ready to risk it all for my ones
I want ya 5x
i do
Aint nothing 5x
Aint nothing new
If you a drug then i’ll take it
od all off you
And maybe i just wont make it
Let you take my youth

Do what you wanna do
Im seeing both your faces
Choose who you wanna choose
Thats not a risk i'm taking

Do what you wanna do
Choose who you wanna choose
These pills got me talking dumb
Ill say what you really wanna hear from me
Hear from me im done

do what u wanna w/ djembe (me)

written: me
mixed: me
produced: @jokez | @raysrevenge | me

lurking (jokez)

starfall:
bitch im tweaked out i just took some fent in the booth
u look tweaked out smiling like chrisean with no toof
bring my blick out ima smoke loud out the pool
fck school shooters man im the living poop
bitch u tweaking u know i slide like im ridin in the demon
baby i ride for u even in the deep end
sike bitch i lied u can catch me on the weekends\
fake airpods man u know that shit my weakness
pop another wood like it aint bad for my health
i maybe in La With the gang What the hell?
locked eyes and then she pulled out her meds
she like oh shit baby don't tell me that u a fed
oh shit now they see me doing better
pop another perc and i might reply to your letter
oh shit
man i just copped me a sweater
she a dog the way she bark man i just might go and pet her

bixby:
m- my big brother he like messi
pl- playing football like he messi
having sex... she think i'm sexy
i just fucked ur bitch in the butt unhh
cuz she let me
Fuck
ur gf she a slut
suck my dick im bouta (cum)
ur bf ride the bus
i can go n buy that bus
so much money i got hella things
i dont beat my dick bitch im celibate AHHH
shoutout freddy
he on fenty
shoutout money
i got too many
ur name... ur age... ur sign..
Hi.... im bouta slide
i feel like Tpain im on a boat
lil yachty PLEASE let me drive the boat
but not in the wintertime cuz its cold..
or maybe thats fine as long as i wear my coat

joon:
Fuck boy 
Said he tryna slide into on my ig
Fuck boys 
Bitch im gonna make you go home crying 
I got hundred bands cus im just winning fortnite cash cups
Counted up these racks 
You could call me a grand master 
Opps they not winning
Call me justin Han cus we got blood 
Yeah we twinning 
I be seeing Star Bixby Christian trio kissing
Never catch me lacking I got poles and they spinning
back never flipping
Call me on my burner what you want you tryna fuck 
I got better things to do like all your friends you got for lunch
Said she tweaking so I’m leaving pour up slower just a hunch 
Got 2 milly monthly calling me chezile I’m boutta BUSSS
Shorty tell me she just tryna suck up on my nuts 
Tell that shorty betta leave cus all my soka talent up

Starfall X Bixby X Joon - Endlessly 3 (prod. Bixby & Joon)

an oversight
tell my why this canvas only shows me white
i cant stand to stare at somenoe through your eyes
maybe im pretentious, i cant choose a side
do you still get flutters when i 

cross your mind baby
its fine i know i talk
too much as lately
u hate it when i
2x

crosswalk

demo 2

i don't know how to say it
if it keeps on i'll be emaciated
another product of harming
crash, fall
i don't wanna be here at all
don't catch me if i fall down
another product of harming
crash, fall
i can't seem to find it, it's lost
the boy i was before
why have grown disheartened
crash, fall

mind my mind you
pick my fights
hand my life over
i rest my soul down been at it since october
don't lie to yourself you're not a toler
you barely know her
think she a showman
petty scars all over
you should've known then
it gets too heavy to breathe
i'm pleading down on my-
i stay up grinding my teeth
my flesh is ready to eat

i don't know how to say it
if it keeps on i'll be emaciated
another product of harming
crash, fall
i don't wanna be here at all
don't catch me if i fall down
another product of harming
crash, fall
i can't seem to find it, it's lost
the boy i was before
why have grown disheartened
crash, fall

crosswalk

max ruben 2

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