CHAOS (444jet)

scary

hair and nails

all these changes
moved as fast as the wind blows
i left my past in paintings
i hid 'em in places that i won't go

if i was different
maybe things would be different

i started flailing
chasing a breath that i couldn't catch
my grip was flailing
like sand you fell through the gaps in my hands

if i was different
maybe things would be different 
if i was different
maybe things would be different

if you call for me i'll be there in name 
i don't feel regret i don't feel the same
i might take a trip to alleviate
the thoughts in my head oh what a shame

shame...

yet,
if i was different
maybe things would be different 
if i was different
maybe things would be different

if you call for me i'll be there in name 
i don't feel regret i don't feel the same
i might take a trip to alleviate
the thoughts in my head oh what a shame
if you call for me i'll be there in name 
i don't feel regret i don't feel the same
i might take a trip to alleviate
the thoughts in my head 

the thoughts in my head...

delphinum

i know he looks better
in your stupid fall sweaters
and i know i never
could compete with him

bc i am so ugly
baby i really just want you to love me
baby i know that its hard to trust me
i can only give a couple promises
i promise to always be by your side
i promise to never fuckin lie
all i ask for is that you promise me
that youll never find another guy

her favorite color was sage green
i told her mine was the same thing
i never had one until i met you 
but now my hearts aching 
because you left
you wrote your name on my chest
and i hold my breath 
because 

baby you put him over me
and it fuckin hurts
baby id never choose anyone in the world
if there was a million people in the same room
id still choose her
and i can really blame you
cause shes so perfect
shes so worth it
because shes
my girl (6 billion)
(her favorite colors sage green)

sage green (p. xy1va)

prod: meutry

your words they cut like incisions
i cant take her back cause she knows
ill act different
like all of the time that i spent 
countless hours 
now missing
like 
baby you just know that i wanted you so bad
yeah why did you just leave me up 
and put me in the trash yeah
why am i just living my whole life
up in the past tense?
baby i just wanted you
but it aint never happenin’

like oh why am i so alone?
i still wear her cologne 
just to feel at home
like oh why am i so alone?
i still wear her cologne
just to feel at home

yeah
no matter what she do 
i still love her
i think that i want her by my side
with no other
i think abt her all the time 
my mind filled like a gutter
trapped like a mime 
instead of a box it was a dumpster

wordscutdeep

(prod. michael harrison)

you said you like the car that i drive
but i guess it was a lie
(i still miss you everytime
i cant get you off my mind)
and i could run away but ill still find my way
back a hundred times
(i dont wanna run away
i just wanna see your face)
cause if its not you who im tied to
for the rest of my life
(i might kill myself tonight
just to see you smile one time)
and i dont know who id be
if im not with you tonight
(and i feel just like a loser
i keep chasing right after her)
and i would do anything
just for you to trust me
i just want you to love me
i miss the way you would fuck me

i wish it was as simple as fish in the sea

helper - im gone

helper - blush

[Lyrics]

Tryna lie about her ex, shit that he said
She want love but I don't wanna be next
Lying bout her ex, saw all the texts
You got some problems, all in your fucking head

Shawty a 10, hate all your friends
I wanna tell you
hHow much you really meant
Time is a bitch, now it's the end
Wanna turn it back, I only feel regret

You lyin bout' your ex, she lie, she lyin' bout her ex
Don't lie to me, girl I saw all of the texts
She lyin', she lyin' bout her fucking ex

You lyin bout' your ex, she lie, she lyin' bout her ex
Don't lie to me, girl I saw all of the texts
But she lyin', she lyin' bout her fucking ex

Wanna know just what she talking about
I'm asking questions, we talking it out
I wanna know why you hide it
She always be talking like she my bitch
My bitch

I don't even know your fucking name ho
Buy her roses just so she could claim those
Said, she on the floor like she JLO
Text me whenever she on her way home

She still gone, you want it bad
But you keep it on the low for me
And when we talk, all these words, they just flowing with ease
She told me what's wrong, girl, just do it on the phone
Cause I just wanna be alone, baby, tell me what you need

Got a haunted past, she caused it
Out of smoke, gas, I be feeling nauseous, yeah
So tell me I'm the 'worst that you had' for me
Didn't know that you were lyin, but I could tell that you bad for me

You lyin bout' your ex, she lie, she lyin' bout her ex
Don't lie to me, girl I saw all of the texts
She lyin', she lyin' bout her fucking ex

You lyin bout' your ex, she lie, she lyin' bout her ex
Don't lie to me, girl I saw all of the texts
But she lyin', she lyin' bout her fucking ex

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